Love Port.
4. Find something

Once Zahira is home, she has gotten her father into a deep sleep.he has no heart to make the father just offer a bright box of chocolate months his father's favorite beans.

Seen his father's face is clingy, in his sleep stored into a puddle.even though it has a little wrinkle but still looks handsome in the eyes of Zahira.

A little memory flashed in his childhood when Zahira wanted a large doll as the size of a small zahira body that was still 7 years old.

At that time Zahira forced to buy the doll so that his father could not bear to refuse the wishes of the child even though the money was only mediocre.

His heart was sidetracked to a glass cabinet in which there was a teddy bear given by the father.Zahira's smile expands and passed away leaving his father's room.

***

in the boarding house where the naufal lived

Arriving at home, Naufal opened his shoes and bag.

Not forgetting he took off one by one the clothes he was wearing and replaced with a towel he was wearing under the waist, his steps stopped with the sound of a short message notification on his hanphonenya.

His forehead is wrinkled se will think about what he asked his friend there.

👱:"Do you love him?" (zahira)

👦:"Honestly though he wasn't the first for me, yet he was able to close my heart to others".

👱:"But you realize you don't already have a fiancee?"

👦:"I know! But you also know.if I was engaged to him because there was little emphasis? I know that my fiancee likes me, but that I can never love her myself."

👱:"One moment I'm sure, you can love him.so long as you try"

👦:" You know not that love can never be forced. I love him purely from my deepest heart.

👱:"This from now on. You should really be able to try to forget Zahira. mumpung your love has not been revealed to him. shy away from the feeling of love is better. instead there should be two women who should be hurt because of your actions."

👦:" Thank you for reminding me, but before I know about my engagement. I will finish it first. So never tell anyone let alone zahira!.

👱:"hopefully you can solve this problem with a gentle bro.

"Aaaaacch." Naufal stopped to reply to a short message from his friend.

naufal's breathing roared, anger enveloping his heart.

His eyes were closed and his lips were muttering

"Shouldn't I have accepted this stupid match, ira-zahira-, why didn't you show up before I accepted this match. Now I can only regret it, and must find a way to thwart my engagement Naufal said in his heart,

Naufal's marriage to Susanti was quite long. Their betrothal has been going on for 5 years, Susanti is the son of her own uncle, they are both cousins, once she had rejected her matchmaking with Susanti, but both his parents insisted on uniting them . Because of the desire of both families who want to tighten the fraternity. Naufal doesn't know that Susanti loves him. However, whatever the force of love comes without asking, love cannot be about and in the fabric of its existence, and blind love is not because he cannot choose about its accuracy, nor can he choose about its accuracy, because love will indeed dock in its place.

After finishing the bath, Naufal rushed to perform the magrib prayer.not forgetting he also recited and prayed

"Allah, my Lord, forgive your servant who remembers you only when it is difficult to be struck, he forgets that the best destiny is yours, O God.. give me an easy way to solve this love problem without anyone getting hurt, without any hostility that will envelop our family.I love Zahira so much, Zahira, but I can't bear to decide my relationship with him. I also can't possibly choose both. only you are the creator of the romance scenario q becomes more beautiful at the end of the story." Such was the prayer of a Naufal whose heart was broken.

Apparently his heart had begun to calm his feelings to the Creator, he leaned his back on the bed. His mind floated away to where his heart was.

Her smile was engraved as she recalled another piece of the story about her closeness to Zahira.she thought about whether to quickly express her feelings. but his heart was too restless and rushed to have love with Zahira. .,

'What do I think. What if he rejects my feelings? but what if he could love me too? what if there's another guy who's after her?'

various questions that come to his mind.

'what are you doing tonight zahira' murmured

he saw the hape who was on a small table beside the bed.beberapali he wrote and deleted the message to be sent through the application wattshap.but never found the right sentence to greet him. arrived at the sentence he just put together.

"The night is getting late, but these eyes can never be closed. anxiety struck the heart of the lonely. There is no solace, except just a beautiful smile that I always dream of."

He read the new text again until his hand was sure that he would press the arrow to send.

The one-shot branch, indicating that zahira does not activate its cellular data.

Apparently the uneasiness she wrote she had to feel again because Zahira did not read the message she sent.

"Damn! you know, mending directly kutelfon aja," he murmured annoyed.he pressed the call button again, looking for the name "doi" and immediately he telfon.

His heart was pounding waiting for an answer from there, until the moment the melodious voice of the woman surprised him.

"sorry.., your pulse is not enough to make this call. please refill it to be able to use...."

Tet ... klek ...

Naufal immediately turned off the call. it turned out that the situation was no longer on his side. he exhaled violently cursing his carelessness.he abandoned his hape in bed, he was abandoned, fortunately the naufal is still sane not to throw the oppoA3f-branded flat object, apparently he is still fond of the bututututnya phone.

Finally the naufal decided to sleep, so that time quickly passed and met with Zahira tomorrow.

"Zahira.., I'm waiting for you in the dreamland, come.."

Slowly his gaze began to shut his eyes, and his breathing began to settle.