Leticia
Chapter 21: I'm So Scared

“Ugh!!” surprised Leticia heard the knocking sound of the door.

“I'm so scared.. What should I do? I don't dare to step let alone go to open the door. Please say something” Leticia trembled in fear.

“Halo Package!! Any people?” the voice of a man from behind the door of Leticia's room.

“Package? Could it be from the convenience store earlier?” finally Leticia eradicated herself to step near the door of her room.

With footsteps slowly approaching the door, Leticia ventured to open the door of her room.

“Kryeekkk...” Leticia's boarding room door opens slowly.

“Uh.. turned out not to be 'She' thanks if it was like that, I already felt very scared earlier.at least this reduced my fear” then Leticia opened the door quite wide.

“Oh yes mas.. this is my package from the convenience store yes..thank you very much have delivered my package to home quickly and Selam” Leticia holds the package.

“Iyaa mbak.. previously please sign the receipt letter yes mbak, here” give the recipient sign letter and a pen.

Leticia signed the letter.

“Yes mas.. thank you so much” Leticia gave her sweet smile.

“Good thanks again” the self-service employee went from Leticia's room.

Leticia immediately brought in the package and immediately quickly closed and re-locked the boarding room door.

“Huft..Huft... Huft..” Leticia's irregular breathing as she was very panicked and anxious.

“Thank God it wasn't 'He' who knocked on my room door earlier.. I feel a little calm even though I actually still feel very anxious because I saw him today in my neighborhood” Leticia went away from the door of his room and returned to where he started sitting, that is in the corner of the room.

Leticia sat back in the corner of her room curled up, thinking about what happened today.

“But how can 'He' be in my neighborhood? Didn't I have gone very far from my surroundings before? Our problem should have ended when I avoided him. But why does he keep going like this on me?”

“I didn't do anything wrong to him that made himself do like 'it' to me. I just wanted to be nice to him, but why did he interpret it in a different way to me?”

“I've been quite happy here because I left my past behind, but why after I saw it today, I feel like my past will rise up and reappear to me?”

“Can't we run away from this dark past? Can't the world support us when we're trying to find happiness? Can't this world be fair to me?”

“I am currently looking for my happiness.I have never had happiness before. I was so happy when Roy cared about me, but couldn't the world for a while side with me? Now what am I supposed to do? I'm so very very scared.I'm so scared”.

Leticia dropped her tiny body onto the cold floor. Then Leticia curled herself up on the floor again with empty eyes.

“What should I do tomorrow? Tomorrow is my first day as Toma's waitress and my first day at XX cafe.. I don't know what to do now”

Leticia took the phone out of her pants pocket, and brought it closer to her left ear without seeing who called her again.

“Halo?? Who is this?” asked Leticia limply because she did not have the energy to talk at all.

“This is Toma... You did not save my number or how? Why are you asking who this is?” Toma replied to Leticia's question with a little firmness.

“Oh sorry Toma earlier I did not see my phone screen again, what is Toma night like this calling me?" Leticia asked with a tone of voice that she let out very slowly.

“I just want to remind you, that tomorrow is our schedule of presentation of biological tasks.You do not forget to practice tonight for tomorrow yes.”.

“Good Toma I'll practice tonight”

“But wait a minute..Why is your voice so slow? You don't like me calling gini night? Or are you sick?” toma asked Leticia after hearing Leticia's bica tone.

“No..I'm fine, I'm fine”

“Really? Do not let tomorrow we do not become a presentation yes.our presentation must be good and perfect.yes I have closed this phone.”.

“Tet” phone calls turned off.

Without thinking long, Leticia then turned off her phone and put the phone near her body.

“Oh yes..Tomorrow is the day I present the biological task, how can I forget it?? I have to train now even though at this time I feel there is no energy at all to stand up” Leticia is trying to get out of her sleep.

“Ugh!!” not until he left his sleep, Leticia again experienced a very painful headache.

“Ugh!! This is very painful..what should I do?. I have to train for tomorrow... But I can not get out of my sleep this!!”

Leticia who was curled up in pain on the cold floor, with both hands hitting her head in hopes of easing her pain.

“I'm sorry Toma, maybe tonight I can't practice for our presentation Leticia feels guilty to Toma for once again he is unable to keep his words back.

“I have to take this headache medicine, but what if I have misfortune like today from taking that headache medicine?”

“But this is very uncomfortable and reassuring.. What should I do?? For now all I can do is hold it in and make myself sleep”

“I can sleep with this situation” Leticia tries to encourage herself to be strong.

However, Leticia could not endure the headache and made him faint because the headache could not be held back by him anymore.

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