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Again Kelvin can make me laugh even though I know he is going through a difficult time. There was a hint of disappointment from behind the fake laughter he showed in front of me. I knew that his heart was already very broken and his mind was uncertain about choosing the truth and then experiencing regret.
“Vin .. Don't make me not want to stop laughing here, say whatever you want to say to me, sorry I'm late to come to your aid,” said I tried to make Kelvin want to vent without me asking first while rubbing his shoulder.
“But Zoe, a–I have it all my fault.” It was as if Kelvin wanted to keep quiet about himself even though I knew he was already so sick himself.
Still no curses came out of his mouth suddenly the sound of crying slowly sounded by me, Kelvin lowered his head without daring to look at me. I tried to get close to him.
“Cry, I know .. you need care, attention so cry, men also have the right to cry, I'm sorry Kelvin, sorry I'm late, I'm sorry,” said I who was trying to calm himself while giving a small hug for him but instead saw he was miserable like this I was carried away sad and crying too.
We were swept away in tears as well as Kelvin he continued to cry even though unlike me who was getting sobbing more and more. Then suddenly he took off my embrace and wiped my tears with his hand.
“Zoe .. I'm sorry I let go, I've stopped crying so I feel guilty if I see you crying suddenly like this. Look I'm better so smile,” said Kelvin trying to look happy in front of me while pulling my cheek to look smiling.
“Ah Yes Zoe ... What about your relationship with Reiner, do you guys still fight a lot? I'm now so not updating for you guys.” Kelvin was constantly trying to keep himself strong in front of me and asking useless things right now.
“Kelvin ... what is the most important right now? Say I'm ready to hear it.”
Heavy breathing was heard by me.
“Alright Zoe, sorry to trouble you to come here in a big pregnant state like this,” said kelvin.
I just nodded without commenting, just listening to what he wanted to say.
“Zoe .. I'm so stupid, I was wrong with Viora and you too, I always try to cover as much as possible so you don't know what I'm doing but I'm wrong it just makes the atmosphere worse, usually I'm always absent first what I want to do and forgive me without asking for your consent first I bring Elie to stay together until everything is destroyed and then one day Viora continues to find out what what he shouldn't know, you know Zoe? Viora went to investigate what I had done with Elie, then I was angry that I did not like him so presumptuous but I realized something when he left her over a condition that she left behind, I was so stupid ... somehow now it feels like I'm getting useless to you as well to Viora,” confided Kelvin while showing the letter that Viora left behind.
“Zoe ... Right now I'm very confused about what to do, and you know I didn't come home just stay here, tell Zoe what to do right now, and you know I'm not going home, a– I am sorry, I also want the little girl to come back and fix everything,” said Kelvin who is still cursing from him.
“Is Viora really there? Thank goodness I was a little relieved, I thought that Viora had now returned to her country,” I said with a smile.
“That's how Viora is fine but about Elie I can't force you to choose what I want only I want you to follow your heart if she's a suitable woman for you, I'm ready to accept it too but I don't want you to lie to yourself honestly you already have feelings, right with Viora?”
“Don't know Zoe, I still don't understand my feelings right now but I can guarantee that I do love you and won't turn away from you, you know?” Kelvin can't see whose love he's for.
“Vin .. I know you love me but it's a different love, you already love me as your family not as love towards women, because what your heart already has is another love, another love, your feelings have moved on for others, honestly don't lie to me, you know Kelvin? Why do we feel pain now? You cry suddenly without knowing the obvious reason, honestly you already love a little girl, but you try to think that it is not love,” I continued to open her eyesight about love.
“Well I admit it Zoe, lately I've been so weird, crying all of a sudden, daydreaming I don't know until I can't focus on the job, but, then I even scolded Elie when she didn't do anything wrong, you're right Zoe, I did love her, even though I tried to stay away from this feeling but I don't know,” said Kelvin who started a little understanding of what he felt.
“I believe you, you can do your best if indeed you love her chase before she is chased by others, you know if Viora is an innocent girl? She is very easily tempted by others who will give more attention to her especially if now Viora knows you are already with other women.” Little by little I tried to convince Kelvin.
“Vin .. You must remember I will remain on your side and accept your heart's decision but of course I want you to get the best, you've failed to get me so don't fail to get your new love again" I said with a laugh.
“Hey laughs I know you're holding back a laugh right? Let's laugh together, if Reiner leaves you later I will win my love that was delayed,” continued Kelvin while sounding laughter from him.
“Hey is the same as you pray for me to get divorced quickly ...! Ah this you, ” I said pretend to be upset.
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If your best friend loves you sincerely, keep it. Honestly, it is the love of your best friend that you can receive rather than the false love of someone else who only wants to be with you when you are happy.
(Zoya–Kelvin)
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