HIJRAHS
"REQUEST MBOK INAH"

"What do you want?" My speech.

"Go back to the Leah that was Ndok, the innocent Leah, the Leah that is Sholeh, the innocent Leah and the Leah that holds no grudge in her. Can Ndok?" The answer is hopeful.

"What, what do you mean by mbok? I don't understand" I said.

"Stop being the comfort woman of Ndok, go back to the straight path. Don't keep your grudges and don't keep your job, it's Ndok." His reply made me not know what to say?

"But, I don't know if I can grant that one wish? " My words are confused.

"Ndok, I don't have anyone. There's only you Sindi. Mbok. When mbok died. You have quit your jobs" he replied.

"Mbok, why are you talking like that? I don't like to hear mbok say about death! Mbok will recover and come home with me again to the house." I said while throwing my face away.

"Hehe, you bad boy. Ndok mbok is old. Someday, either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Mbok will definitely die. You see all my hair is all white. Ndok, mbok only have you two. Mbok does not want anything to happen to you both.it's because he wants you to stop, especially you Ndok" he replied.

"Basic mbok, I can still laugh. The pose I will not let mbok leave me and Sindi's brother. We only have Inah's mbok. I'd be so angry if I dared to leave me!" My speech

"Then grant the wish mbok." The answer.

"Here, the conversation is over. I don't want to talk about death anymore, but Inah won't go and must keep me company. That's my order to obey. Now mbok Inah has to eat a lot" I said.

I also took the rice that was provided by the hospital. I take the rice and the side dishes and feed mbok Inah eat.

Not usually mbok Inah eat until finished. Even the side dishes I've tasted without taste are gone. There is happiness within. That way Mbok Inah will heal quickly. And come home with me to the house.

At that time I and Mbok Inah were talking and laughing. There's a lot we're talking about. Even we laughed so loudly. The toothless Mbok Inah made me shed tears. I'm so happy to have Inah, that old lady who's always been so nice to me.

"Ndok" he said in a laugh.

"Yes mbok?" My answer.

"Mbok wants snacks" he said.

The junk? Not usually mbok Inah want to snack. Even when he was healthy, he rarely asked for snacks. The pocket money I always gave him was always kept. I don't know what to do?

Even though the salary money given by Sindi is very large. And the pocket money I give is huge every day. But he still kept it.

"Jajan, mbok Inah want what snack?" Answer me

"Mbok want to snack on kebabs, want to buy chicken Krispy, want to buy fried foods as well. I also want to eat rice Padang. And mbok really want to burn ribs from your restaurant Ndok. Drink the mbok want fruit soup. And avocado juice. Can it be Ndok?" It was her words that made me very surprised.

Why is that shitty mbok so much?

Mbok Inah may be sick and about to recover. So the portion of his meal will be a lot.

"Well, I'll order it" I replied

I also called an employee of my restaurant, I asked him to bring grilled ribs and rib soup to the hospital. Not to forget I also asked him to buy some orders in want mbok Inah.

45 Minutes later.

The employee I ordered has delivered all the orders I requested. After changing the money he used to buy all my orders and giving him the gas money he went back to the restaurant.

I prepared all the food that was requested by the mbok.

First the mbok eat rice and grilled ribs. Although I looked at the door a few times, I was afraid there was a doctor or nurse. Who saw mbok Inah eating food outside.

Mbok Inah is very greedy when I feed the rice Padang which has rendang and grilled ribs. Mbok Inah is very greedy. Even Padang rice and burnt ribs are left unnoticed

Not only that, after eating Padang rice, mbok Inah immediately wanted to eat rib soup. I'm a little confused. Because the rib grilled there are 4 pieces and mixed rice Padang run out. But mbok Inah still wants to eat rib soup.

Rib soup was finished not rest.

Mbok Inah also spends on crispy and fried chicken kebabs. He finished all the food and drinks in front of me.

In addition there is a sense of happiness because mbok Inah can eat a lot of this time, but there is a sense of Was-Was also in me.

Don't know why? There is fear in me.

Especially seeing the change in Mbok Inah.he looks healthier than yesterday.His face also looks bright and radiant.

That night........

"Ndok, Ndok" said mbok Inah.

"Yes mbok" I replied in surprise. I just got shut down.

"Ndok" he said with a hunting breath.

Seeing the face and the banging mbok Inah made me panic was incredible. I want to call a doctor or nurse at the hospital. But my hand was choked by mbok Inah so hard.

"Mbok, what's wrong? What do you feel? Let me call the doctor mbok" I replied in a panic.

"Ndok, come here" he said, asking me to put my ear to his lips.

"Ndok, repent" he said, leaving both my eyes perfectly open. Even though his voice broke off. But I understand very well what he said

"Mdude?" My answer.

"Ndok, repent." Say again.

"Well, I'll try to make it" I replied without thinking about what I said.

"Ndok, take the money in the symbiotic closet. The money is in the wooden box. Wake up the mushola from the money. If you wake up enough, mosque." Her speech.

"What?" Answer me

"Ndok, forgive the madam if you've been wrong so much Ndok. Mbok loves you very much Ndok, mbok want you to go back to the straight path.and bring mbok home.mbok want to meet with her husband mbok" he said who increasingly endured pain.

"Good" I answered without realizing what I was saying.

Till........

I saw that Inah's body was shaking violently, she looked shivering, but it was like she was enduring an excruciating pain. His eyes open perfectly. His mouth was perfectly open.

His entire body seemed to endure extreme pain. It's a really great pain. Mbok Inah's body looks wet because of sweat.my hands are still held by her wet because of the sweat that comes out of her palms.

My sweat came out so hard to see what Inah was doing. I pressed the call button for the nurse.

Mbok Inah's hand was still holding my hand so tight, even I also felt how much pain was being felt mbok Inah. Because his handrails are so strong.

Until I heard some people enter the room. But my eyes can not switch from mbok Inah.

My eyes started to look glassy. I don't know why my eyes started to blur. But soon I clapped a clear liquid that blocked my view.

Several nurses and doctors were seen busy handling Mbok Inah.

Mbok Inah's body trembled very strongly. Even the bed she was sleeping on seemed to be moving along. Until finally the body mbok Inah stopped moving.

His eyes closed perfectly. His hand was also released.

Seeing the absence of movement in Mbok Inah, and the faces of doctors and nurses are very weak. Makes me more fucked up .

"Mdude?"

"Mbok Inah?"

"Wake up mbok?"

"Mbok Inah?"

"Mbok, is this Lea mbok? why would you just shut up?"

I saw that Inah no longer answered or responded to my words.I even shook her body several times. I saw the doctor bowed before me.

"Dok, what's going on? Why did she shut up and why did she look in pain?" I asked the doctor in front of me.

"Mom, we're sorry. We've tried everything we can. But Mbok Inah has gone home. Patient mother yes" she replied that just made me very surprised.

No, not anymore. I don't want to lose anyone I love.

Enough, that's enough! I can no longer tolerate all this.

"No, mbok Inah is unlikely to die. Didn't you promise to cure Mbok Inah? Why do you say that now!" My speech

"Prophetter Mom, this is all fate" he replied.

"No, the pokonya I don't want. Let's try it one more time, wake up in any way it is, come on Doc, try it one more time!" My speech

"Mom, I hope you are patient and sincere. Pity mbok Inah if mom keeps this up?" The answer.

The doctor went out, now only me and the body mbok Inah who was stretched stiff in front of me.

I looked at Inah's face, the face that had accompanied me for the past few years. The face that always makes me laugh.

I hold her wrinkled hand, her hand is really wrinkled. So cold, so cold. This hand has always prepared whatever my needs have been, a hand that never regrets being able to touch my contemptible body.

I looked at Mbok Inah so closely, her face was very sad. I rubbed his face. I wish he would wake up and scold me again.

He's always mad if I hold his cheek.

"Based on a bad boy, don't hold a crooked cheek. Soon to get old. Mbok still wants to date"

He always says things that make me laugh. Behaviour done mbok Inah all this time. It made me love and love him very much.

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