
Rayya wanted to swear an oath and then put out all the swear words he had. Nearly a full year Rayya thought of whatever reasonable, most plausible-most logically logical reason he could find. He thought there were many mistakes or shortcomings that he had until he was divorced, but this man said nonsense about perfection, adoring him even, Aprodhite can envy hearing it, then said that Rayya... divorced for perfect.
What the....
When God is so manifestly worshipped for holding the highest perfection and Rayya, it is cast away when he becomes the symbol of the perfect woman.
"You sint*ng, Mas!" hiss wrathful. The woman cupped both of her ex-husband's cheeks, forcing him to look up, without being able to turn his eyes away. "You... perfect s*nt*nya!"
"You don't understand my feelings!" peeking Daus was angry, he quickly tepis the woman's fingers.
Free.he gripped the man's cheek late tight. His hands quickly moved around rubbing the rough head even the Daus haircut children were attracted to. Rayya's nails stuck in. seem to make a deep trace until almost scratched-up the man's face. "Then explain it!" snarl. "You, Mas.. u told me I can't understand? Dozens of years, Mas. I try desperately to understand you a dozen years.forgive all your mistakes, fix your problems, be a shield every time you get angry Grandpa, you keep saying... I don't understand your feelings?" the throat is tight, hysterical.
Holy hooch!
Rinai restrained her legs and entire body from running to her husband Rayya. Daus persisted, allowing his body to be subjected to Rayya's blows. Blood soaked his cheek as Rayya incised a cut, a long enough scratch. "Then u tell me! U... tell me! What kind of understanding do you want, Mas?!"
Daus wiped the scrapes and found traces of blood on his hands. His face may have been scratched several times because of Rayya's nails. The pain began to be felt in some parts. "I was raised as a little prince in the Busro family" he said flatly.
"When I was little, I always got whatever I wanted" he continued. "I grew up to be a stubborn child. You. know that." Daus stared intently into Rayya's eyes. He then smiled slantingly, scorning.
"I always get my every wish. I became Grandpa's favorite grandson. The only beloved granddaughter until later.You came and destroyed my life and my future!"
"But I know very well that I...."
"You are beginning to take away all my happiness. One by one..," he said quickly, not giving Rayya a chance. "Grandfather blatantly stands with you. It didn't matter when I was in the top ten at school. But.you are always the first champion. In every race, whatever you are, you are a winner. You always beat me!"
"But Mas.. this is not fair. I do have to be a winner because of the task...."
"You changed the peace of my life. Grandpa.... began to sue me this, comparing us this way or so it is. You. You ruined my life!"
"I must always do my best because that's what Grandpa demands! Do you think I can easily live my life? Every minute of every day I feel like I'm being chased by a pile of tasks because I'm always asked to be the winner, the best of the best among the students. You think it's easy?!" his protest. The woman stood up, then took a distance then inhaled a deep breath, staring at the ceiling of the room. He seemed to be looking for answers, a way out for all his frustration, his anger.
David screecing. "If so, why don't you give me a chance? Just try you. once you love me the chance to be a winner, beyond your victories, a hero to your life. Once, please give me a chance to be a hero" he demanded. "Please stop making me a loser!"
Rayya blinked as soon as he heard David's anger. He never felt that he made the man a loser. Rayya thought he and his victory would make David proud. Then he could start to like it, opening a little heart to accept their match because Rayya proved that he was worthy of being his companion.
"Try to shadow my feelings. Grandpa came to bring a daughter. whether you are a new grandfather picked from where, then suddenly change habits, seize power, then... you even rob Grandpa of affection!" pekik. "You're giving up my power!"
Holy hooch!
Rayya shuddered. How special was the life of her ex-husband as a child, before they met, if then the man could be this big injured just because... feel defeated?! Perhaps he was - arguably - a small 'king' for the Busro family. An heir who from the beginning, was treated so well. Every word is a word and it is indisputable. Then everything changed when... Rayya arrives.
The woman's eyes then changed, gently. "Why don't you use me? Why don't you count on me like before? Isn't it nice to have me as a companion?"
"Happy? You said..happy?" Daus growled. "Which man likes to be called a loser, Rayya?" tanyanya cynic.
Daus stood up, lined up the woman's body, then approached her, cornered her to the wall. "I've used you, Rayya" he hissed. He stared intently and then put both of their eyebrows together.
"After so many bad things in the past, my crimes that I committed to you, I once used you. I'm proud, ever proud to have you, the most perfect perfect woman as my partner."
Rayya felt several times their breath clashing. He hugged Daus, then gently rubbed his back. Rinai stared at each scene beside the door. However she felt ill, she found her husband's confession to another woman. But he knew that the man had his own wounds. He knew that like himself, Daus needed to be healed.
"God has punished me, Rayya. After all my crimes, I dare love you. You also know I almost killed you a few times. I once wanted to eliminate you. I gave back my life as before, before you existed. But I.. after all the defeats, my crimes. I dare love you!" pilu, the man roared in despair. "God...punished me, Lord..punished me," he repeated.
"I don't mind, Mas. I don't mind Mas want to use say..."
"No! Nope! Can't do it.." cried out quickly. Daus took off their embrace and then stayed away from her. "You won't be able to say that if you know the truth. I'm just.. cum...."
Holy hooch!
"God. You can't talk like that if you know the truth. I'm just...." Daus stopped his words again. He gave a glare.
Rayya. He tried to focus, sharpen both ears, concentrate but Daus. always stop at the word 'free'...! He wondered..what does it mean? What's with just? Just what does that mean? Just a Captain? Only the avatar is selected... the airbender?
For God's sake!
Just what?!
"I'm just a useless man," he said softly then looked at Rayya sadly, as if trying to answer the question in Rayya's head. "The results of the examination showed that I only had a small possibility of having offspring. You can't have a child like me, Rayya!"
Holy hooch!
"Mas!" annoyed screams. "So... This is all because... child?" his protest.
"You said just? You're a woman, Rayya! You even have plans regarding children, right? Don't you want to have a descendant?"
Rayya laughed scornfully. "Why did you divorce me for ridiculous reasons? I think about it for a year.Nearly every time I think about what is wrong. Why did you divorce me? I think it's because of my fault but it's the truth... Too cowardly to admit your shortcomings!"
"Yes.right. I'm coward! I'm a coward, Rayya! Satisfied you?!"
Rayya took a deep breath then stared softly. "Why did they give up? Why did that give up on me? Did Mas think I'd let Mas let me go if the reason was...."
"Therefore, Rayya!"
"Mas!" hatch quick. "Why didn't I come to me?" exacting. "We can work, Mas... There are many treatment processes right?! Why did he choose...."
"Rayy... Rayya.. You heard, you are too perfect just to be Mas's wife!"
Rayya brushed off her ex-husband's hand as the man began trying to hug and rub his back gently. "If Mas can think of me as important, as valuable as that, why did Mas divorce me. Why am I getting rid of it?" hissing's angry.
Maybe even that.. Andra and the Backbone are embarrassed to hear the reason... Rayya divorced because... perfect?
"That's Busro, Daus Busro who... How kind of treatment can Grandpa not love? Why did you choose to marry another woman?" exacting.
"I can marry another woman, anyone but not you, Rayya."
What the....
"You know how much of a mistake I made for you, right? I... have thought, often think," his error, "if for example.. I used to not mean you, if I well. for example it used to be a little good with you, you know, I may not feel this way.
"I'm sorry, Mas. I'm sorry you," said the woman softly, moaning about her feelings.
Daus approached the woman, then clenched. The woman does not know how big the secret her ex-husband holds, how big her feelings of sadness, how heavy the scales of guilt and sin are on Rayya, as small as what the problem is, Rayya does not know. He only knew that the man divorced him because he was too cowardly.
"Why can you marry someone else?!"
Daus sighed, again gently rubbing Rayya's back. "I can marry another woman, anyone."
Rinai leaned her back against the wall and then decays, choosing to rest. In fact, she is just a woman 'whoever is not Rayya'. She was married because she was just a 'anyone' woman but not Rayya.
"You never thought you were released. Mas. set you free, Rayya. You're free to live whatever you want" he said softly.
Rayya took off her embrace, then gave a straight look, barely blinking. He clasped the man's shoulder then squeezed it tight, spilling his disappointment. "Did you ever ask me what I really want? What if I actually chose to stay and never wanted to be released? Because in fact, I was willing to exchange lives with Mas's new wife so that I could continue to accompany Mas."