Mala Dewa Love Story's
29: Am I Too Hasty?

Mala tried to let go of the God's kiss so deep that she had trouble breathing. The god let go for a moment. But his hand still gripped Mala's two shoulders firmly.

"Stop Brother! Why do you kiss me!" jolt Mala with a high voice.

"Because Brother wants to kiss you. Brother wants to keep your promise, kiss you longer when we meet again." The god captivated Mala's eyes so much that the girl could not twitch.

"Omong empty. It's just the past." Mala shakes.

"For Big Brother it's not bullshit. Ye know? Brother came to Korea just in time for your graduation. But, Brother didn't come to see you, when Brother found out, you already have a girlfriend."

"Huh?" shocked Mala. "Daughter?"

The god wiped his face. "No, I don't care, Mala. Although you didn't see her face, but you saw her kiss you. What's his name if not a girlfriend."

Mala frowned. He never kissed anyone but a god. Who did the gods see that?

"Sister. I never kissed another man. Where possible, Brother must be wrong!"

God cannot be wrong. She saw Mala kissing a man in front of her friends. Gods can't possibly missee people, it's indeed Mala.

"Try to remember again. I don't know why you kissed her. But obviously you walked up to him and kissed him right in front of your friends." The god squeezed his palm with a hardened jaw. "So, I hate to see Mala."

Mala recalled the day she graduated. A man came and gave her a bunch of flowers.

"What does Brother mean Gilang?" ask Mala to make sure. Because only Gilang Mala saw coming to her graduation.

"****! So it seems he's Gilang? Temen your High School? Transfer boy?"

Mala bit the tip of her fingernail. At that time Mala accidentally fell in Gilang's arms even her lips touched Gilang's lips reflexively when there was a person behind her who accidentally pushed her.

"New mala remembers. It was an accident."

The gods are still angry. At that time God wanted to hit the face of a man who dared to kiss Mala's lips. But, she felt she had no right to destroy the happy day Mala finally graduated from university. God decided to leave and tried to forget Mala. But, the result is nil. God cannot make Mala disappear from her heart.

"Accident?"

Mala nodded. "There are people who unintentionally push me. At that time Gilang wanted to congratulate you. I fell in her arms, accidentally touching her lips. That's it." Although he did not know what it was all he needed to explain to the Gods.

The god took a deep breath, then took Mala's face again until their lips met each other again. Mala pushed the God while glaring. "Sister!"

"So, I want to erase her lips! If you don't want to, it means he doesn't have the right to kiss you!" resolute God. Possessively.

"No! Sister is not Mala's boyfriend either."

"From now on you're just my girlfriend, Nirmala Cheryl Lesmana!"

The god again smacked Mala's lips, even the God carrying Mala's body brought her into the room. The god laid Mala's body and her her brother Mala just silently accepted the treatment of God.

The kiss still continued and Mala began to realize that this should not happen. Mala hit the chest of the God field repeatedly while crying. The god let go of his kiss and looked back into the eyes of the girl in front of him.

"Mala, are you crying?" ask God.

"You can't kiss me! I don't want to be your girlfriend either!" press Mala.

"You don't have to lie. You can see it from your eyes. You're still the same, you're still the Mala of Brother."

What the gods say may be true. But the events of the past, Mala has not been able to forget it.

"Sister."

"Hm?" sahut Dewa is still above Mala with a position of staring at each other closely.

"Clear to me. That's what I saw. Alyra and you are hugging each other. Or Alyra-"

"She's got me, '" cut the god. "He suddenly came, as I was heading to our basecamp. It turns out he was snatching me from behind. Not long, not two minutes, I took off his arms."

Mala blinked her eyes, then looked back at God. "Are you with him again?"

"No! I've never had a boyfriend other than you after I got to know you, Mala!" resolute God.

For three years Mala shut herself down and did not want to listen to the explanation of God. It's not because he doesn't believe in God. Mala just wants her strong to stay in Korea until she graduates. Mala wants to prove she can thrive and make her parents proud. Including Gods.

"Then, are you proud?"

"PRoudly?" The god was confused by the intent of Mala's words. "Who is proud?"

"proud. Proud when Mala graduated college like now. After we broke up and did not communicate for three more years" Mala explained.

Gods nodded. "definitely. I'm sure Mala can. Brother is proud."

Mala looked down while shedding tears. "Mala was tormented, but Mala tried her hardest to pass. Mala realizes Mala is not a smart girl, Mala is also nothing compared to Alyra who achieves on campus. Mala thought not pantes for Sister. We'd better break up and that's the best option, brother."

Mala's words greatly shocked the Gods. So, that was the reason behind all Mala's silent attitude towards her all this time. Mala feeling insecure?

"Hey. So you feel insecure with yourself?" ask God. Mala nodded. "Before, and I made it through it despite the pain."

The god rubbed Mala's cheeks and wiped away the tears that fell down the cheeks of the girl he loved the most. "But Brother won't break up with you, Mala."

Mala smile. "Sister's proof can be successful, and Mala can graduate. That's a sign Mala's decision was right yesterday."

The gods felt this was absurd. "Then why is it that when you want us to break up, you refuse?"

"Because there was no Alyra. All because of Alyra's presence. Mala thought to be Brother's lover should at least be smart like Alyra."

"Huh." The god took a long breath.

"Now you know the reason for Mala. We better be like this, brother. No need to be anymore." Mala turned her gaze.

"Why? Don't you love my sister?"

Mala was silent. Not because of that. But, Mala was just not ready to start such a relationship anymore.

"Not coming home?" mala did not want to discuss the issue.

"No. Brother will be here. Mala has to go back to what she used to be. Brother cannot accept. Brother doesn't want us to end that." The god confirmed it while whispering in Mala's ear.

The girl goosebumps as warm air passes through her earlobe. The god kissed Mala's weak, open neck. Stamped Mala's neck niche slowly. Mala closed her eyes while clutching both of the Gods shoulders.

"Sister. Stop that!" mala's strangulation as the God's kiss on her neck deepened and strengthened.

"I love you, Mala. I still love you."

Mala just kept quiet while rounding her eyes. "Sister...."

"Sister love you. It never changes at all. You stay here," said the Lord directing Mala's hand to touch her chest. "It's still here, honey."

She looked at him the same. The gods believe Mala still loves him too. "You too, right? Still love me?"

Gods are somewhat different. His eyes darken. Mala can't move. The man's gaze locked onto his movements instantly.

Mala gulped and closed her eyes as if she knew that the gods would kiss her again. "Don't kiss me,"

"Why?"

Mala was very weak to the kiss of God. It was as if he was about to turn out to be so stupid when the lips of a God touched his lips.

"Em.." nodded Mala and tried to ignore the look. He was increasingly uncertain to the God so.

"Baby look at me." The god grabbed Mala's chin pointing in front of her face. "It's me, it never changes. I know you're the same. It just takes time, doesn't it?"

Mala doesn't want what's right. But he tries not to fall back into the intoxicating snare of God's love. During his years of study, Mala was never touched by any man. God is the first and last person to touch his heart.

"Stop, Brother. We can't." Mala shakes. His eyes glazed over at the God.

"Maybe, honey, I'll try to make you sure. You still love me so much" said the God assured.

But instead, Mala was doubtful.

"Only tonight, tomorrow we assume that nothing happens," said Mala now the distance with the Gods is almost nothing. Mala could feel a warm puff of God's breath hitting her innocent face.

Gods grinning. "No promise. You belong only to Brother."

"No. We are not legitimate" Mala said now she believes she did not say so wrongly.

"Jaudah tomorrow we will approve. Easy," said the god very casually.

Mala did not know what to answer. He was silent for a while and the Gods were still waiting.

"Mala."

"Mala still wants to work first" said Mala suddenly.

Gods nodded. "OKAY. No problem. Brother wait for you, now let Brother kiss you."

"Tumben said, usually never." Mala commented still closing her eyes. Stop Mala. Why do you challenge him!

The gods chuckled softly. "You're right."

*****

Morning. Sorry for not waking you up. I go home and get ready for the office. You take a shower, we go to the office together. Love you, God.

Mala smiled as she read the piece of paper left by the God on her dressing table. Mala fell asleep in the arms of the Gods until morning. Mala was unconscious when the God left, she was too sleepy.

"Basic bawdy!" Mala shook her head and went to the bathroom. He passed through the mirror and was surprised to see so many red marks on his neck.

"This must have been him" Mala muttered as she touched the signs.

Mala stomped her feet while smiling alone. "Stupid! Why is it so hard to resist!"

After showering and getting ready to wear his office clothes. Mala did not forget to wear a scarf around her neck to cover the red marks that were there. It's his first day at work, where maybe he'll shake the office guys if he's caught having a lot of red marks around his neck.

"Where might I say abis kerokan. Who believes."

Tin.

The sound of car horns is heard. Mala touched her chest in shock.

"It must be God's sister."

After last night's incident. Is that a sign they're back?

"Am I too hasty?" mala. He is that weak. Still weak in front of the gods.

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