Love of Anya Who Disappears
Chapter 42

"I'm sorry Loly is Om. Because from then on continue to whine and make Om so disturbed. Forgive Loly." Loly looked down in sadness and shame. Loly himself did not understand why he always felt unusual every time he faced James.

'I don't like Om James, do I? Oh no! I was a kid there's no way I was with Om James. James deserves to be my father. Yep! I must only like him as my father-to-be.' Inner Loly felt uncomfortable with his own feelings.

They are already in the car. Loly was willing to be delivered by James to his house. Because after all time is getting late and Loly also does not want to linger too long with James.

Along the way, they were silent and busy with their own thoughts. James was holding Loly's hand.

"Your hands are so cold. Hold Om's hand, so you don't get cold." Loly just kept quiet and continued to look towards the hands of the two of them that looked so harmonious in her eyes.

Loly keeps shaking her head to make herself aware that she must be aware that James is her mother's fiance and she must not think strangely about James.

"Om called your mother so she wouldn't worry about you. Let's just go home. Your mother's still in the hospital. Because Arnold said he was back critical. Right now the doctor's still handling your father." Loly is shocked to hear James talk about his real father.

Loly really didn't expect James to know about it. He just found out earlier. I don't know why Loly is uncomfortable with it.

"Om knows about my real father. So, all this time it was just me who didn't know anything about him?" asked Loly who looked so worried.

James could see the disappointment shown by Loly. "You don't misunderstand me. Your mother hid that fact from you. And also your real father because he's afraid of losing you. Your mother loves you very much. Lol! I hope you don't doubt your mother's affection for you." Loly kept staring at James' face.

They had already reached the courtyard of the building where Anya and Loly lived. "Since the first Om always defended my mother. In Om's eyes, mama is a flawless perfect woman. Isn't it?"asked Loly in a trembling voice.

James is well aware of Loly's current feelings, who must be uncomfortable with the new reality he knows about his biological father.

"Om was the witness to your mother's suffering when your father had an affair with his best friend. Your mother's not an angel, Loly. So it's only natural that he made a mistake like any other human being." There is no fatigue James continues to persuade Loly in order to replace the difficulties that were currently being faced by Anya who had to fight for Loly whose actual presence was never expected by Anya.

"At that time, your mother felt so sure to part with your father. Because he thought there were no children among them. But, who would have thought that it turned out that after their divorce, a few months later, Anya only found out about her pregnancy. Do you know what?? At that time your mother really panicked and was afraid to take care of you. Anya almost committed suicide because she was so desperate at that time. I kept convincing Anya that everything would be fine. I continue to support and be with him and help to take care of you. Lol! Never hate your mother or blame her for past events." Loly from earlier just kept listening to all James talk about the past.

"For mother. You are everything. Loly, you are his whole world. Oh please be with you. Please so that you can understand both. Everything is out of your mother's control." Loly continued to play the end of her skirt.

Right now, Loly's feelings are in chaos. He didn't know how to deal with the problem.

"Meet your real father even if only once. He is currently very ill. I'm just afraid that I'll regret it someday. Lol! in the past your father did make mistakes, but no matter what he is, he is still your real father. Without him you would never exist in this world." Loly looks annoyed.

Loly's heart somehow until now still feels tremendous annoyance every talk or think about his biological father.

"I don't want to think about that guy. Om! His father thought that the son of evil would be able to reconcile with my mother just because he already knew about my existence in this world. Om! I'll never let them be together. I would never consider that man my father. Won't do!" after saying that, Loly got out of the car and went straight into his room.

James just stared at Loly's departure flatly. It's a lie that James isn't surprised by what Loly has to say about Arnold's intention to reconcile with Anya.

"I believe in Anya. I also believe that we were destined to be together. I will never prevent Anya from meeting her now dying ex-husband. I'm pretty sure I can only keep up with her feelings and my feelings as her fiance." Monologue James believed in Anya.

Until now Anya is still in the Hospital along with Rudi and Anjani. Anya called James a moment ago and asked James to look after Loly who is currently with her.

James got out of his car. James decides to accompany Loly at his house. James was only afraid that the little girl would do something reckless because she was currently angry and also sad.

James just wanted to carry out the trust given by Anya to him. James loved him like his own brother or son. In James' heart, there was no negativity toward Loly.

James's love for Anya was very sincere and he had been fighting for several years. James has always chosen to love Anya in silence. Were it not for Anya and Arnold meeting again, perhaps James would never have expressed his feelings to Anya. James may be forever hiding behind their friendship.

That night James slept in the guest room he used to use every time he stayed at Anya's residence. Loly had been sleeping in her room on the second floor for a long time. James is on the first floor next to Anya's room, as the master room.