Love But Not Be Loved
chapter 4

Enter my workshop class(majors) and the students immediately sit in their respective seats.

Take a book for fan fans, even though AC has been turned on.

"B*ngke tu guru" said one of my men named Reza.

I'm horrified it was just a lazy eye twirling with Reza, saying that. Not that I also kaga kel same teacher gegara talking trus. But I'm just talking about it again.

It's Friday, in fact, his cepet home, but because I went with extra scouts (between) kadi get together.

Yes, although indeed all students today gather first because extra scouts are mandatory. But it's just keep the other one month just leave twice, replace the same kakel.

I also, kok tol*l really want to be invited to enter the extracurricular bantara ama Bella. I should have refused.

But it's not good because my Junior High attend all, my time dong who do not come. Kan's funny.

My Junior High School is here about ten people. Also those who are familiar with me, because acquaintances are also extracurricular scouts in Junior High School.

There is also one of them that I assess, but that's how I feel kaga pastes same him, because he was handsome, tall, coll anyway cool.

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Today is the schedule of his lessons Workshop, told to bring a wearpack for practice.

My teacher came to class.

"Good morning" said the teacher's mother, Ms. Azizah.

"Again" said all at once.

"Assalamualaikum wr.wb" continued Ms. Azizah salam.

"Waalaikumsalam to.wb"

"Kids as usual we will do the practice today, Azizah ma'am has told you not to bring a wearpack, has not been brought?" ask Azizah ma'am.

"Udah ma'am"

"Okay, this is going to eat first what directly practices? if you want to eat and change the wearpack uniform now, Ms. Azizah will give you half an hour. And then there will be no more rest until the practice is done"

I and temen temen also directly answer if you want to eat first and change the wearpack uniform.

Trus bu Azizah was back in the teacher's room, while me and me immediately changed the wearpack uniform, after we finished eating the same play HP, while waiting for the hour that has been determined.

Thirty minutes passed very quickly. I am not satisfied because not too long can only be saved.

Because this practice is required to be a group, we are also divided into 6 groups, because each group is taken from the order of absence, I have never one group to the other three.

I am also grateful because not in the group of three people, I must be the same with them.

Actually I was in the same class known pendiem other, because I was the introvet guy.

Also, if you try to chat with Rena, Bella with Lina for sure I can not find a fun topic. Kaga is like those three guys.

I also try to interrupt or try to pretend to understand the same thing they say, but it is also rarely answered the same as them.

So I'm on it, reading a good novel.

Practice began, I also tried the same what the teacher said when explaining, but still because of my minimal brain capacity, kaga mudeng aing.

Fortunately there was one group of friends I was sinter, so I was relaxed. Even if it is just a burden.

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Practice was finished, finally we went home, but yes because I went extra, can not go home yet.

Actually have been scolded by my parents, why the hell join the extra scout, what use? and even that I am responsible if I join the scout so that I am more diligent, added responsibility, added takwa.

And my parents' response was strange.

Why strange? because I was at home a person whose males really, his job is just playing hp mulu. Ampe bosen old man squirms I play HP.

Even once dancem if his HP wants to be slammed dong. But mah I am relaxed because this is my good HP, the loss is also not me.

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Now I am gathering in the field. Line up neatly.

Temen-temen who joined Bantara also collected, I saw my heart adoration, his name is rizki.

Duh I feel my heart beating with a fast squirming him, even though it has often collected the same meet, but still make deg deg deg deg an.

I actually have a crush on Riski from Junior High School class 7 when I first knew him, but that's like he didn't like me.

Now he is very handsome, very different when the new beginning met:)

My heartache, it hurts so much, but it's been three years like it but there's no progress. But I'm grateful I can often squirm on him:)

Even though it's weird that you want to talk to him. Awkward, shy, scared, smirk to mix all.

Especially if I have talked to him and others I try to feel my pleasure, so no one is suspicious.

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The coach also came, it turns out he was discussing today want to ngadain camp Reor (the tent of who the chairman, secretary, and treasurer).

I was just in it while ngamatin it's the builder, actually I males camp, because it's been a lot of camp.

But yeah how else? be lived.

After I heard the builder say, his tent was held two weeks later, and it was his camp for two days staying at the school.

Also here discuss what equipment you want to bring.

We were also told to take paper for nyatet. Even though we also bring HP, why try using all paper.

Actually, there was a protest but it was not digubris, and it had to be handwritten, so I had to take a paper, where I fit the bag far away again.

And unfortunately again counted dong ten times, the tenth count must have taken the paper. So I ran in a hurry to get it.

On the count of ten fortunately I have taken, ngos-ngosan tuh me.

Some are late, finally told to push up five times, fortunately I am not late.

We are also told to sit in a circle so that the builder feels good talking, so it can be horrified all.

We also record what is in the constructor's talk.

Any equipment we need.

After completion we also recorded the material submitted by the builder, also plus the United Nations briefly.

I don't feel the time to show at 5 pm, I'm used to go home this way on Friday, and I also rarely say goodbye to my order when I go home at 5 because my order already knows.

So I relax. Without any panic.