Love and the Past
The Part 209
Instead of being calm, Salsa was getting hysterical in her Mom's arms. He never thought his dream would actually happen. If only he had known, he would have chosen not to sleep last night by keeping Azka from leaving.
However, all too late, Azka left him, even without saying goodbye.
"I was claustrophobic of Ma," Salsa fought, his body was broken to the floor looking at the Azka bragkar who was increasingly away in the follow Ans, Tari and several others.
Rayhan crouched down, and instantly pulled Salsa into his arms. "Azka never liked lo cry Sal. With logiini, Azka was even more wounded there," murmured Rayhan trying to calm his best friend's wife.
That night, Azka called him. But the man only said.
Take care of my wife, don't let her hurt anything else cry.
However, Rayhan was insensitive to Azka's words last night, and only today did he know what the chairman meant.
"He doesn't like me crying, but he makes me cry Ray" Salsa said.
"Why doesn't God want a cave! I asked God to take my life 10 minutes before he took Azka's life." Salsa semaki's cry.
His pain could not be described by anything. Being left behind by a loved one suddenly made him very devastated. Azka's embrace that night still imprinted on her body.
"Gue must follow Azka!" Salsa breaks Rayhan's embrace. "Azka must be waiting for me now."
"Sal, relax!"
"Gue has to go with Ray!" snapped Salsa.
Tarleap from Rayhan's embrace. Salsa confronted the nurse, then grabbed the pen in the nurse's pocket. He pointed the pen's eye right at his wrist.
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Rayhan held onto both arms of Salsa. "Aware Sal, this is not what Azka wanted. If you love him, don't be like this. Azka would be sad to see you torment like this!"
"Gue knows this is hard for you. But plis, try to let Azka down so she can calm down there Sal. He loves you, he loves you. We were just as devastated as Sal. Samuel's? For the first time I saw him cry because of Azka."
Rayhan tries to awaken Salsa from her infatuation. Now the two of them live in the ICU room, the others follow Azka.
"God is not fair with me Ray. From the beginning until now I have never been truly happy" said Salsa.
"If everyone feels God is unfair. Is that fair?"
"Tenenangin yourself lo. We're going home now!" persuade Rayhan.
Salsa was unmoved, her body felt limp. He doesn't want to believe all this. Someone who is always there when he needs to be. The one who always comforted him in times of sadness, now left behind a deep wound.
"Sal," call Rayhan.
The girl stepped in as Rayhan pulled his hand. Not to go home, but doctor Jesy's confinement. Rayhan took gauze as well as red medicine to bandage the infusion marks on Salsa's hands.
Rayhan looked at Salsa who was crying silently. "Cry, but do not torment yourself for Azka. He will be happy when he sees you happy. So, even without Azka try to stay happy Sal."
"Where can I be happy? While the source of my happiness goes without saying goodbye?"
Salsa managed to invite tears on Rahyan's cheek. The man went up and went to the bathroom. He didn't want Salsa to see his tears.
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