He's my son, not your son
Hold to account

It's been four months I have not come months, the beginning I am ordinary but the more here I feel there is something strange in me.

When dawn arrived I braced myself to buy a testpek at the nearest supermarket, I bought it secretly because at that time I did not have a husband.

My feelings are getting mixed up no matter, how not. I'm still in college, only three semesters away, and I have to feel that way.

I trembled as I waited for the test to change, and it turned out ...

"God ... How'this? What am I supposed to do?"

I'm confused by the results, I don't know what to do.

Coincidentally during the day Devan invited me to meet, I kept him behind my phone.

During the day I met him at his boarding house. We did that again! When I'm done shaking I'm afraid to tell her.

Because in this place there were only the two of us there, he was good but he was also sometimes rude to me.

I fear being treated no longer well by her, and for her umpteenth time again.

"Why you, baby? What's going on?" Ask her.

"It's okay, baby, I'm fine."

"Speak what you're hiding!"

"I want to go home."

"Wait, don't go home yet. Tell me what's going on?"

"I want to go home, it's getting late. Didn't you say you wanted to go to the race?"

"It's good then."

I went home, but I didn't go home. Besides, I went to my friend's house called Dani.

"You why?"

"No, let's go get some meatballs I'm really hungry."

"Yes, I just woke up and you took me away. Not shower hasn't eaten."

"Why do you want to eat meatballs, why eat first?"

"Oh yeah, I forgot, yeah."

We went to our subscription meatballs place, after eating meatballs we went for a walk. Even on the way, I still think about how to escape this problem.

I'm confused, I'm afraid I don't know what else to do.

"Why the hell daydreaming continues from earlier in question not answered."

"Huh? What's new?"

"You're why Andini?"

"I want to go home ah."

"Belg ..."

"Back home."

"It's a red light!"

The next day ...

I felt nothing, even I was still doing my usual activities. I went and went to college as usual. Nothing changed in my mood, no morning sickness drama. And there's no drama don't like this and that.

Even my stomach still looks flat when I was four months pregnant.

Although I haven't checked it in the doctor but I can tell because I counted the cycles of my moon coming, last time I gave everything after the moon came.

I forget that after that the uterus will be very fertile and will definitely grow quickly.

One week later, I decided to talk to my friends Mita and Yogi.

"We have to hold Devan accountable!" said Mita.

"But will he be responsible?" Ask me.

"Well or not, he has to take responsibility because it's his way of showing that he's a real man" Yogi said.

"Always talk pretentious real man everything, you just used to not want the same responsibility of your boyfriend."

"Eh that's different again, I was still in High School now already working and ready to support my girlfriend!"

"Ultimately, tomorrow we go to her workplace. Do you know which one?"

"Know."

"Well tomorrow we go there, no matter how he reacts. We must keep fighting for the child you bear, because that child knows nothing."

"Why not now?"

"Have you sent her a message?"

"Not yet!"

"Yes already, pregnant women do not have a lot of thoughts mending us first. And tomorrow we go look for him!"

Finally Mita and I went home, at night I sent a message to Devan.

[Devan!] Send..

Ting!

[Dear, why?]

[I'm pregnant] send.

Ting!

[Well can you? Whose son?]

[Your son is. We should marry Van.] Send.

Ting!

[Can't.]

[Why?] Send.

But there was no reply from him, I was getting confused by all this. If I take drugs it feels useless because my content already has its life. And more than that he's been almost four months.

"I have to how is this?"