For A Husband Who Doesn't Love Me
49. About Momongan

"I never thought, the thing that I didn't like before even became the thing that I opiate the most right now... It was not difficult to love him, which was difficult when far from him for a second, even just to think if there was a time when we were far apart... Thank you, God, for putting me on the pier of his heart... The most comfortable place, also the most beautiful place I've ever felt..."

Hidayat smiled as he thought about how Maira's struggle melted his heart. He did not know what would happen if he was still stubborn, while he heard Aryan's small family was very happy at this time. Married for good purpose and intention, bismillah believe God will also give the best, then everyone will feel happiness because of it.

After their three days in the city, they had to pack back to prepare to go home. Hidayat approached Maira, he stroked Maira's head gently.

"Have you satisfied with the honeymoon? Or do you want to extend until the day after tomorrow?"

"Thank you, Brother... Maira is satisfied, even though humans have a sense of never satisfied... Maira missed home... This is not our place, and of course Maira is not bound here..." Maira answered, stopping her busyness, and turned to face her husband's body.

"Yes, I miss home too..." Say Hidayat while rubbing Maira's head and kiss Maira's cheek gently.

Their honeymoon ended satisfactorily. Their relationship is getting closer and they are interdependent with each other.

Several months passed, and happiness always accompanied their household life. The sustenance flowed like a rushing water, and the planning of Nidayat to open branches in his village was carried out. Rianur's husband who manages, because he also pity to see his brother and two parents must be left to go on sale every day by Edi.

He also recently finished his study program, and waited a few more months for Maira to follow.

"Alhamdulillah bang Arya and sister Kirana will have a son yes, Bang..." Maira said with a smile, but behind it she kept a sense of sadness in her heart.

"Maira's not disappointed, right, if we haven't? We are still young, too... God knows what is best for us, and we just need to be patient in our prayers and efforts..." Said Hidayat while looking at Maira and tightly grasped his wife's hand.

"Yes, Brother... Maira believes it..." Maira replied, leaning her head against Hidayat's shoulder. "Our doctor said it was fine too, and there was nothing to worry about... Maybe it's not enough sustenance..."

"Yes, Honey... For now Maira just focus the same Maira lecture first. Later after Maira graduation, then we find a solution together..." Persuade Hidayat to please the restless Maira.

Maira nodded. He then re-strapped his head and looked at Hidayat with slightly narrowed eyes.

"Why?"

"What did Maira bring, Bang, for Kiran's seven-monthly event tomorrow night?" Maira's question looked worried.

"anything... Later Abang accompany Maira shopping..." Hidayat said to calm his wife's heart.

"okay... Thank you, Brother..." Maira's voice sounded gleeful.

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Before wrapping it into the wrapping paper, Maira looks cool looking at the items she bought to take to Kirana and Arya's house. Sometimes he smiled as he kissed the baby clothes in front of him, also looking with gurgles at the baby equipment he bought himself.

"The feeling from earlier has not been wrapped as well..." Said Hidayat who had actually noticed his wife's behavior earlier.

"Ang? Brother here deh... Look at this, the clothes are all pretty... Where's her socks are funny, too..." Maira cried as she waved her hand towards Hidayat who was still flinching at the door of the room.

Hidayat approaches. He kissed the head of Maira, then laid his head on Maira's thigh. He lay on the bed with his wife's thigh.

"Well, why even sleep? Look at this first..." Rengek Maira while trying desperately to lift Hidayat's head from his thigh.

"Yes, you saw that..." Hidayat replied while holding on not wanting to get up.

"Asians..."

"Later Maira sin loh..."

"Eh? Why bring sins?" Maira asked confusedly.

"Since, Maira does not allow Abang to sleep on Maira's thigh... It's comfortable..." Dengus Hidayat while tightly flanking Maira's thigh.

"Later on, Mai... Tomorrow can also be. The show is also tomorrow night..."

"Heeeh..." Maira snorted resignedly, and then stroked Hidayat's hair.

"Emmm, it's delicious... You can fall asleep in a minute..." Say Hidayat pleasures.

"Maye Brother..."

Hidayat smiled, but in his mind he remembered his brother's late home. He believes his wife's current attitude is exactly the attitude of his brother when buying gifts for his son Santi first. Maira's feelings are certainly the same, very much hoping to get a baby soon.

Hidayat closed his eyes, and unconsciously he fell asleep in the lap of his wife. His smooth snoring made Maira shake her head. After Hidayat had completely fallen asleep in his deep sleep, Maira carefully shifted Hidayat's position on the bed.

Maira began packing and wrapping one by one the equipment and baby clothes scattered to fill some of their beds, then she followed her husband to dreamland.

^^^

The clock has shown almost dawn, and Hidayat has not yet returned home. Maira repeatedly glanced at the wall clock with an anxious look on her face. He had even finished a Quran recitation, but his heart still felt troubled.

Before long Hidayat motorbike machine was heard entering the yard of the house, making Maira start smiling again. She was ready to welcome her husband's return.

Hidayat snuck in without saying hello. He ignored Maira who was about to extend a hand to him. He threw his body on the sofa.

"Why did you just come home?" Tanya Maira looked timid.

"Why indeed? You're not happy, huh?" Hardik Hidayat's.

"But-but..."

"Ah come..." Hidayat shook his hand. "I'm tired of living with you... You can't give me a descendant. Lest you be barren like your brother..."

Maira. Hidayat's words felt pierced into his deepest heart. Her tears just flowed.

"Why do you talk like that?" Maira protest sniffled.

"It's the truth, right?" Hidayat said cynically.

Maira's getting sobbing.

"Here you go, give up now... I'm leaving this house, and you please enjoy everything. I don't give a shit... What are many treasures, but they do not produce happiness? With you, I will never be able to have offspring..." Cried Hidayat in a loud voice.

"But, Bang..."

"I don't want to hear anything else... Today I decided to leave this house..." Cut Hidayat while walking to the room to pack his belongings.

"Abang, Brother... Give Maira a chance, Bang... Maira promised, Maira will try hard and do any treatment..." Maira said begging. She continued to follow Hidayat's steps, but her husband was very hard-hearted and very indifferent.

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