
The traces of today's event are still scattered, my event today that I think will be my happiness even ends in suffering.
I saw Kelvin sitting dumbstruck across from me.
When I saw her I thought of Elena. If I had just let Elena and Kelvin get married, maybe none of this would have happened. I'm not gonna hurt Elena.
Does Kelvin think the same of me?
But I'm not willing, I can't .
" Vin", I looked at Kelvin .
" Why brother? ", Kelvin woke up from his daydream.
" Later come with me to visit Elena's Mother" I said.
" I understand ", said Kelvin.
" We leave tonight, now rest" I said.
Kelvin gets ready to stand up.
" June.. I how? ", anna looked at me.
I was confused as to what to do with Anna. How should I behave ?
" You can go home now" said Papa who sat directly in front of me.
" Where?", Anna looked sad.
" To where you've been living" said papa.
" I can't possibly go back to Pah's forest?" said Anna.
But papa just kept silent not responding.
" June .. I didn't lie to my story, you believed me, did you?", lamented Anna.
" Remain Ann... Relax", I said.
" But everyone doesn't believe in me, whereas I only have you, Look at how your papa hates me even more" Anna continued.
" We hate you not without cause, you are the worst influence on Juna", said Mama.
Anna looked surprised, Sherly's mother who usually looks cheerful and calm can now scold her.
" You don't remember Jun? Since you married her? How is your job always neglected? How is Mulya's business? Destroyed !!" , cried Mama.
" Your father died - the death raised him back, it was also thanks to the help of Mr. Arnold and Jeng Naya, until we finally agreed to marry the two companies through an arranged marriage. You think everything that happened wasn't a part of it? This woman, who made you stupid and attached to her, just because of this woman Jun", Mama continued.
" lady.... Never mind... ", Kevin started to calm mom down.
" We do want to unite Elena and Kevin, but fate seems to be on your side. Because you're destined to pay for your own mistakes.. Awake Juna", said Mama.
" Ma.. I'll take a break" Kevin persuaded.
" Remember Ya Jun .. If you go back one step, I'll get Elena to divorce you myself" ' Mama finally complies with Kevin and goes to his room.
I'm jerking with Mama's words, divorce?
Me and Elena split up?
It's just my first day of marriage, right?
This wheel of fate, it really drives me crazy.
I look back on my past, I was a workaholic, successful with my brilliant career. But suddenly it was destroyed and Mulya Group almost collapsed, everyone thought Anna, my wife at that time was the cause. I loved her too much blindly when it always put her first and put aside all business matters.
" Where are you aware of your mistakes?", asked my papa.
I looked at Papa, who was staring at me.
" But" I said briefly.
Papa just nodded his head.
" If you already know where your mistakes lie, I hope you can take the right steps" said Papa who immediately stood up to leave me.
" Why are you Jun?", asked Anna.
I opened my eyes, saw the woman I once loved so much, but somehow my feelings for her were not the same.
" Don't you like me coming back?" said Anna
" Ann, it's not easy for me!", I replied.
" I'm your wife Juna, I'm also your wife" she said.
" I've been a widower since your accident Ann, over a year. You're in a coma, whether you or someone else like you, essentially my wife Anna is dead. Even your death certificate I have Ann!!",
" Now you've come, alive, well, then who am I waiting for her recovery for over a year Ann? Who did I bury, right? Who ? ",A,
" I've been trying to open a new chapter of life, I just married Anna" I said.
" You're blaming me Jun? I who even suffered for over a year live in the forest? Don't you know how hard my life is there? I also suffer Jun... I don't remember anything. And when I came home, my husband had already married another woman!! Have a young wife!! I also hurt Juna" said Anna.
" I'm sorry Ann" I said softly.
" June... You're all that matters to me, only you're Juna", Anna hugged me.
But the thrill of that feeling is gone, Anna who is now no longer fully housed in my heart.
" Ann, I'm sorry, but , I don't know in the eyes of the law, whether our marriage status is still recognized or not" I said .
" Juna!!!", Anna shouted.
I looked at him, waiting for him to talk.
" You're just thinking about status? Has your love for me been lost?" he said.
" I can't rule out Elena, she's my wife now and my priority" Juna said.
" So I'm not your priority anymore?", Anna looks sad .
" I'm sorry Ann, that's not what I mean" ' I said.
" If even you're the one I love the most, I hope, won't be with me anymore ' I'd rather just die Jun" Anna ran.
He ran to the kitchen and took a knife, I chased him.
" I just die Jun, you can move on with your life" Anna said.
" Ann, just calm down, don't do anything stupid" I shouted.
Anna was ready to cut her own veins, she was too reckless.
" Ann .. Please", say.
" There's no point in me living if you don't accept me anymore Jun" Anna said.
" Alright.good ... I'm gonna keep accepting you, we're gonna talk about this all right, okay?", I'm begging.
" You're not wholehearted Jun... I know you had to" said Anna.
Knife slammed to the floor, Kevin came at the right moment, he kicked Anna in the hand.
Anna fell to the floor, crying.
" Be calm Anna", I grabbed her, Anna hugged me, cried.
" If you want to die, just die somewhere else, because here my brother has buried you, there can be no second funeral for you" Kelvin said.
Somehow Kelvin looks ordinary, not shocked and only speechless when he finds out Anna is back.
" Vin.... Do you hate me too?", asked Anna.
" So, just take him to the guest room, get some rest, and don't make any more noise" Kevin said. He did not answer Anna's question .
" Ayoo Ann, for a while" I said .
I took Anna to the guest room.
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