Loving You 2: The Substitute
Imperfectly

"I'm not Alden's perfect woman, forever I won't be able to conceive again, and won't be able to give you another baby.."

"Then forget me Alden, you'll get another woman who can give you perfect happiness.."

Alden was still fixated and stiffened, then after a while Alden chuckled "You deliberately said that so that I would give up and not bother you anymore right?"

"You think this is something that can be a joke, and you think I want it to happen to me?" Airin looked at Alden with tightly clenched hands.Who would want to be an imperfect woman like her, certainly would not. "Stop Al, it's not easy for me, and don't add to my burden.

...

Airin was gone, but Alden was still there, looking at what was really going on and what Airin was saying, and the words of Mother of Airin were heard in his ears.

"I hope, if you know what happened to Airin, you will still love him, and do not give up on convincing him, especially Airin.." So that's what it means.

Alden shook his head, no he wouldn't hurt Airin anymore, no matter what happened he just wanted Airin with him, no matter what Airin was like, he could have children or not, Alden would still love him.

Alden looked up and looked at the surroundings but did not find Airin, did he daydream for too long..

Alden ran to find where Airin was going..

...

Airin smiled wryly as she swung her feet to enjoy the cold wind that hit her body, Airin did not expect it to feel this sick.. Airin looked back no longer seen Alden, maybe he's turned over.

You're right Airin, it's good that if Alden gives up, that's what you want, let him go find the perfect woman and live happily.

What will happen if he is with you, that man will never be happy because of your flaws, and you will live in a lifetime of guilt for not being able to give him offspring..

"But why it hurts so much.hiks.hiks.I love him so much that he did not want to leave.. " Airin crouched down and bowed her face "I'm really a hypocrite, saying go but my heart wants you to stay.." Airin said everything in a matter of seconds, but her heart was back.

Alden paused his steps with a gasp as he watched Airin crouch down on the side of the road, and saw Airin's back trembling with tears "See who told me to leave, and who cried.."

Airin got up and turned to find Alden behind her, then quickly wiped her tears.

"You take my love too lightly, Airin. You are a hypocrite!telling me to leave when you want me to stay."

Alden walked slowly to Airin who was still sculpting "Why not choose to be honest and hold me back, even though I wanted to leave.. "

"But you won't be able to have children with me.."

"I don't mind, just living alone with you forever.."

"Well, it doesn't matter if I'm being selfish.." Alden nodded, "Aren't you going to leave me later?" Alden shaking.

"Let's get old together with just the two of you" then Airin immediately ran towards Alden to smash into the man's body and hug him.

"I guess - I can let you go and let you go. Hiks.. Al. I love you so much.."

"I'm selfish aren't I?, I'm not perfect Al, but I don't want you to go.."

Alden tightened his arms, without a word but Alden kept holding Airin, and let Airin cry in his arms.

Because Alden will make sure after this Airin will not cry anymore.

...

"Is there anything you want to talk about?" Airin frowned "Because after this I won't let you say anything silly anymore, because after today I won't answer your unreasonable questions.."

Airin looked down and smiled "Why don't you go?. I told you I don't even have a chance to have children anymore.."

"I wasn't at first silent because I was confused, it was just that I was surprised but from the beginning I told you I couldn't live without you, why would I have children if you weren't there.."

"My life goal is you, if there's no you there, I don't think I'll be happy either.."

"It doesn't matter not having children, I don't like children either, they're troublesome.." Alden chuckled and then kissed Airin's hand that had been held since.

"You lying?" Airin tilted her face "You're just comforting me, aren't you?"

Alden smiled "It doesn't matter, if it makes you happy, I'll do it that way so you don't grieve over this matter anymore.."

"Alden, I give you a chance to leave now, or I won't let you go later. Even when I can't give perfection to you, I will kill you if I leave me!"

Airin nodded, then Alden stretched out his hand "If so tie it tight, so that I can't run away, though I also don't need you to tie it because it will continue with you.." Airin smiled and hugged Alden.

"I love you Al.."

Alden unraveled his embrace and cupped Airin's face staring at her lovingly, then brought her closer to kissing Airin right on the girl's lips, the lips she had longed for all this time.

"I love you more.." muttered Alden in between his kisses, then kissed him again, Alden continued to kiss Airin's lips smearing him with a gentle and slow rhythm, as if he was afraid of hurting the girl, there was no lust just the heartfelt love Alden expressed.

Airin's hands squeezed the ends of Alden's mantle, as Alden tightened their bodies, Airin could even hear Alden's heart beating like he was, like, mad as him, even Airin felt the thumping of them replying to each other and in rhythm.

"You feel it?" Airin felt his breath gasp as Alden let go of his kiss.

"W-why?"

"In my heart, I think it's just with you that she's beating fast.." Airin blushed. "Not you?"

This time Airin frowned, Alden placed his palm on Airin's chest "It also beats very fast.." Airin was further embarrassed by lowering her face, but Alden cupped her and made her look up again and looked at Alden with a smile.

"Let's get married.."

Airin's blushing face was now stunned and tense-faced "Al, are you sure?"

"Why?, I must also fasten you so as not to leave again.."

"But, Al." Airin gulped down his rough saliva "I'm not ready to face your family, what if they don't accept a woman like me?"

Alden tightened his grasp "You doubt me again, I am even willing to abandon all my family's possessions for your sake.."

....

Airin tightened her grip, upon arriving at the gate of her house, her Mommy was also waiting worriedly at the door.

But when he saw Airin get out of Alden's car with each other, he knew his daughter was fine and maybe even their problems had been resolved.

******* relief is not heeded anymore, when you see Airin smiling.

"Mom?"

"Good afternoon, Miss Grey.." Alden greets Mommy Airin.

"Good day, is your problem over?" Airin nodded "Didn't Mommy say everything would be fine.."

"Thank you, Mr. Barnes, for accepting my daughter as she is.."

"I won't let go of your daughter madam, she's too precious, and please just call me Alden" Alden's words made Airin blush in shame, the adorable Airin is back again.

"Well, can we talk for a second?"

Alden saw Airin."I'll talk to your Mommy for a second.." Airin nodded and left from there.

...

"You already know that Airin can't contain, right?" Alden followed Mommy Airin sitting on the sofa.

"What really happened, ma'am..?"

"One week after Airin's miscarriage, we did a thorough examination of Airin's health, but we didn't expect to find cancer in her uterus, so we had to remove her uterus immediately so that the cancer wouldn't spread.."

Alden's stunned.

"I hope your decision doesn't change, because if you leave Airin later, Airin will be more hurt than today.."

"He asked you to leave, but you refused, and if you leave I think it will be his deepest wound.."

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Kabuuuurrr...

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