I Keep My Old Love
This sorrow

It's so hard for me Bul, I love Virgo but I don't want to hurt Randi either, maybe this is called gluttony in love, and finally have to feel pain too, too, because this liver is not a stomach that is ready to accommodate a variety of foods

" Bul maybe you already know a lot about this matter, please don't tell who it is, I'm afraid someone is hurt" I asked

" And shall I also be silent if you are the one who is hurt" asked the Moon, who pressed my heart

" I'll be fine Bul as long as no one knows about this" I replied softly

" Are you sure you're okay now, Lis??" ask the moon again

" Think so" I replied

" Just as you lie Lisa, I have to be quiet to take care of the hearts of others, while you yourself are hurt" the Moon argued

" But I'm okay Bul, there's still Randi who loves me" I replied firmly

" Okay I'll follow your request, but you also have to promise to forget about Virgo, because it will be better" Moon said firmly

The small debate between Lisa and Moon, makes Lisa even more confused with her own heart, Good Moon does not want to see Lisa sad, sad, the thing that the moon is worried about is Widia and Virgo's relationship that will definitely be witnessed every day Lisa, if Lisa still has love for Virgo, it will definitely be painful and tight for Lisa

" Try you can be more affectionate with yourself Lis" muttered the Moon inwardly

Because we are too tired of this heart we are silent and release a little tired by lying on the carpet, it feels very relieved

" Father, thank you, you have been paying attention to me" I said on the Moon

" Same Lis" replied the Moon

" I got a friend to tell me about this problem, I used to just shut up and I was alone, because I think it's better than anyone else knows, but now I realize I need someone else just to tell a story, to be a little relieved, it feels after I reveal all my unek so plong heart" explained to the Moon

" If you have a story problem yes, don't let me ask again" asked the Moon

" Must" I answered

Not feeling the time passed quickly, the Moon has come home, stay me alone silent, fixated to feel lonely

On the other hand there is a Virgo who was sitting in the garden, as if we had the same taste, that night I also wanted to go to the park just to find peace, to find peace, I grabbed my little bag and I went out to the security, when I arrived at the park I was surprised by Virgo who had been sitting in our usual place, and at that time I dared to go to him

" It's a beautiful night" I said as I sat next to Virgo

" But not to your heart" said Virgo without feeling shocked at my arrival

" How do you know??" much

" What about you, aren't we the same" I guessed

" No,,, we're not the same, you're the mastermind and I'm just your puppet, this is all your plot I just follow it" Virgo argued

" Maybe you're right, but what love means if it can hurt someone else" I said, shaking tears unstoppably

" But with this are you happy, and have you not hurt me???" virgo said sadly

" You won't be sick Vir, if you really follow my path, because what a lack of Widia, she's kind, beautiful, fashionable, compared to me, I'm nothing, nothing, try to see the advantages for sure you will like it" I explained to Virgo

" What is it with beautiful, good and fashionable love that can grow, if there is no sense of comfort in the heart" argued Virgo

" You will feel comfortable if you open your heart to Widia Vir" I said

Even in utter tears, I couldn't hold it, Virgo turned his face away from me, I knew he had tears in his eyes too, I stood up and rushed to leave, but my hand was held back by Virgo

" Don't go" she asked

I could not answer it and tried to take my hand off it, I ran away until I stopped by the side of the wall pager and I rested my body on the wall, crying I was

Even Virgo he had no power to rise from his seat he pondered and shed his tears, so beautiful tonight, only my heart is not as beautiful as tonight

being too honest in this distant relationship of Randi, she was restless, as if she was feeling my anxiety

" How do I keep Lisa's mind, yes, what's wrong with her" said Randi himself

then he took the phone that was on his desk, he tried to call me, but because I was too late in my grief I ignored the call on my phone

" You go where Lis is not lifted, usually the night you have been home" said Randi worried

Then he typed a message for Lisa

# Darling you're okay, right, I'm worried#

And the message was not read

After feeling strong, the heart has begun to improve, and the tears have dried up I went to go home, on the other hand Virgo began to stand and leave at the same time, he said,

when I got home, I threw my bag in the bed and sat back on the bed, not feeling my eyes closed and I began to enter the world of my dreams to momentarily forget all the bitterness of this reality.