
"No Oma ! Tika did not want to "cry Cantika
"Cantika but she's your papa! you can't be this indifferent!" obviously Oma persuaded Cantika to want to meet her papa
"Chuck? Tika indifferent? where has he been all this time why has he just appeared now?!" lamented Cantika issued all her heartbreak during this time.
"Where did papa when other children at school Tika used to call Tika a collect boy?! the kid who was dumped in the trash?! where's Oma? was papa there back then, did papa defend me back then?! do you know how Tika feels?!" jeremy pilu Cantika .
Oma knew Cantika well, she knew exactly what her granddaughter felt, but she still had to respect her parents even if she was not her biological parents.
Almost ten years after Cantika was left to her mother for good, her father left her alone with his sister Reno.
A lot has happened since I left them.
Even Reno has never known and met papa.
Now with no guilt papa just comes along and Cantika has to behave like nothing happened?
Sadness and envy saw his friends could take refuge on their father's back, or be treated like a daughter by his father, while he could only defend himself without a papa by his side. can it be so easily forgotten? what could be so easy was that the injured feeling healed without a trace with his sudden present presence.
"Sister Cantika don't be sad? Reno is also sad that Cantika's brother is sad.Indeed, the outside is papa us, brother? " ask Reno carefully.
"Don't call him papa he's not our papa if he's our papa he won't probably abandon us just like that, for us to eat and school alone he's never responsible for us, he's never responsible for us, all Oma who bear and brother must always try hard to get a scholarship if you want to continue school in a famous school and even have to be willing to be insulted as a scholarship recipient.Where he has been, all this time, what is your sense of responsibility as a parent ?" obviously Cantika to Reno who still did not understand too much about what her brother said.
Oma felt wrong, on the other hand Oma had to educate Cantika to respect her parents no matter what. But he also understood very well how deeply Cantika had suffered since her father's departure.
The figure of the father who should have been by his side when Cantika needed affection, protection, was gone without saying goodbye. Abandoning two children who still desperately need a father figure in their growth and development
How sick and devastated Cantika feels, knowing the father does not care about the existence of himself and his sister with the reason still traumatized, when seeing Cantika and his sister, because it reminds him of the figure of his wife or mother Cantika.
All the reasons expressed seem not comparable to the pain felt by Cantika. Feeling neglected, abandoned and discarded.
"Oma, Cantika understood once Oma's intention, only for now Cantika has not been able to forgive papa, maybe one day if the pain that Cantika felt gradually disappeared, Cantika will meet papa." cantika explained what she felt at the moment.
"Dear dear, Oma knows, but it's okay if Reno meets her papa, pity she has never met her papa and Reno would want to feel like having a papa." persuade Oma while rubbing Cantika's back.
Cantika nodded slowly.
"Reno let's go downstairs, meet your papa from now on he's been waiting for you" Oma told Reno.
Reno looked at Cantika asking for approval.
Reno is very obedient and idolizes her brother, for Reno Cantika is her best friend, parents and brother.
"Sister.." said softly Reno while touching Cantika's hand.
Oma understood the feelings of Reno, from a small Cantika who took care of Reno.
Oma is very helped by Cantika's attitude that is so dear and caring for her sister.
It is no wonder that now Reno is so affectionate and obedient to Cantika, because Reno feels he only has Oma and Cantika who care and love him.
Cantika turned towards Reno.
"Dear, go see your father with Oma" Cantika tries to smile for Reno.
"Sister not coming?" ask Reno.
Cantika smiled and held onto both of Reno's shoulders.
"You meet papa. he said you want to meet papa, but papa has come for you" Cantika told Reno.
Reno was still speechless on the spot as she stared at Cantika hoping to come with her.
"Reno .., big brother there are still many peers, you meet papa first okay! pity papa has been waiting for you a long time, must be kangen deh, you guys have never met before." Cantika took Reno and handed it to Oma.
"Go baby" Cantika tried to smile.
Reno continued to turn her head towards Cantika, Reno's gaze implied doubt .Cantika continued to smile at Reno in order to meet her father.
After Reno disappeared from her sight, Cantika went inside her room and closed the door.
"Excuse Cantika ma.., Cantika can not forgive papa.Luka is too deep " Cantika sat down and drowned her head between her legs.
The shadow of the friends who mocked him "pickling children" was again ringing in the head of Cantika.
Her tears flowed hard. Feelings of wasted, unwanted, unloved again appear in the mind of Cantika.
Cantika immediately wiped her tears, she searched her phone and saw who contacted her.
After finding out who called him was Gavin, Cantika then accepted.
"Yes hello"
'Beautiful Haii, I'll pick you up now? we---" Gavin's finished belom forward the sentence Cantika already directly said "Okay, I'm ready "and then Cantika hang up the phone.
Gavin felt that something was strange, Cantika's tumben quickly agreed to his invitation, usually there was always a reason to refuse to go alone with him.
Viona has always been the main reason Cantika is difficult to be invited out both in public places.
The reason does not like to be the material of the bully-an Girly gang. Repeatedly Gavin tried to explain to Cantika there was no need to feel embarrassed or intimidated by the presence of Viona . But Cantika is still trying to avoid.
After arriving in front of Cantika's house, Gavin again contacted Cantika to tell him that he was already in front.
Cantika quickly grabbed his small bag and blue jeans jacket.
When Cantika came down the stairs, " Brother Cantika!" reno's loud voice greeted Cantika.
With a compact both Oma and Cantika's father looked towards the stairs.
"Cantica?" Dad did not expect his little girl who was still carrying everywhere and who always asked to travel around the village first before he left for work, now has grown into a beautiful teenage girl.
"Where are you going?" tanya Oma saw Cantika's neat appearance and was ready to leave.
Reno who saw her brother was neat, then ran out
" Hello brother Gavin! where you going? let's meet Reno with papa Reno, handsome like Reno, right pa?!" reno asked, asking for her papa's approval.
"Cantika goes first yes Oma" Cantika kisses Oma's hand, then father, without looking at her father's face.
Cantika half-running trying as fast as possible out of the house.
I understand Cantika is still too hurt because she has left him since he was still sitting on the bench of Kanak Kanak Park. But Cantika wanted to kiss his hand alone was already a tribute to him, enough to make him touched.
"'Ma please give my phone number to Cantika yes, tell her she can contact me anytime she wants, please, I will pay my debt because I never accompanied him when he was a child" explained papa Cantika.
Cantika just left, without saying goodbye to Reno. Everything Cantika does today is very different from her daily habits.
Reno could only stare dejectedly, at Cantika and Gavin who just left immediately.
Although Gavin still had time to smile at Reno to say goodbye, but Reno still felt that she did not accept her brother leaving just like ignoring him
"Reno let's go in "take Oma.
"Reno papa go home first yes, tomorrow papa will come back again, hopefully tomorrow your brother will meet and not be angry again with papa." hope Papa Cantika at once pamit .
"Yes pa" replied Reno listlessly.
"So don't forget to say my apology to Cantika ma" Papa said
"OK mama will tell you, you are patient to face the high school boy who is still unstable in his feelings." Oma's message.
"Yes ma, I'll say goodbye first"
"Reno papa back first yes, tomorrow here again we play together again yes "part father.
"Ready pa awaited" said Reno girang.
Papa hugs Reno and kisses her and ruffles Reno's hair and leaves.
Oma and Reno stared at the departure of papa until it disappeared from before them, with different thoughts.
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