
Weeks, Sundays change months. I don't feel like my womb has been eight months.
I did not expect to be able to survive this far even though I had to fight with the pain of cramps and drowsiness during the deadline for college assignments.
Ever since I moved out I never saw Devan again, and Anton has been paying more and more attention to me. Even whenever I complained of pain he was always by my side swiftly looking after me the entire time.
However, just then Devan suddenly approached me on campus. It turned out that all this time he was looking for me everywhere but never got the bright spot of my existence.
Indeed, all this time I closed the meeting all about myself, even college friends I did not tell if I moved boarding.
"Open ..." Shouted Devan.
I turned my head for a moment and immediately turned my face looking the other way, I quickly walked away from Devan who was chasing me back there.
Devan kept screaming for me and none of me replied to him, I kept walking fast even though my stomach was getting cramped.
"Andini wait!"
"Finally you, wait for me to talk to you Andin."
"What else? We're done, Devan!"
"No, none of that is true. You're still mine."
"What right do you have to talk like that?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry, so step aside. I'm going home!"
"Let me take you. I want to know where your boarding house is now. Because since then I've been looking for you, my life hasn't been quiet away from you Andin."
"Here we go, we better not meet again. Because all this time I've been living comfortably like this."
"But our son ..."
"Don't talk about it here, I've had a hard time hiding it from everyone at my college. And do not you ever destroy it just for your ambition, it is enough that you will destroy my future by giving me this seed. I don't regret having her but I'm sorry that she grew out of your seed!" I said firmly.
After saying that, I immediately turned back and left Devan there. I don't care what he does after this.
I'm determined to keep my son away and he, I don't want my son to know if his father ever asked me to throw him away.
When I arrived at the boarding house, I immediately spread my body on the bed. However, I just finished changing clothes and intend to break my body again. Suddenly the door of the room was knocked very strongly.
The position in the boarding house is currently quiet so no one knows if there is a commotion in front of my room.
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I opened the door and it turned out ...
"You're here Andin?" His words barged in.
"Hey, who let you in?"
"I'm really sorry, I'm not going to repeat everything I've ever done before. Please Andin, give me one more chance to fix everything."
"It's Devan, it's over."
"Hurry and pack your things and we'll move to my place."
"Hey you have no right to tell me to do all your wishes."
"I'm the father of the child you bear" he said a little snapping.
I silently looked up after hearing her, I was surprised by the sound of that snapping again.
"I'm sorry, I'm ... I ... I just want us to live happily together."
"But ..."
"Out of my word, arghhhhh ..." My stomach hurts when I yell at Devan.
He was one step ahead, but I forbade him to come near.
"Get out Devan, I beg you. Don't make me give birth so quickly." I said softly to endure the pain.
He relented and left my room, apparently the same time Anton arrived at the boarding house.
He looked towards my room which Devan had just exited, with a astonished look Anton entered into his room without reprimanding me first.
In the pain I felt, I packed all my things and prepared to move. I won't be calm if I'm still in this place, Devan already knows where I am. And it's very likely that he'll come back here again.
After everything settled quickly I went out and locked the door, I walked out of the boarding house to the taxi I had ordered first.
"Where are you going?" Ask Leni the cosmonaut.
"I want to go home first mbak, understand again lahiran so want at home mom alone."
"Oh, isn't it the same Anton?"
"Mas Anton still can't be on vacation, besides I'm still gedeg same he doesn't know why?"
"No papa, that's normal. Be careful on the road! I'll go in first, excuse me."
"Let's say thank you, let's ..."
I got into a taxi and intend to go to Pekanbaru to continue living there with my son later. I will do anything to support my baby.
Without feeling his heart is sad because Anton died there. He is always there for me whenever I need him.
"Anton I'm sorry ..." Ogre me.
"Mdak need a tissue?" Ask the driver.
"It's okay sir, I have a ko."
"It's okay."
The streets of the city were quite stretchy, so it did not make me long on the road and quickly arrived at the airport.
This heart grew heavier when I stepped foot in the airport.
"Bismillah baby, may all be well" I said.
After checking in I immediately sat in the waiting room, waiting for the flight hours to arrive. It took an hour and fifty-two minutes.
After a while of waiting finally the flight hour arrived, by continuing to convince my heart. I went further into the plane.
After a while later, the plane arrived at Pekanbaru airport. This heart is broken because I have no place to live.
The money from the sale of my car, I use it for my needs and my son here.
Bugh
I accidentally collided with a man in a suit.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."
"It's okay."
I stepped out of the airport, looking for a taxi and asked for a cheap place to stay in this place. Because it is impossible for me to rent a luxurious residence because of my depleted finances.