
Nara was silent and heard what Alden said. She pregnant? And she miscarried? And she already has a child? Huh huh? Why does it feel like everything is just an illusion.
No tears fell on Nara's cheeks. A fact that surprised everyone without exception. Nara felt tormented by that. He was silent with eyes that continued to emit a water source that did not stop.
"You!! Why can?"
"Because I printed it." Nara looked at Alden's face. Whether the man ever felt guilty about himself has hurt him many times and Kimi has increased his suffering.
Even though the child was the result of Alden but Nara was the type of person who loved children very much. He never guessed his destiny would be as impressive as this. She would meet an ungrateful figure like Alden and then live a life full of contempt and then pregnant and then immediately dropped from a height if she miscarried.
Nara really felt that her life was full of drama.
"Why should I feel this kind of suffering. Have you ever cared about me? I'm hurting here and you're easily hurting my heart, torment." Nara was crying loudly lamenting her already destroyed world.
Alden just kept quiet to see the hysterical Nara. He thought Nara hated her pregnancy and it turned out that she was angry because she could not look after her child.
"Am I wrong? I've hurt my baby because I'm too selfish."
Alden took a deep breath and approached Nara. He clutched the body of a very fragile woman.
Nara was silent and did not shake Alden's embrace. Nara was crying on the chest of that field.
"I'm pregnant and I'm going to be a mother but I killed her."
"Calm down. You'll get it again."
Nara looked at Alden with an angry look. He knew where the man's mind was going. There was no pain in his face from the loss of the child.
Ah, Nara forgot that Alden just wanted her body instead of a child.
"Nara."
"You're nuts. You never feel someone's heart. You're not sad at all your son is no more."
Alden was surprised to hear that. How could he not care if his son died. Even Alden could not do anything because he always thought about his son.
"I think about it you just don't know" Alden said, keeping Nara quiet.
Nara laughed softly and then closed her eyes and along with that tears were shed.
"I want to catch up with my son."
Alden was growling. He won't let Nara commit suicide again.
"Nara you won't let me kill yourself. I'll never let it."
Nara looked at Alden with a bitter smile on her face. Was it true that Alden loved her?
"I want to see my son's grave."
Alden looked at Nara who was lamenting in sadness. Whatever Nara wants she's fulfilling.
"alright. But I need to rest first."
Nara nodded and curled up inside the blanket. Nara took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
Alden felt at peace seeing Nara who was obedient to him. She followed Nara and embraced her body. He rubbed Nara's head and also whispered soothing words.
Nara had not felt the warmth of Alden for a long time. Ever since he got the facts about Alden and Alden found out, he immediately changed his attitude towards Nara. And now Nara feels the old Alden.
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Her child candidate who is only a few months old and still in the form of blood clots.
Nara hates the way she gets children, but she never hates her children because Nara loves children so much.
"Calm down. He's happy there." Nara looked towards Alden and nodded.
"I've calmed down. I want to go home to rest. I feel so tired." Alden agreed. He then helped Nara who was not too skilled.
Nara silently looked at the warmth that the other side of Alden had. He feels very calm if Alden is good like this even though he cannot deny if there is anger that is still tucked in Nara.
They went home and Nara was very tired. Because the condition is not very good. She had serious injuries plus she had just miscarried.
"Do you want to rest?" ask Alden to Nara.
Nara nodded. "Take me to the room. And call the nurse because I want her to accompany you."
"All right."
Alden called the sisters to accompany Nara. Nara waited for the nurse in the room.
When the nurse entered yesterday she saw Nara waiting for her.
"You looking for me?"
"Am I pregnant and I miscarried?" ask Nara to the nurse.
The sister looked down and she felt very guilty for hiding it because she did not want Nara to sink into hatred and dissolve in sadness.
"I'm sorry. I didn't say it. You were pregnant yesterday and miscarried."
Nara tried not to cry anymore because she realized her son there would want her to be happy.
"I'm a killer."
"You don't deserve to say that." Nara looked at the nurse. "what's your name? I thought you were a good partner to help me."
"My name is Rose."
"Rose?" ask Nara to make sure.
"Yeah that's my name. I'm ready to be your listener."
Nara took a deep breath and then took Rose to sit next to her.
"What do you know about Alden? Let's say I want to hear all about him that I don't know."
About Alden Nara feeling very curious about the man. What he has done so far that Nara does not know.
"You wanna hear it? But I can't tell you everything."
"Why can't you say it?"
Rose was silent and did not answer.
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Tbc
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