Glorious Life
24

It's like old times, it feels dejavu but what distinguishes now and then is my feeling when sitting like this— here with other Korean artists.

I always remind myself that I'm a stranger here, and whatever I do will be public consumption, especially now I sit right beside Jungkook and do not forget the many cameras of the fans that lead to us—to Bangtan more precisely.

“Oi. are u nervous?”

Eunhyuk whispered in my ear, making me look at him with a stupid smile.

“It's worse than it used to”

I admit that, this time Bangtan got great attention. They're really successful.

“caution”

Remember Eunhyuk, making me nod while sighing. I'm beside Jungkook, even so we don't dare to even just glance. Fancam.

I circulated my gaze around me and unfortunately even looked at Jimin who smiled silly like mocking me.

“Ah shit”

Bump me unconscious, and I shut my mouth after that. I glanced at Jungkook alertly, he didn't hear me swearing right?

Then suddenly the light dimmed I saw Jungkook lower his body slightly leaning towards me the man whispered “Your language miss, I heard him watch out later”

I held my breath, Jungkook chuckled and then confirmed his body back before the bright lights.

Damn it

Jungkook

He's getting bolder, my God he's not Kookie anymore!!

“BTS...!!!”

I gasped, the studio boisterous at the screams and I saw Bangtan standing up ready to receive the award. Everyone stood up and I stood up, Bangtan received their Daesang and I smiled thinly gosh they deserved !!

I saw them giving speeches one by one and I found Jungkook glancing at me as Speech made me smile wide, he definitely wanted to tell me a lot of things after this. Everyone was clapping, I almost laughed loudly at Jimin who climbed onto the mic stand to get higher.

Holy jeez!!

I saw that everything looked amazed, and I couldn't cover my happiness too when Bangtan did Encore Idol.

And for what! Why Jungkook is more handsome there is not willing.

“Sorry..” I turned my head when I felt someone was already beside me with an awkward smile. “Can I take picture with u, i am your fans”

I don't know who the tall man standing behind me is that I know he's one of Monsta X's.

“Sure” I replied smiling, glancing briefly at the stage made sure Jungkook did not notice hihihi.

“say hii!.” the man checked his photo and I glanced back at the stage, where Jungkook is now looking at me full of questions. “one more”

I smiled broadly, raising both my hands ready to pose, this time some other Monsta X members joined in to dance.

“Thank you”

I bowed back at them and did not forget to smile politely.

After Monsta X moved away there were several artists who approached me and I knew some of them there, Stray Kids, GFriend, and The Boyz.

“Thank you noona”

I nodded with a polite smile seeing The Boyz move away from me.

Seulgi patted my shoulder politely and took me on a walk with him.

I think he knows I'm lonely having to walk alone when everyone else is walking with his group.

“Your face is ugly”

I heard that fleeting whisper when Taehyung and I passed by.

Goddamnit! The aliens are not careful.

“I first” Seulgi hugged me for a moment before going to follow her members.

I sighed and walked alone again, towards the horde in the middle of the stage.

“Florenzee center please.”.

A staff yells, “be prepared everything”

I moved quickly towards the middle and found Jungkook already smiling widely welcoming me.

I glared as I felt a light touch on my back, I turned my head to the side and found Jungkook smiling forward as if doing nothing. I looked left-right making sure no one was watching

Unfortunley

some artists seemed to look at us and look at us in surprise.

Leave it!! I can only hope that no threat has been recorded, even though this is in the middle of the crowd, but what Jungkook is doing is at risk. Namjoon Oppa was suddenly beside me and forcibly took off Jungkook's hand.

“Jungkook carefully”

I turned my eyes forward and prepared to pose, and pretended nothing had happened.

“One two three. okay!!”

I rushed over, walking away when the photo session ended. Walking back to the stage and finding Karmila already prepared with a blanket in her hand, she covered my back.

“u do great job!”

“Thank you”

Then suddenly I felt a warm embrace from behind me! Hells! For what! It's still backstage not in the backstage!! There are still many crew and artists passing by.

“Jungkook still many people gosh!!”

I nagged trying to let go of his embrace, we were right on the stairs that used to get off the stage. And almost all artists can see us.

“It's okay kangen know”

I rolled my eyeballs pissed, he's why he's so spoiled.

“chukae.”

I smiled wryly as I bowed back the greetings of some idols who happened to pass by our side. They bowed with shocked faces looking at me and Jungkook let alone not forget Jungkook who was embracing me at will.

“Come to backstage!!”

Drag me to follow Taehyung and the others who walked in front of me.

Well, why do I feel like something bad happened after this..