I'm him & us

I'm him & us
A promise?


"Well" said Alif with his hoarse voice, he has been disturbing for so long but there is no news from the mother, currently longing, anxious and very worried, he was afraid of losing again, he could not accept if his mother was taken back by God, not Alif would not be able to


"Dear, there is someone sick?, where is the father see" replied Arya in a soft tone while stroking the tops of her son's head, Alif had been lying long enough with a disease that was not even known, the doctors only said if Alif had mental stress, his head would hurt a lot if he thought a lot


"The mother has not loved the same Alif?, why did Alif never see the mother again, I know Alif kangen very much the same mother, Alif want the mother" he said with a tone so sad,


Arya can't even do anything, she can only pull Alif's tiny body into her open, from day to day Alif's condition worsens, He never thought if the existence of the girl changed this drastic Alif, since meeting the figure of Lia, he could not figure out how a stranger could make Alif like this


"Mother is still busy dear, I am sure that mother jengukin Alif if you are not busy anymore" said Arya persuaded her little son, she did not want to see Alif slumped in his grief, he said, his negligence made such a big impact on his son's life, he promised, in the future he would pay more attention to Alif and would not let anyone hurt Alif, he promised, because Alif is the only family he has here


"Kalo mother does not remember the same Alif how well, or because of the mischievous alif?, and mother does not want to have a bad child" her tears even Tampa permission directly escaped to her cheeks, she sobbed softly, she said, he had held it for a long time, he wanted to hug his mother while telling her everything


"Hm ngak may be dear, Alif know if the mother is very dear to Alif, besides Alif ngak naughty really, Alif good boy smart, Alif, mother must be busy and do not have time to meet Alif, hm Now alif eat it used to take medicine so that it heals quickly and can play again" Said Arya carrying food and sitting on the edge of the bed, bik anjani had just delivered food for her little master,


"Alif tired of taking drugs continue well, the medicine is not good" said alif closed his mouth with both hands, Alif had taken the drug long enough, he felt bored and tired, he felt bored and tired, but arya certainly will not let Alif not take the medicine, he said,


"Alif ngak can gitu dong, if Alif ngak take medicine how wisdom can be cured" said Arya still persuaded lovingly, Alif has indeed taken the drug in the long run, long enough, it is natural that he is bored


"Alif has often taken medicine well, but until now Alif ngak cured right, Alif only need mother is not medicine well, if Alif met the mother must be healed Alif, Alif promised, Alif promised, if the mother came to Alif would have been a good child" said Alif grabbed a photo that was not far from him, he even hugged him so tightly, this is all he had, he said, Poto when he received the trophy a few months ago, and after that he fell ill and the mother disappeared as if brought by a storm


"Try me to see Alif's mother is very beautiful right?, see the mother smile, Alif added kangen same mother, try aja mother is here Alif would be very happy" He said while showing Lia's photo to the father, after which he only showed a smile that was so does he not deserve to be happy?, he only needed affection, he wanted to live like his friend, he wanted to live like his friend, he wanted to be happy, but unfortunately he could not, he even had to pay with a loss because of his beautiful day some time ago


"The mother here must be the mother who nyuapin alif, yes well, the mother must hug Alif, kiss the forehead Alif trus said, Alif quickly recovered, the mother worried" said alif lirih, he hugged the photo tightly, it was all that was left, it all vanished in an instant, the warm embrace, the gentle kiss to the loving gaze, everything completely vanished in a moment.


Arya sighed softly looking at Alif's always moody face,


"Hm yaudah Alif rest yes" Arya said gently and after that enveloped Alif's small body


"Yes well, tomorrow Alif wants to go to school, Alif wants to see your mother, may be well" he said slowly, imagining tomorrow he could meet the woman he loved so much, he said, if only he could meet, he wouldn't stop hoping,


"Alif is still sick, and for some time this permission first yes, I am afraid that Alif ngak strong if maksa school"


"Alif has healed well, Alif also takes medicine and eats Alif just want to wait for the mother" he said in a slow tone, from the beginning of their meeting always started from an accident, and now he wants to try his luck


"Where if the father who picked up the mother, Alif at home just rest" said Arya stroking and kissing the tip of the fist of his only child


"Don't you really want to pick up Alif's mother? Promise?"


"Honey dear father promise now Alif rest to quickly recover and play deh same mother"


"Hm yes it's broken first, good night" said Alif in a soft tone and after slowly closing his eyes, he hopes if time goes quickly so that he can soon meet with his mother


Arya kissed Alif on the forehead and slowly came out of the room towards the front garden of her house, her mind floated off her head, the night air felt so cold Arya tightened her jacket, she sighed, she looked at the beautiful night sky, she looked at the beautiful night sky, so many stars who accompany, while he?, ah he did not expect much, time runs but in fact he could not fulfill his responsibilities, again Alif sad, sad, again Alif was wounded and again Alif suffered, and again alif had to feel the pain of loss, as the father he was certainly sad to see the state of his son, and again Alif suffered,


Again he just sighed softly, letting the wind accompany his dark night,


He can only hope that tomorrow will be better than today, well he hopes to soon find a girl called alif mother and immediately bring her to meet alif, alif will definitely be very happy and quickly recover,