Love and the Past
The Part 113
The sweat soaked Azka's body, as well as the body vibrating violently like being stung by electricity. The palm of the hand was again very cold, grasping the blanket so strongly.
"Don't go Sal, I beg you, you don't know how ruined I am." Azka was crying.
"Salvene!"
When Salsa opened her eyes to hear the cry of someone who kept calling her name, she turned her head and found Azka sitting beside her cage with her head resting on the bed.
"My Azka is here," said Salsa, slowly moving her intravenous hands. Rubbing Azka's head was very soft. "Wake Ka!"
"Don't go plis," muttered Azka.
"Gue won't go," said Salsa, wiping Azka's hair.
Salsa changed her sleeping position to face the man. Shaking Azka's body with her right hand until Azka woke up with a dazed face and tears on the face.
He wiped the tears on Azka's cheek. "Just a sleeping flower, I'm not going anywhere, anything else you want to leave, Ka," said Salsa with a tranquil smile.
Azka grabbed Salsa's right hand and held it very tightly, sticking the back of the hand on her lips. "I'm sorry to wake up like this at midnight" said Azka.
A month has passed, but Salsa has always appeared in her dreams in various ways to leave her alone. That's what makes Azka always wake up at midnight. He is afraid to lose a person who truly loves him, a person who wants to survive with all the shortcomings he has.
Their gazes locked onto each other, hearts beating violently between the two, no one wanted to budge between them.
"Don't think weird about me anymore Ka, let's not dream. Lo kurusan now, rarely eat for sure."
"Sleep again, it's still two in the morning, you have a lot of rest!" azka's orders don't want to talk about her.
"Lo ...."
"Sal ...!" Azka stared hard at Salsa.
"Don't pay attention to my health, your health is also important. Treat as usual!" soft Salsa pinta. "Don't torture yourself. I don't like people who try to be okay even if they're not okay. Behind your smile lies sadness, I know that. Will you make me a home to go home? Tell me a lot of things after going through a hard day out there!"
Azka's grip loosened. "Lo know where ...."
"Mami lo" replied Salsa. "Lo will follow the therapy schedule as usual! We both seek treatment! and strengthen each other!" salsa pinta.
"We each walk Sal."
"Ma .. What do you mean, Ka?"
"Lo with your life, I with my life, in this way you will not hurt. As you said earlier, I ... I ...." Azka paused, with a heavy heart he said all this, he thought Salsa did not know with a mental sekit he suffered. "Gue's just gonna hurt you."
"Why did you become a kid like this Ka? You just asked me not to go, and now you're asking me to go." Salsa laughs. "Originally, when you're angry that's not what I see. Behind where you cave just see such great love."
"Lo wants to accept me for who I am, even when I know I'm sick. So, what is my reason for leaving you? Isn't being together much better than being apart, just to hurt each other's hearts?"
"Sal's sleeping!" pinta Azka for the last time.
"Wouldn't you leave me asleep?"
"No, the cave will be here." Azka again pulled Salsa's hand to hold her hand. "Hand me and never let go, even if I ask."
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