Fatih (The Undone Miss)
Chapter 45 Forgive me for being too selfish

"Darling, are you okay?"

Panicked Fatih hugged Shofi who had just been examined by a doctor.

Fatih was shocked when Shofi told her he was in the hospital.

Fatih examined Shofi's entire body fearing that something might hurt again. Seeing that no one was seriously injured made Fatih breathe with relief.

"Why did it get like this?"

"Some accident, too,"

"Always like this, you are indeed careless!"

Fatih's spontaneous speech made Shofi speechless staring fixedly at Fatih.

"Why, let me drive you home?"

Shofi was silent but according to what Fatih said. Fatih held Shofi's hand towards the parking lot. Then open the door for Shofi.

Shofi was silent and refused to talk. Fatih got in and drove her car to Shofi's apartment.

Along the way, they were silent, no one wanted to start a conversation. They are busy with their own thoughts.

I don't know what they're thinking until they don't even realize they're here. Precisely Shofi who is not aware if the brand has arrived.

Fatih opens the door for Shofi.

Still there was no conversation between them, Fatih also remained silent just like that with Shofi who was busy with his own thoughts.

"Open,"

Fatih said that Shofi only realized that he was in front of his apartment. Shofi opened the apartment door immediately after attaching his access card.

Grep ...

"I beg you not to get hurt!"

Deg ...

Shofi was surprised by what Fatih did. Moreover, Fatih was so tightly hugging her.

"I don't know with myself why it hurts to hear you hurt. So please don't get hurt?!"

Shofi was still silent because he was too shok with what Fatih did.Sudari was silent and now Fatih hugged him tightly with a deep expression of worry.

"Trainer,"

"Promise, ..."

Fatih's words intensified her embrace making Shofi feel strange with Fatih's behavior which Shofi thinks is very strange.

"Please promise, .."

"Yes, I promise!"

Shofi said in the end because he wanted Fatih to release him immediately. It felt like Fatih's embrace was too tight and it hurt her instead.

Fatih broke her embrace and cupped Shofi's face.

"Thank you, baby,"

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Fatih kissed Shofi's forehead affectionately. Then do not forget to kiss the two eyes Shofi netra that might be opium for Fatih.

"Did you remember me?"

Deg ...

Fatih was silent because she had not remembered him. Fatih was also confused on how to explain it.

Shofi sighed heavily looking at Fatih who was just silent. Already Shofi made sure if Fatih hasn't remembered anything.

"Are you disappointed?"

Shofi shook his head because he was disappointed also because the disappointment was too often Shofi felt.

"Can you keep waiting, please, ..."

"Four months!"

Deg ...

Fatih rounded her eyes to hear Shofi's words. How could I give him four months. A very short time, even for four years Fatih was difficult to remember.

Shofi took Fatih's hand off his face and turned to turn his back to Fatih.

"Four months of the time that Brother Davit gave me, if you don't remember it yet then Brother Davit will match me!"

Crc ....

Fatih clenched both of her hands tightly, How could it be like this. Can't Shofi lighten the burden of why it has to be like this.

"Did you give up!"

"No! you will always be the one I love as long as I breathe. But, living with people who don't remember me hurts!"

"But I love you, can you forget that memory!"

"Make what, because it will also backfire later on. The one I love my old Fatih is not the one now. Because to me they're different."

Fatih could not say anything more, it was too difficult to answer Shofi's words which in the end had to hurt each other.

Can they stay together despite new circumstances, becoming new people in a new atmosphere.

But, that's not enough for Shofi, because for Shofi. It was like living with someone else. Maybe it was Fatih's body but Fatih's treatment was so different.

Fatih was confused by himself how to remember it. Wasn't that not something Fatih could do. Fatih tried, but it was too hard to remember.

"Well, if that's what you want. I'll try to remember how much I loved you!"

"Now you rest, don't mind too much,"

Fatih said again to divert the conversation. While driving Shofi to shofi's own room.

Fatih covers Shofi affectionately, then strokes Shofi's head lovingly.

"Sleep,"

Fatih said then Fatih moved, but Shofi held his hand so that he would not leave.

"Why?"

"Can you get me some medicine!"

"Where?"

"Drawers,"

Fatih glanced at the drawer that Shofi pointed at, then moved to open it. Fatih saw the drug, but Fatih did not understand what this drug was for. Didn't Shofi already have a cure from the doctor why ask this.

"What medicine?"

"Sleep!"

"Since when?"

"Four years ago,"

Deg ...

Shofi rounded his eyes as Fatih threw the medicine into the trash. How could Fatih dispose of the medicine being the medicine that Shofi needed.

"Why did you throw it away, I need that medicine!"

Shofi snapped, because Shofi would have trouble sleeping if he didn't take the medicine. Shofi gets out of his sleep but Fatih quickly holds him back until Shofi lies back.

Fatih further tightened her embrace when Shofi rebelled.

"Why?"

Fatih asked with emphasis, Fatih wanted to know why Shofi could take the drug, Shofi did not know if there were any side effects that at any time would harm Shofi himself.

"Why?"

"Because you're hiks .., I have trouble sleeping because I miss you. Hiks ..., you evil hiks ..., you evil!!"

"Why this longing torments me so much hiks ..,"

Fatih further tightened her arms in shock at what had happened to Shofi. How could Shofi be like this, Fatih could not imagine how much Shofi had suffered. The days that Shofi had were so difficult that Shofi was like this.

"I'm sorry, baby, sorry!"

Lilir Fatih kissed Shofi's head on top hoping Shofi would calm down.

Shofi's cry began to subside, making Fatih slightly stretch her embrace. Fatih removed the rest of Shofi's tears that were still inundated in his eye valve.

"From now on, I'm not gonna let you take that damn drug. I'll accompany you, treat the pain you're feeling,"

Fatih said sincerely back pulling Shofi in his arms. Shofi peeked his head in the chest of Fatih's field looking for the most comfortable place there.

Fatih kissed Shofi's head while stroking Shofi's back hoping that Shofi would soon be calm and comfortable.

"Sleep, I'll accompany you!"

"Don't go,"

"I'm here I'm not going anywhere!"

"I'm sorry I was too selfish ..,"

Fatih didn't answer that, because she didn't understand where it was going. Fatih just wants Shofi to go to bed quickly and peacefully.

Fatih continued stroking Shofi's back until Shofi fell asleep. Feels from Shofi's breathing that is starting to normalize.

Fatih did not know what else to do, because Fatih was just too Shok to know Shofi's situation like this.

"What in masala did I hurt you, I'm sorry!"

"I promise I'll make it up to you by any means. To make the pain go away!"

"Do you love me so much that you can be like this. I'm sorry I forgot about you. I promise I'll remember you back,"

Fatih muttered confidently to himself, Fatih was not wrong if he felt in love again with the same person even in different circumstances.

What difference will bring them back together or vice versa.

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