
Yuki pulled both corners of her lips upwards. Staring at Fathur who showed his face.
"Death is waiting for me. How can I give a lovely wish to a person who likes me sincerely if in the end I will leave him?." Fathur began to be frustrated again by the girl as blue as the sky and as deep as the ocean.
"Do you have the answer?." Ask Yuki.
"Don't you say you always escape death." Fathur.
"Every time I manage to live again, it hurts a lot." Fathur ruffled his hair.
"What happened to you exactly?." Yuki threw her face to the side.
Silent.
"I'm home." Yuki's coming down from the pantry table.
"I'll drive you."
"Wear motor?." Ask Yuki.
"No."
"Then there's no need." Reject Yuki to walk to get her sling bag.
"Thank you for the food, and thanks for your advice, it's very helpful. I'm home." Pamit Yuki walked to the front door.
"Eva." Yuki looked back.
"Hm?."
"It's not the last time we met, is it?." Yuki raised his shoulders, indifferent to himself.
"Take good care of yourself, Mr. Dani. I'm tipping Tiara. Thanks Thank you." Yuki opens the door and exits Fathur's apartment.
The girl walks to the side of the highway in a taxi back to the mall to pick up Mizutani's car.
On the way home Yuki drives while rethinking her conversation with Fathur.
Fathur had no answer for him. There's no answer for him. Even her memories were unwilling to help Yuki.
Yuki sidestepped his car, opening the windshield.
"Let's go in." Hajime glanced at Yuki then got into the car.
The car returned in long silence. Yuki accidentally sees Hajime walking on the sidewalk like he is looking for him. Yuki's gone too far, get this over with as an adult. Yuki.
"Senpai, sorry to leave you like that. I've been acting too much." Yuki opened the conversation.
I will finish it, Inner Yuki.
"Senpai still remembers that promise right?. I'm sorry, I know Senpai feels uncomfortable meeting me again." Hajime glanced at Yuki.
"I already have a potential fiancee." Yuki stopped her car in front of the red light.
"Thank you for all the help and attention that Senpai and Keiji gave me. I'm sorry I just hurt you." Yuki looked at the crowd of pedestrians crossing in front of his car.
"I hope Senpai is happy with others. Hope your relationship works well." Yuki said to return the car.
Yuki did not get any response until her car stopped right in front of the Yuuki family home. The girl looked towards the second floor next to Hajime's house.
"I'm sorry again. Senpai," Yuki was about to bow deeply to Hajime but stopped because of the young man's gaze that was given to him.
"What hurts?. You can cry. Don't hide it anymore." Yuki was silent then smiled wryly.
"I don't,"
"Yuki's." They fell silent again.
"It doesn't matter if you're cured, I still remember my promise." Yuki felt more guilty.
"Pay." Yuki straightened up to admit something so Hajime could understand and atone for his guilt.
"Thank you for dropping off. If I need anything my number is still the same." Hajime opened the car door.
Sretti.
Yuki held the door and pulled it back until it closed. The girl took a deep breath.
I made her very disappointed, Inner Yuki.
"Please listen a minute." Pinta Yuki sat back in her chair.
"I'm sorry if all the words that come out of my mouth hurt you." Yuki was about to grab that hand but he paused. Yuki learned about boundaries.
Hajime silently motionless as if to tell Yuki that he will listen to the girl.
"I'm a stupid girl, I'm aware of my feelings, aware of strange feelings that are unfamiliar to me but it's too late." Yuki confirmed his sitting position facing the quiet street ahead. Recall the tragedy of three years ago.
"There used to be someone who expressed his feelings for me. This confused and stupid me didn't know my own feelings, asking him to pick me up at school to give me an answer."
"A tragedy happened just at the time we promised, he was dying before my eyes and stupidly, I just realized that I like him too. I expressed my feelings a minute before he left. The bitter truth is still in effect. Unknowingly it scares me to like other people again." Yuki finally admitted what Fathur said about him.
"I therefore accept no one, give no heart to anyone. I'm too scared to leave again." What else is the cause is me, Yuki continued inwardly.
"That's why I asked Senpai for that strange promise. Although not necessarily senpai likes me, it is better to be on guard so that I do not hurt you. But it turns out I was wrong, I've hurt Senpai too far. Sorry." Yuki felt more relieved by telling Hajime the truth.
"I understand. You don't have to apologize anymore. You're not wrong, you haven't done anything wrong. Next time you want to go, give me a good-bye." Yuki took her phone, showed the phone to Hajime.
"My illness was relapsing at the time. I was in a coma and hospitalized, but just relax I'm better now. My illness never came back." Sergah Yuki was quick before Hajime put on his worried face.
"My phone is new too. Senpai's number and the others are missing, so I can't reach you." Yuki's reason, when he can hack the network and look for their number.
Hajime grabs the phone from Yuki's hand pressing his mobile number.
"Thank you for being honest." Hajime reached out the phone returning it to the girl.
"Purchase. Oh, I almost forgot." Yuki took something from inside her sling bag.
"It's too late but." Yuki gave a small box wrapped in ribbon.
"Congratulations to senpai's graduation." Yuki. Hajime glanced at the black box.
"I think this would fit senpai." Imbuh Yuki, Hajime accepted.
"It's not necessary." Hajime refused.
"There's another name, if senpai can't find Hachibara Yuki, maybe it's useful." Clearly Yuki made Hajime curious.
"Thank you." Yuki shook his head slowly.
"Thank you so much Senpai, you've been looking for me." Yuki bowed deeply.
"Together, next time don't like to run away." Yuki laughed softly.
"I'll do it." The answer.
"I'll go home, see you later." Pamit Hajime's.
"Well I'll see you again."
Hajime got out of the car standing in front of his house, waiting for Yuki's car to leave until it turned at the end of the corner.
The university student went into his house straight to his room. Open the tape that wraps the box.
Tskc.
Hajime. A shiny luxury watch there's a little memo tucked away. Hajime took the memo, not much was written but was able to make Hajime smile.
A little present for our captain, the legendary fourth-hitter. Congratulations on being the number one student at the university.
Ayhner's.
Hajime widened his eyes. The brand is a well-known brand, only certain people can buy it. When Hajime was about to put the clock into the box again he accidentally saw the writing behind the clock.
He pulled his hand again, flipping the clock. Very small, a name written using Latin letters.
Eva Augustin Ayhner's.
Hajime tried to recite it but his tongue moved against his will. He surrendered.
Why August?, Yuki's birthday in December, Hajime's inner.
***
Inside the hospital Yuki raised both her legs onto a small sofa. Laying his chin on his knees glanced at Dazai who was busy with a pile of patient documents.
"Is there anything that bothers you?." Dazai finished the paperwork.
"Pick."
"What can make you confused like this?." Dazai turned his chair to face Yuki.
"Why is it so hard to deal with other people's feelings?. Injured, disappointed, sick, I think it's natural to accept it. But at one point I didn't like to hurt, upset people, or hurt them. I'm used to all those feelings, but not the second. It turns out I've hurt people a lot." Dazai, the second person who made Yuki feel comfortable telling her the problem.
"Because you have a soft and warm heart. Your firm attitude is the exception." Yuki's curling up.
"Dai chan, what should I do?. Fumio Eiji, what should I do to him?." Dazai. The young lady is upset apparently, the ABG changes are quite late.
"What do you think of when you see it?."
"Nothing." Dazai smiling.
"What do you feel when you're around her?."
"I'm sorry, not comfortable."
"Is it because you remember something?." Yuki shook his head slowly.
"No. I don't like the energy that comes out of his body, it makes me feel weirdness here. I don't like." Yuki pressed her chest using her index finger.
"Do you want to see my memories of you and Fumio Eiji?." Yuki shook his head again.
"I've seen it. In our childhood video." Yuki looked at Dazai.
"Why are there videos?, why not keep them at home?." Ask Yuki.
"The great master kept all the documents about his twin grandchildren in the Fumio residence and the office of the emperor of Japan. According to the great master it was the best choice, hiding it there." Dazai.
"Is it because he's my future fiancee?." Dazai smiled knot.
"No. It was because the great lord trusted the Fumio family more than all the families or people in the clan." Answer Dazai.
"We're almost halfway through. Soon the right hand of the BD will move. But I'm busy thinking of unimportant things like this." Lirih Yuki's.
"Ojou chan." Call Dazai.
"Hm?."
"Maybe it's good you try to open with waka (young master). If this is continued you or waka will continue to hurt each other." Yuki drowned her face between her legs and body.
"For Fumio Eiji, you don't have to worry, the man will do something for you. He's a tough soldier." Yuki looked up at Dazai's bead.
"Maybe that's what I don't want." Reply Yuki.
"I don't want to feel any more loss, so I don't let a single person into my private area. Anyone." anyone." Yuki Imbuh.
"Ojou chan, that kind of excruciating pain in hell is all you can deal with. Your bitter memories, you can also pass." Said Dazai giving support to Yuki.
"I'm not sure." Wiry of the girl.
"If you haven't tried yet you don't know ojou chan." Yuki. Why is he trapped in his past?, until he has become so ignorant, Yuki thought.
"But does that not betray him?." Ask the girl. Dazai frowned.
"Dai chan, come closer." Yuki Pinta. Dazai calmly climbed up from the work chair sitting next to Yuki.
Without saying anything Yuki started his hypnosis, showing Dazai the memories of Dimas. Within the distant crowd, the young man's body lay helpless without a single person approaching.
Dazai does not understand the language they use but he can clearly see Yuki's struggle to help the young man, up to Yuki who is crying holding the young man's hand, whispering something, saying something, and kissed her forehead until Yuki was shaken by the young man's departure. Dazai was touched, he cried.
Yuki immediately shuts his memory again, resuscitating Dazai. The shadow looked at the leader who had already thrown his face to the side.
"I killed him. One of the yakuza members killed him because of me." Dazai began to understand.
"You feel like you lost her when you liked her so much?. You feel like betraying her if you like someone else?." Dazai's guess is right.
"Ojou chan." Yes aampuunn, ojou chan has a soft heart, inner Dazai.
"Hm?."
"It must be that the man also expects the happiness of ojou chan. No man sincerely loves his partner and then wishes bad for his partner. That guy must not want you stuck in your bad memories."
"Ojou chan's time and heart stopped at that moment." Dazai.
"Now Fumio Eiji has come, which will move your time and your heart." Dazai said with conviction.
"Why is everyone on his side?." Lirih Yuki's.
"Because he's a man who deserves to be with you." Answer Dazai. Yuki rolled her eyeballs.
A bird stopped their conversation. Je suddenly displays a hologram screen, showing what he can.
"Yuki, the FBI arrived in Japan." Lazily the girl glanced at the hologram screen.
"Two women one man." Lirih Dazai's.
"They're after the sleeping pills I made. Have you thrown away all my research marks?." Ask Yuki.
"Yes, I'm sure I've cleared it all up." Answer Dazai.
"Yuki, BIN (Indonesian Intelligence Agency) is at the same airport." Yuki glanced at the hologram screen, noticing one of the four people.
Brother Arga?!, yuki exclaimed inwardly.
"It's gonna be troublesome. Je mark BIN member." Tell Yuki.
"Why ojou chan?." Dazai glanced at Yuki.
"One of them recognized me and Hotaru." Answer Yuki.
"Thank you for listening to me, Dai Chan. I'm back at school first." Pamit Yuki's.
"Ojou chan, isn't this bad?." Yuki stuffed Je into the bag.
"No, it'll just be troublesome. Youtaro san (leader of the yakuza) never saw my real face, the BIN people will not get any information about me. They're after a clan of vipers from china." Yuki.
"Why are they looking for him here?." Dazai is trying to guess.
"They had a meeting in Tokyo. The viper clan and the white dragon clan." Yuki replied walking towards the door.
"How do you know all this information?." Yuki looked back.
"Getting it wasn't easy for Dai chan, I sacrificed a lot of time and energy." Yuki said and opened the door.
Right, let's do it, inner Yuki.