HIJRAHS
"GIVE DANU KNOW"

When I got home, I was surprised by the presence of Danu and Angga in my house.

"Lea, how? have you met your parents?" Ask Danu to me.

"Wish, patient dong bro. Leah it just arrived. Let her sit down first" Angga said.

"Oh yes, I'm sorry Lea. I just can't wait to hear the good news so that we can get married soon" Danu said.

I immediately sat down.I looked at the faces of the three of them.They seemed to be waiting for good news from me.

I don't know if I can say that to them? or I just cover it all up so I can continue a good relationship with all three.

I don't know how I feel right now? I can no longer expect Danu to continue our relationship if she knows the ins and outs of my parents.

Maybe not just Danu, Angga and even Sindi will stay away from me.

"Lea, is everything okay?" Ask Sindi.

"Yes, why did you shut up Leah? what exactly is going on there?" Ask Danu.

"Lea, is everything okay?" Ask Angga.

I can't answer every question they ask, even if it's really easy for me to answer. But my tongue feels so mute.it's so heavy for me to say.

"Lea?" Ask Danu

"Lea, what's wrong?" ask sis Sindi.

"And, can you come with me?" Answer me to Danu.

"Eemm, yes" Danu said.

I took Danu out of the house, Sindi and Angga seemed so confused by my behavior.

"Where are we going, Lea?" danu asked as I entered my car.

"Follow it" I answered

Danu came in and sat next to the steering wheel.I drove this car.

During the trip, Danu always asked what was going on? and what happened. However, my tongue really can't answer him.

Until the 25th minute....

The car I was driving entered a mosque there was the sound of an Ustadz chanting the holy verse of the Qur'an.

"The mosque?" Danu was confused.

"You want to know the answers to all your questions, don't you? it's all inside" I replied to Danu.

Danu seemed to be linking her eyebrows together, which meant that she was so confused by my words. However, he also did not refuse when I invited him to enter this mosque area.

"Assalamualaikum" said.

"Waalaikumusallam" replied ustadz who had just closed the Qur'an.

I asked Danu to sit down with me and ustadz, though Danu's face was still full of confusion. However, I can't say it all myself.

"Ustadz, introduce me Lea. and this is my fiancee Danu" I said to the ustadz.

"I'm Ustadz Maulana, glad to meet you" he replied

"Ustadz, sorry to interrupt the time for a moment. I want to ask you something?" My speech.

"Lea, what's the matter?" Ask Danu.

"Eemm, please ask.may I be able to help?" Answer ustadz Maulana.

Some moments of silence there is no sound. either from Danu, or from ustadz Maulana. They may not expect.if I will say things that may not be worth talking about, they may not expect, or something so personal like this.

But how else? to be honest, after learning that my parents were very embarrassing, it made me very reluctant if my father became my guardian.

"Well, I will help you answer in accordance with what I understand yes" replied Ustadz Maulana

"Yes mr. ustadz" I said.

"Regarding the marriage guardian for the child from the results of an Illicit relationship, or the child from the results of pregnancy outside of Marriage. If the child's gestational age is 6 months, then both parents are married, then the child's father has the right to marry his child. However, If the Child was born before marrying both parents, then the Father does not have the Right to marry the child" replied Ustadz Maulana.

"Then, my Nasab fell on who's Mr Ustadz?" My speech.

"Your nasab fell on your birth mother. However, your mother can't be a marriage guardian for you. So, your mother can ask the Guardian Judge to marry you. or the ruler to marry you" replied ustadz Maulana. .

"Thank you very much Ustad, for the explanation.all really helped me. and made me understand the meaning of marriage for me. Then I beg you to say goodbye" said my words

"Samely, I am glad to be able to help you, may Allah always give the best way and blessings of the world and the Hereafter for you.You are a good child, It is not easy to acknowledge yourself. you can say it so easily. You are a good woman, son, how lucky she is, the man who will ask for you" replied Ustadz Maulana.

"Thank you very much ustadz.please pray it" I said.

"Yes" answered ustad maulana.

"Assalamualaikum" said I and followed by Danu.

"Waalaikumusallam" replied ustadz Maulana.

I came out of the mosque, and was followed by Danu.

"Lea," Danu said

"Yes" I replied.

"I understand now, sorry I didn't find out before asking you to look for your parents.I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, because delaying our marriage is only for the sake of a guardian who can't be your guardian, we're going to get the wedding done soon.and I'm going to take care of all our wedding needs" Danu said.

"Are you sure? there are things you don't know yet Danu" I replied.

"What's that?" Say Danu with the eyebrows linked.

"Facts about my parents" I answered.

"Fact? You mean how?" Danu.

"Both my parents, they are not good people.I already know their daily life.I was deliberately thrown away in infancy, I was, and deliberately crashed on the villagers who can not accept the dark relationship between the two, they hope if I become a meal of wild animals" I replied while bowed.

"What, how is it possible?" Danu.

I reached into my bag, and picked up a piece of paper that was very worn out. I gave the paper to Danu. Danu looked confused, and then she opened and read the contents of the paper several times Danu looked at me and continued reading the paper.

"Lea?" Danu.

"Yes, my parents would kill my mother's husband because they were afraid of the threat from my mother's husband and there are still many Facts that you do not know" I replied.

"What's that?" Danu.

"Both of my parents are still alive, and yet, I really don't want to acknowledge and meet them. They were given 5 children. The first child was 18 years old. His name is Beautiful, he was married to an old man. because of the treasure.the second child named Putri, he was made a PSK to meet the needs of his parents.The third child was named Rangga, he was made a child, he died a year ago, forcibly stolen by his parents.up caught and judged the citizens to death.Children 4, I do not know where his location and identity. because he has been sold, and brought out of the country by those who buy it. and the 4th child aged 6 months. just one month ago, he was sold by both parents. .And not only that, they also zolimize Orphans.they hire Orphans in the streets.to give deposit money to both of them" I replied

"O Allah, is that all true Leah? you know where it came from? did you manage to find the location of your parents?" Danu

"Yes, why can't I answer your question, because I'm confused about what to answer myself? whereas I don't want them to be my marriage guardian Danu" I replied.

I don't care, even if after this Danu hates me and breaks off our relationship, even to the point of canceling our wedding plans, I'm more unsettled. what the hell is going on?

Let me give all of it to the almighty.If Danu is my soul mate, God will make all our plans easier, If not, then, I will be ready to accept all the decisions that will be taken by Danu,

I just can't, if I have to start a relationship, with a lie.