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Daydreams

Cantika's feelings are still so chaotic that he himself is unable to describe his feelings whether he is currently happy or sad.

Happy because after his selfless departure ..., now Gavin reappears.

On the other hand Cantika has already filled his heart with the presence of Afridi little by little with habits and their intense togetherness makes him subjugated to the charm of Afridi the man he knows in the world Mayanist. And was even able to slowly treat the wounds he felt

The phone kept ringing, and finally awakened Cantika to reach out and answer him.

"Haii how are you?"

"I am good and how about you" asked Afridi again.

"Where .. .have I forgotten or is there something else?" ask Cantika streak.

"Sorry Beautiful, I-i---"

"Busy...?! Twenty-four hours a busy day??? Good "overflow of anger and disappointment Cantka spilled.

"You know that I work twenty hours without stopping." explains Afridi.

"Yes very well know. But can't one minute or one second you tell me. We used to know, in between your work you still have time to contact me, to tell me but now ...???" disillusioned Cantika

"Sorry .. sorry. Believe me I love you so much. You are my life " said Afridi trying to melt the angry heart of Love.

"Sorry ..... ?? Hmm how many times have you apologized and how often have I forgiven you . But ....just keep repeating again and again" protested Cantika.

*You come and go as you please. You think this angkot heart can go up and down at will??? I'm tired.. I'm tired!!" cantika's cry revealed the pain of her heart. Then he cut off his phone.

Cantika just threw her cell phone. And put his body on the bed..

Her tears did not wash her cheeks.

"Why all those who claim to love me end up disappointing." Cantika regretted in heart.

The Cantika phone rang.

Cantika took a pillow and covered her face and hearing using the pillow.

His heart was tired, very tired.

Cantika just wants to be happy, appreciated and listened to. Is it wrong if he wants to always hear from his lover, is he wrong if he wants to be prioritized?.

It only takes a minute or even two seconds not what if he knows that his girlfriend is in good condition only that.

But unfortunately all that he loved both Gavin and Afridi no one understood his simple desire.

If Gavin had dared to be honest with her then, perhaps her heart would not be as sick and disillusioned as it was right now.

'Why Vin ... why?!" cantika's heart screams.

"Honestly when asked if I still love you?Resolutely and confidently I will answer Yes I still love you but ...your unselfish and unheardly departure, just through a letter has made my heart very disappointed!" the batin pilu Cantika.

Cantika cried in silence and was disappointed.

After a while Cantika only realized the quiet atmosphere enveloping her room was only her own sobbing that dominated her hearing.

Silence ... silence .. the silence of his heart at this time.

No more cell phone ringing even the sound of a lizard is not heard.

Slowly Cantika removed her pillow from her face. Then look at the ceiling of his room.

The beautiful memories of her with Gavin come back.

Early on he entered the school gate and saw a cool figure who was so handsome with his typical smile was joking with his friends, his heart was somehow interested.

There was a foreign vibration that he felt every time he saw or passed Gavin.

But because she is not the type of girl who is able to spread charm and be friendly to men, Cantika just admired her in silence.

Only he and his best friend know his secret love.

His two best friends are very understanding about Cantika's feelings, and the difficulty in establishing communication with people he likes.

But fortunately Gavin can cure the rigid illness of Cantika in communication.

But togetherness and happiness he only felt for a moment.

"Why .... why can't I feel God's happiness ??! Why?!!" cantika screams and cries hysterically again

"Since childhood I have always been friends with tears, my own parents did not want my presence, even my own friends always insulted me as a collector. Children pick up from the garbage cans and now ... Gavin who is able to make me smile and feel the beauty of the world You let him go from me why ...... why God?! Do I not deserve to be happy?!" sad cry Cantika.

"Sir Cantikaaa!"call Reno from behind the door of Cantika's room

Hearing the voice call Reno all the reverie of Cantika vanished swallowed reality that exists today.

Loneliness, sadness, and disappointment. Those are the three things that Cantika faces and must accept at this time.

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