Leticia
Chapter 17: Why?

Roy was lying on his bed, with his hands on his head.

“What's wrong with Leticia? Why does he seem unfocused? Is there a problem that Leticia is facing?” Roy wondered in his heart.

“So Leticia is fine, but why did it fit to come home from her friend's house she became so moody? So when I spoke to him he did not respond to the conversation ku”, it made Roy more curious about the circumstances that befell Leticia.”

“I hope nothing bad happens to Leticia, and hopefully she is honest with her words That are OK.” Roy is trying to think positively about Leticia.

Roy closed his eyes and decided to go to sleep.

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“How is this? How can I pay for Toma's laptop? Laptop is not Toma laptop is very expensive?”

“My salary at XX cafe is not much, either, and I also have to pay this cost every month and I have to keep my promise to Roy to buy him a meal when I get my first paycheck, I also have to spend money every day for me to eat and obey every request from Toma.”.

“Why didn't Oledia say anything to Toma? Why should I be blamed for everything? Isn't it sin Oledia also guilty? Why did Oledia vent it all on me?”.

“I feel guilty with Toma, why was I not really keeping Toma's laptop? Why am I so careless about it? Why don't I hold Toma's laptop tightly and I hold it well? Didn't the moment Toma gave me that laptop mean he was trying to trust me completely about it?”.

“I feel guilty to Bi Tutik, he was very kind to me, but I made Bi Tutik a place to vent Toma's anger. Although I actually know that Toma is angry with me, but Toma can not express or vent his anger to me.”.

“Why should I ruin Toma's trust, which he had given me back then?”.

“*Currently 'She' must also be looking for me. I feel a bad feeling about this, I hope she can't find me here and make my life harder”.

“And why is 'He' constantly trying to do that to me?, what have I done so 'He' did this to me?”

“Actually what have I done that has resulted in all these things? I've tried my hardest to always be nice to everyone”.

“I always try to accept their attitude towards me even if it is wrong. But why is everyone acting so casually towards me?”

“I never did evil to them. I never did evil to them. I never did evil to them.”.

“I even tried to live as a ghost who does not want to be seen, known and wanted to be ignored by everyone”.

“But.. Even I who never bothered them, they still felt annoyed at me. I never put myself to know everyone”.

“Why does this keep happening to me? why*?!!”

Leticia could not shed her tears, she only had a blank look that made her eyes turn red.

Leticia had not removed her shoulder bag nor changed her clothes. When Leticia entered his room he immediately sat curled up in the corner of his room.

Leticia had been sitting with a curled up body and with an unfocused mind for a long time, so that her body could not support well which made Leticia fall lying on the floor.

“Ugh” Leticia let out that small sound as she fell lying on the floor.

In a lying position he still makes his body curled on the floor, with the state of his shoulder bag that he still uses.

Leticia was still thinking about things and asking herself that it had been continuously, so she felt her head that felt very very painful.

“Ugh.. My head hurts so much.. It feels like it wants to break!! it hurts so much!!” with both hands holding his head.

“Why this!! I've never had a headache like this before. It hurts so much!!” Leticia hit her head hard in the hope that she could alleviate her headache.

The headache that Leticia felt did not gradually improve and she felt that headache that increased greatly.

“What should I do? do I have to get out of the room and go to the minimarket to get a headache cure immediately? Ughhhh... Yeah..it looks like I should do that, I really can't feel this headache!!”, Leticia put her shoulder bag on the floor and she went to stand up.

Leticia walked towards the door of the boarding room with both hands continuously holding her head.

Leticia staggered to the door of her room immediately.

“Akhh!!” little scream Leticia.

Leticia fell when she wanted to hold the doorknob, making her forehead hit the door algae very hard.

“Ah.... My forehead is bleeding, but my head hurts!! Until I can't feel that impact pain on my forehead!!” Leticia wiped the blood on her forehead and on the floor of her room.

Leticia tried to get back to her feet, with the two holding onto the doorknob in hopes of helping her to stand up.

Leticia tried hard to stand up.

Leticia finally managed to stand up. Leticia immediately opened the door, with her left arm covering the forehead to hold the wound so that no blood dripped onto the floor.

“Kryeekkk..” finally the door was successfully Leticia open.