
Airin shut herself up in the room even after Alden left, it seemed like she was really angry at Andi who had already let Alden in and talk to her, several times Andi also knocked on the door so that Airin would come out and eat, but Airin still flinch.
"You should eat, and take your medicine, I know I'm wrong, but if you don't talk about whether you think the man will stop!, listen Airin the trouble will stop if you face it, and I don't think he's a guy who gives up easily, tell him everything, let him decide whether he'll stay or leave, isn't that what you want.."
"Andi!" Airin heard her mother yell at Andi, then after that it was quiet.
Airin also realized, if this is not resolved whether Alden will give up, the answer is of course not.
Even though Alden did not give up after they spoke earlier, Alden even said he would fight until he died.does he have to tell the truth for Alden to stop, Airin was moved by Alden's words, Airin was touched by Alden's words, but Airin also realized that he would not be able to enter the life of the man, or other men.
Airin looked out the window, again Alden came back if the man had no other job, every day Alden came and looked towards his room a few hours Alden there and left.
The next day Airin decided to leave the room and go down to the dining table..
"Mom glad you're down." Airin thinned her lips for several days Mommy always brought and kept food at the door so that Airin would eat.
"Sorry to trouble.." Airin looked down she had been silent for too long and let all the sadness linger in her, but today Airin is determined to finish everything and start a new life.
"Alden is the father of my baby.." Mommy Airin was stunned as well as Andi who stopped her steps when she was about to approach them at the dining table.
"I worked as a waiter in his house until..." Airin began to tell stories opening up all his wounds and grief.
Andi, who was going to the hospital, listened to Airin's story, his sister kept it all from coming and now started talking.
Airin saw her mommy crying "Sorry to worry you guys, I'm just not ready to say it yet, but from now on I'll start everything from scratch, I promise I'll forget everything.. Ah. It's a relief to say everything.." Airin smilingly sighed while Andi looked at her twin sister nanar, it turned out that more than they thought Airin's life was really heavy all this time, even selling himself only for money while he could enjoy the treasure from childhood, the greater his guilt.
Andi looked at her Mommy who wiped her tears"I'm sorry Mom, you should have tried harder to get away with you both.."
Airin shook his head "I have no regrets about meeting me and Alden, of all my sorrows, I am most grateful to have met Alden.. he loved me even though I felt deceived at first but now I know his feelings for me are sincere.."
"Then why don't you go back to him, didn't he not even give up until now, Mom can see he's a good guy.."
Airin again shook his head "I am not worthy of him.."
Andi snorted "Listen to Airin, if he loves you he will accept you and all your shortcomings, but if he chooses to leave it means he is never sincere, then be grateful he left you, he said, because I'm sure there's still men out there that God created for you, and that's definitely better.." Airin smiled Andi was right, she should be grateful for everything that happened to her, it doesn't matter if there is no man who wants it anymore Airin also does not plan to get married.
"Therefore I'll talk to him, and say everything.."
"I need to be with you.."
Airin shook his head, with a "No." smile.."
"Let's not mind taking a leave of absence, I'll give him my fist right away if that guy really leaves you"
Airin chuckled "And I will prevent you.." After all that was his goal, getting Alden to go and start a new life.
"I have also decided to continue my education, is Mom's offer still valid?"
"Sure, mom is happy you want to go, and Mom hopes after this you can start from the beginning, forget everything."
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Alden straightened his body when he saw Airin coming out the door, he did not expect to see Airin this morning, Airin looks beautiful today, his thin body is now a little contained maybe his condition has also improved. Alden saw Airin wearing a thick, knee-length coat and boots that would keep his feet warm, where would he go? with who?.
Alden saw Airin next to him who was still silent, he did not expect Airin would be next to him he wanted to hold Airin's hand along the way but he did not want to make Airin angry and ask him to stop his car.
The trip that Alden took to see Airin was quite far from his home, it took two to three hours and even during these three days Alden came he only saw the window of Airin's room, only, and now finally Airin wants to talk, since the last time they spoke without a bright spot, and Alden hopes today they can solve everything.
"Stop.."
"What?!" Alden reflexively stopped his car, Alden opened his eyes since he was daydreaming and kept staring at Airin and Airin asked him to stop, what Airin was angry.
"Stop here.." Airin took off her seatbelt, and got out of the car.
Alden saw the surroundings they were in a park not far from Airin's house, then went down and followed Airin.
Alden followed the steps of Airin who walked in front of him they were only four steps away and Alden did not turn his gaze from Airin's back, Alden itchy want to hold Airin's hand hanging on his side, Alden realized how little time Alden spent walking and holding Airin's hand, their activities were even more spent in bed. They continued walking until Airin settled himself in the garden chair and Alden sat next to him.
"That day, I was sitting here.." Airin opened his voice after they had been quiet for about ten minutes, and Alden did not mind just sitting still with that long time origin with Airin.
Alden stared fixedly at Airin who looked far ahead.
"Like pregnant women in general I want to walk around, walk in the park barefoot and step on wet grass and small pebbles, he said it can make it easier for us during the birth process.." airin's gaze fell on the pregnant mother who was held by her husband to walk the street, then Airin looked down.
All that Airin did was not separated from Alden's gaze, Alden knew Airin felt sad because of the loss of the baby, as well as himself, but not that they could still get again later, but not that they could still get again later, and of course it would be great if their baby was there after they got married.
"No problem, we can still get her back after marriage.." Alden assured that although Airin had not decided to return or not, Alden would not give up.
Airin smiled wryly, then shook his head "Everything that is gone, cannot come back.."
"I'm selfish, and I don't think of myself choosing him, I'm guilty of losing our baby and I'm the one who got the punishment.." Alden frowning.
"That day I saw a little boy standing in the middle of the road, and without thinking long I ran towards him when I saw a car speeding.. I don't know what's in my brain that I don't think about my situation and my next baby, only I have to save her because I'm there and see her.."
"I don't know what happened to me, after the car hit me, which I thought was just pain all over me, until I woke up in the hospital.." Alden knows now, which is why Airin lost his baby.
Alden gripped Airin's hand, and gulped his gulp roughly "You must be disappointed that I can't take good care of myself. For the sake of saving others I killed my own baby.."Alden shook his head when he saw Airin crying.
"No, you noble-hearted woman.you did the right thing.." even then they lost their baby.
"I told you we could start over.and.." Alden's speech came to a halt as Airin let go of his grasp.
"Can't, I told you everything that's gone, won't be able to come back.. "
"I'm not Alden's perfect woman, forever I won't be able to conceive again, and won't be able to give you another baby.."
"Then forget me Alden, you'll get another woman who can give you perfect happiness.."
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