I Keep My Old Love
"see you honey"

That day where my family was busy with preparations for my departure to Jakarta, all I had to prepare and be helped by my mother and sister

" Lisa have you told your cousin in Jakarta to pick you up at the station?? ask my mom

" Already ma'am, later if it's approaching I'll call via again"

" All right, what's important is that he knows"

" Hmm"

My sister the side that was helping me at that time, she was busy taking pictures

My sister's side is the only one, who is still in 6th grade Elementary, who has a gemoi body

" So, look here, the picture wants me to tag in FB ni"

" okay"

Get us to take pictures and laugh giggling mom has finished packing all my luggage, he said,

" It's over you showering and hunting father home later you're not ready"

" Okay, ma'am, I, thank you for helping me"

" It's the same darling"

After mom came out of my room, the other side came out, and I stayed alone in the room, thinking of calling Randi,

Tut,,, Tut,,,,Tut,,,,,

" Hello Ran I left this afternoon are you coming???"

" Is it that fast???"

" I'm sorry my dad booked me a train ticket"

" What time are you leaving???"

" My train is leaving at 5 this afternoon"

" Wait for me"

" It must be "

" I am scare"

" I too"

" I can't without you"

" I need you"

Tears had soaked these cheeks, and I spontaneously turned off my phone, crying I was, in my heart murmuring

" How can I part with him directly while on the phone I can't cry"

The time has shown at 3 pm, and my father has returned home, we and our family have been sitting in the middle room while discussing about my studies in Jakarta and the preparation I need to get there

" Lisa are you ready, everything you'll need there have you brought???"

" It's been well,,,, all been in packing the same mother"

" Do you want to say goodbye to someone???"

My father's question instantly shook my heart and my mouth was silent

" Well can I say goodbye to your best friend???"

" Of course I can"

" Truly yeah???"

beceloteh side

" That's most her boyfriend Lisa's sister yah"

" Whatever side, you can't date" I replied

" Is he a friend who always makes you cheerful???"

" Yes yeah"

" Would you call him or see him first"

" Let Him drive me to the station well" with the weight of these lips said

" Cay it must be sister's boyfriend" side chattered again

And my dad just nodded his head saying

" Sayok keburu afternoon, because we have to tucker the ticket first"

Then we and the family went out, with the cradle carrying my luggage which was not a little, the innate input to the car and cuzzzz,,,, we glided to the station.

arriving at the station we rushed out of the car and pulled out my luggage, while my family was busy pulling out my things, my eyes were busy circling around to find my lover, and I found him right in front of me, my body stiffened and stared at my family and I immediately came to him to be able to hug him,

" You're going"

" Yes, we're also going to Surabaya"

" Yes,,,,,"

My family looked at us with hariu, in my heart I did not care if my father would be angry

Then we headed to my parents' place, holding her hand tightly

my father immediately welcomed him

" Do you love Lisa???"

" Yes, om"

" What's your name"

" Randi om"

" That father has forbidden him to date, but I have failed, honestly I want to be angry, but seeing your sincerity father so happy, let Lisa go for her studies, if your matchmaking must be united again"

Hearing my father's original words this heart was frozen, it melted immediately and we were happy

" Mom's father and side will take you here only, then let Him drive you"

" But yeah, are you angry"

" Dad ain't mad, daddy's never young"

" If it's a matter of responsibility, your son knows best"

I hugged my father

" I love you dad,,, I'm sorry Lisa"

" I'm sure Lisa picked the best one"

" Make it up"

" Benevolent heart when you arrive in Jakarta call dad ya"

" It must be yeah"

Then I took off my father's arms and hugged my mother

" Good in love, I'll always pray for you"

then my sister's the side that's brought

" It's not exciting there's no sister"

" Call brother yes"

" I'm definitely bothering you"

" Bye,,,,"

Then my father said goodbye

" Randi, please take Lisa Sampek on her train, make sure she's not wrong"

" Good om"

" You guys heart dad go home first"

" Bye dad"

I looked at my parents and my sister who were getting away from me, feeling sad, having to learn to live independently without them

" Are you ready, Lis? let me take you"

" It's, it's, it's, it's" I said, staring at him

Then we go to the exchange counter and immediately you go to the waiting room for departure

" We already know that this is happening, but why do I love you"

" Hmmm" answered Randi

" If I love someone else, will you turn away???"

" Mmmm"

" If there's something more beautiful, will you forget me???"

" Mmmm"

" Why are your answers just Hem and Hem???"

" Because that's all I'm thinking about right now"

" We follow God's destiny"

" Hmm"

It was silent in the daydream,, without saying another word, and we were conscious because of the train I was about to board,

" I have to go"

she was silent and immediately hugged me, unconsciously this lip had landed on her sweet lips, without shame and doubt, all eyes were on us that afternoon, I let go of my kisses and hugs

" It's enough I have to go"

then I walked to the door of the train, followed by him behind me with my suitcase, when I got to the door, I asked for my suitcase

" Let me bring you, I'll take you to your seat"

" all right"

we go inside and get to the seat where I'm sitting

" Sit"

" Are you coming down soon???"

" No, I'll wait until the train leaves"

" all right"

" Lis if you are difficult with this relationship, then let go, I know Lis that longing is heavier than the word i love you"

" Why are you saying that, are you not able???"

" I'll try"

" I am too"

We were pensive and heard the sound of sirens indicating that the train was about to leave

" I'm going down"

" Okay heart"

" Good look after yourself, don't forget the phone"

" Hmm"

I saw him leave me, until he got to my window and the train started to run slowly he told me

" Lis I love you, but if there's anything better than me I won't forbid you to love Lis" she cried as she ran

" i love you Ran" I shouted

And he's gone,,,,,,, and, uh,,,,,

there I began to worry about myself, whether to endure a very heavy longing, whether to let go of the one I now love,,,,, what,,,,,

I type a message in my dihp

# Ran as much as I can keep my love, pray I never meet a man better than you, honestly I am afraid, afraid to forget you, the one who has given meaning to love in my life#