Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
The real beginning
In the year two thousand and fourteen, the first time I set foot in the hut Al hidayah, my determination was very strong to really deepen the science of religion.And I want to become a teacher when the time comes.Introduction with kiyai Rahman, I will be very strong,and Ning Khadijah his wife who was very friendly, made my heart feel peaceful and sure to choose the hut Al hidayah for me to occupy.Continued with the introduction of my roommate, and also happened to be my classmate.Happy, you know,that's the expression that I thought at that time.I was really happy, there.The atmosphere is peaceful, and serenely reconcile the feelings of humans who are preoccupied with worldly affairs.
The first morning the three of us, I, nita, and kia, entered first class there.And a few minutes later came a handsome ustadz, statured, white skin, and also friendly.I was amazed to see him.I noticed the other, I noticed the other,and it turns out that they are also like me, fascinated, there are even those who look full of puja to the ustadz.I smile behind the veil I wear.My intention from home wants to be steady veiled, until then.I choose to sit the front, I chose to sit,to be close to the ustadz and easy to ask if there is something I do not understand.But my classmates even say if I seek the attention of ustadz Yusuf.Nama ustadz my teacher ustadz Yusuf,no wonder he was handsome because his name was joseph, like the story of the prophet Joseph.
For days, I lived my new life in Al hidayah's cottage with a slur from a friend who was annoyed with me.I don't mind, because I still have my loyal friends Nita and Kia,that ustadz Yusuf often noticed me, but I consider that it is only the limit of interaction of a teacher with a student when asking for answers.
"finn, you realize, if Ustadz Yusuf is often concerned about you, not like us - we are" asked Nita to me while sleeping in the room.
"yes, I often ask tanya taa, should be careful dong, because I know if I have not stuck the answer, I asked until satisfied, gituu" answered Safina to remove the negative signal that began to emerge from Nita's question.
"iya finaa, but besides that you are beautiful, so, it is not possible that Ustadz Yusuf saw you because he was interested in you." he added.
"Truly, our instincts are the same," answered Nita again.
*Enak yaa so beautiful people like you finn, pinter again, so the ustadz, not like me, already itemm, decile again" said kia while laughing at him.
"I don't feel beautiful, very beautiful, replace others really", my answer is evasive.Actually I most do not like anyone who praise me too much.
"You are beautiful, don't avoid it", said Nita.
"Assalamualaikum Fina,"I seem to know this voice.Akupun answered the greeting while turning me back.
"Waalaikum greetings," I replied kindly.
"What's Fin?", asked Syifa, the chief in my class, who was always jealous of my body's movements.
"No, just passing by for a while.You yourself go where Syifa?, I asked back.
"I'm just a mastiin, really not who stood here you.Soalah just ustadz Yusuf passing around here, what do not-don't, you deliberately want to spread the same charm ustadz Yusuf yaa..!"Astaghfirullah, I wailed in my heart.Devading from nita and kia, even met with Syifa who likes to accuse people at will.
"Syifa, you don't accuse me yes, if Rini's ustadzah hears what you said earlier, I can be sanctioned later."I can't stop thinking about Syifa, why easily make a conclusion without accepting statements from people.
"Emang yes, you better not be too caper deh the same ustadz Yusuf, he does not like you," said Syifa slowly but painfully, who also likes the same Ustadz Yusuf.
"Huftt," I'm glad Syifa didn't linger here, because I couldn't resist her delicate and painful way of speaking.
I prefer to be silent, rather than follow my heart to revenge, because revenge is one of the despicable nature.Don't Allah SWT is omniscient, I leave everything to my lord, let this heart be calm.