Love of Anya Who Disappears
Chapter 25

James then invited Anya to go home because the time was getting late. "Well, it's late, let's go home. Let the doctor and nurse take care of him. After all you have no responsibility to take care of him. He's not your husband, Anya!" James tries to remind Anya of her status as an ex-Arnold whom Anya may have forgotten.

Anya then said goodbye to Arnold who was not happy with the presence of James in the treatment room.

"All right, I hope you'll get well soon. I'm leaving first." Anya told Arnold.

Arnold nodded and allowed Anya to leave the hospital.

"As long as James is around, it looks like it will be difficult for me to get close to Anya again. Besides, I also have to settle my divorce with Lalita. I can't disappoint Anya again for the second time. I will immediately return the company situation as it once was and get Anya's heart again. I will apologize to Anya for my past mistakes. Anya is a good woman. He can definitely take me back as long as I can show my sincerity to love him back." Arnold stared at Anya's departure with James.

Arnold's heart really didn't like to see his closeness with James. "Little by little I will separate the two of them and make Anya depend on me again. I can do that!" Arnold looks so confident to be able to get close to Anya again.

It seems that Arnold forgot about Anya's feelings who had been hurt by her because of her past actions. Arnold was so confident he could make Anya love him again.

Arnold forgets that Anya's lost love will be very difficult to find. Because that feeling had been completely hurt by the treacherous deeds he had done in the past.

Anya had promised herself to forget the feeling of love. Anya will forever live alone and not want to reconnect with a man.

That is also the reason why after 10 years of divorce with Arnold, until now Anya is still alone.

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James drove Anya up to her apartment. "Rest and remember! You can't think about Arnold anymore, because I don't like you doing that. Understood?" James asked, looking hard at Anya.

Anya just rolled her eyes lazily looking at the behavior of James who was like a jealous husband saw himself close back to Arnold.

Though to Anya, her closeness to Arnold meant nothing and would never touch her heart at all. But Anya also could not ignore the feelings of James that she knew long ago liked her.

But James had never dared to express his love for Anya. James closed his feelings so that they could not be detected by anyone.

Anya herself did not understand why James should do such a thing. Anya does not know, if James has a fear syndrome of losing someone he loves. Therefore James never conveyed his feelings of love to Anya.

Trauma in his childhood that made James experience the syndrome. James lived alone since he was a child, losing both his parents who died in an accident. The good man who saved James has sent the poor little boy to an orphanage.

It was there that James first met Anya, while still in the status of Arnold's wife. Anya who for more than 20 years became a donor at the Orphanage where James lived and grew up there.

Anya only continued her father's habit while still living as a donor at the Orphanage.

Throughout the night, Anya was busy thinking about James' attitude that always got out of control when she saw him close to Arnold.

"What exactly is James doing?? Why does he like weird and angry is not so obvious?" Anya kept shaking her head.

Anya really felt very dizzy with it. Just as Anya was thinking about what happened that day, suddenly her phone rang many times. Anya saw who had contacted her at night like that.

"Who the hell is a guy who doesn't have a job calling me these nights?" ask Anya while coming out of the bathtub and then towards the nightstand in her bedroom. The place where he keeps his cell phone there.

"Loly?? Why is this hour calling me?" asked Anya while frowning.

"Darling?? Is there a problem there? Why call nights?" ask Anya in such a soft voice.

There was the sound of a girl across the street who was in pain.

"Mama, when are you coming home? Loly misses Mama." Anya suddenly felt her heart pounding when she heard the little boy call her mama.

"Mama also misses Loly. Mama will solve the problem in Indonesia after that will return to China to be with you. Sweetheart! Same with your nanny, huh?? Mama will be back soon and reunited with Loly." Anya promised the girl.

"But Loly misses Mama a lot. Can't it, if Loly also went to Indonesia and lived with Mama alone?" asked the little girl while crying. Anya's heart melted when she heard the sound of her daughter's crying.

But Anya cannot allow Loly to return to Indonesia. Anya doesn't want it until Arnold finds out that they both have children together.

Anya wants to keep Loly's whereabouts forever from Arnold. Anya will never be able to lose Loly if Arnold takes it from her side.

At that time when they were officially divorced and Anya had already settled in China with James. Anya just found out that she was pregnant. At first Anya wants to abort him but James assures her that Anya and her son will never have any trouble because he will always be next to Anya.

"Loly misses Papa. Why don't you come home and see me?" loly's voice revived Anya's memories and consciousness that had momentarily daydreamed about her past with Arnold.

Anya then explains to Loly that James and himself are currently really busy with new projects and tenders that have just been signed by Arnold's company which is now taken over by Anya.

"But no matter how busy you are, you must not forget me. I'm so lonely here. Mama! Do you not love me anymore?" anya's heart melted instantly getting such a question from her little daughter.

Anya suddenly feels guilty for being too busy working so forget about the existence of Loly in China with her caregivers who she believes will take good care of Loly.