Love Port.
29. Wrenching drizzle

"Dragon!" Again the girl called it. He still stays in place. Rounded his eyes and shook his head as if he could not believe the presence of someone in front of him.

The one who was surprised just smiled and spread out his hands. For a second the girl jumped to reach the chest of the field that she had not felt for a long time. Even the fragrance of his perfume remains the same as when he used to wrestle spoiled just for the fulfillment of his wishes.

"Why don't you tell me if you want to go home" he whined. Patting Naufal's back and shrinking an already itchy nose as it held back tears.

He was very happy with his brother's presence.

"You're saying something doesn't mean a surprise." Naufal let go of a hug, leading his sister to sit under the usual lesehan used for eating.

Ah, Brother

"Why are you getting thinner, you're eating less?" Swiping the cheeks of the man in front of him who looks increasingly thin.

"No. Just your feelings, maybe." Naufal turned away, sitting on a rectangular wooden stand made of bamboo that was commonly used by the family for eating.

The girl followed him, also leaning against the wall of the skinless kitchen.

"How is Susanti?

Ah, that girl, surely her feelings are being shattered. But, my honesty has saved him from the entanglement of falsehood. He doesn't deserve love from a man who doesn't love him. Maybe my desperation looks evil. However, I'm sure this is the right decision

"Dragon!" Lips snatched.

"Ha, what's the matter?" His sister's screeches forced him to pull daydreams into the real world.

"Ck, there's no re-broadcast, there's a live broadcast" he said. The girl was instead a manyun and folded her hands under her chest, pretending to be angry at having been ignored.

Making Naufal chuckle and reflexes pinch a small nose that looks kembis play the role of the scourge.

" Hey, since when did the clever Sister Septi sulk? You are getting worse. Hahaha "

"Hahahaha, Abaaang.why do you always break my behavior, when I really crave." The girl could no longer pretend to be angry because she was laughing.

***

He said, Life is a choice. If you want to be happy, then be grateful for what you have and accept something that has happened. And if the pain is gnawing, maybe its own fault, why do not want to make peace with the situation. If anything could be chosen. Susanti prefers to have Naufal's heart instead of breaking up and ending up in the dumping.

It is true that it is better to love than to love. Although Susanti had always convinced the heart by dismissing the situation that her love could be accepted by Naufal, but it turned out that her belief was too high so that the girl did not realize she had to make a ladder to go down a reality. Because it's on the verge of heights. Now he must be willing, jumping from the height of hope to make the soul slumped, broken to pieces not left.

There's nothing he can do. Crying is meaningless too. I don't know what the right words to say to his parents are. Although pretending to be rigid, it will still be read his unrest.

But the girl did not want to look fragile in the eyes of her parents. Although they understand what he feels unspoken. Indeed, this pain will only be his own power without involving the worry and pity of others.

His eyes could not even cry. Various thoughts came to his mind, had Naufal arrived? Could it be that the man has expressed his honesty to Nyah Rosidah also Mother and Father? For sure all his family will be very disappointed to hear the statement.

Now he must strengthen his heart to wait for news from the village about his status. Accept the reality of whatever decision they make. That's enough, these tears can't flow anymore. Let his life go without filling the emptiness of a heart that has just been broken by a reality.

"Truuuusss." Without excuse, Damenjo went into Susanti's room and chatted without feeling guilty for irritating the occupants.

"Ck, what the hell." the girl just snatched away regardless of Damenjo getting closer to the mattress she was sitting on.

Susanti remained unmoved. The girl drowned her face even more, making Damenjo slightly furrowed her eyebrows and did not understand the situation she was facing.

"Sister, what the hell is going on?" damenjo's outstretched hand held Susanti's shaking shoulder. Making that teenage boy even bigger to do what.

"Sister, did Bang Naufal hurt you?"

"Hj ... U ... Hu ... U ...." Susanti even tightened her crying voice. Making Damenjo a crime and even scratching the head that does not feel itchy.

" Yes, can not hekak just explain, do not cry like a baby," circus Damemjo.

"Jo, am I not beautiful?" Wiping her tears Susanti looked up with a reddened face.

"Huh?" Damenjo was still wondering what was going on.

Susanti was still a hiccup drowning the face that was still faithful to let out tears.

"So actually, what's the problem?" Damenjo still does not understand what Susanti means.

"Jawab! Not much to do." Susanti even grimaced and made Damenjo laugh from concern.

" Yes, according to Jojo, it's normal." His answer made Susanti increasingly hysterical let out tears.The teenage man rounded his eyes and loudly said, "Yes, Susan is beautiful,"

Find it safe, he said in his heart.

"Cityaaaaaaa ... "Not to make Susanti's crying stop even her crying becomes more and more so. Damenjo was confused to act.

"Well, how come you're crying?" The damenjo gurgle silenced Susanti's mouth while looking at the door.

"Srv, kaaak. If you don't stop crying later even thought I was the one who made you cry with mom," said Damenjo. With all her might Susanti let go of the silence in her mouth. And hit hard on Damenjo's shoulder.

"Aaw, aching," he screeches.

" Bariin" Susanti.

"Ah, already, now you stop crying. Take nafaass ... Hold ... Take it out," Damenjo said, demonstrating it.

Susanti slowly closed her eyes. Follow the advice of the teenage boy. Wiping the rest of the tears and removing snot as tight as possible with a worn veil. Truly, the girl who has no femininity at all according to Damenjo.

"Jo, what a lack of me. What is my fault, do I not deserve to be loved? Yesterday he defended me. Calm my heart,"

"Why his honesty made me this sick. Can't she pretend to love. Really, I can't stand this situation. Hicks ...." Damenjo was unable to respond to the girl's shock. She never experienced love, but

Why the relationship of a person in love can be so complicated. If you are not loved, you can look for it again.

" Yes, yes, my brother. If it is clear, it should not be mourned either. What's the point of trying to find a guy who obviously doesn't like you, just wasting time,"

"You said that because you didn't understand what I was feeling, Jo. It hurts!" Shouting, the girl smacked her chest while sobbing.

Silent, there was only a hiccup from Susanti who drowned her face on the pillow in her lap. Not wanting to be in a confused situation for too long, Damenjo moved and patted the still shaking back, saying, "Patience, brother." Exit leaves a cloudy atmosphere of heartbreaking drizzle. Letting out light slowly stick out involuntarily.