ELENA..YOUNG WIFE, MR. JUNA
ELEVEN.

The dawn had fallen but I could not sleep. I saw the man beside me sleeping well. From his face was exhausted, that's why I paused to build it since last night.

I started to imagine getting married and living with her. Just by looking at her, looking at every fine line on her face I became more and more fascinated. It turned out that He took good care of his face maybe better than me who rarely took care of my body and face. His face was so clean and Arjuna looked even more handsome while still sleeping this way.

Although fascinated with every line of his face, I can't believe I'm afraid to live with him. It is possible that we are parallel from the financial aspect, yes, we are from the same family degree, so there is no way that I will suffer financial consequences. But Juna's heart is already in possession, which is why I'm afraid to live with people who don't love me.

All this time I've been living a loving life with my parents, everything I wanted I could easily get, because I was an only child. My parents always prioritized me. If when I'm married and unhappy, how do I get through it ?

I also started to think about what would happen if I really fell in love with this man.

When I was a kid, I dreamed of marrying a man who would love me all the time. Like my father and mother, I dream of living like those who love and love each other.

But all my dreams are shattered knowing about this matchmaking. My mind floated when I decided to live independently, my time was up for work and not thinking about my love life . I have not been able to find true love, I have to be faced with a prospective husband of a widower who is still thinking about his late wife.

Ahhh...

I could not feel my tears dripping down my cheeks, I could not bear to be hurt, because all my life I never hurt even though due to man or love. And that fear is tormenting me now.

Juna looked squirming, he opened his eyes and looked straight at me.

" Heyy.. Why are you ? " , Juna swiftly approached me and grabbed my hand .

I don't know why my crying is getting so.

Juna hugged me. I went in her arms, felt her scent, my heart was racing again . . Irregular .

I realized he was worried about me. I couldn't be honest with her if I was afraid to marry her, or I was afraid to start loving her and I was afraid that I would be disappointed in the end.

" Leen... Try to explain, why you ? Don't make me worry!!", Juna looked at me gently I looked back at her even though she was still in tears.

" Should I kiss her to stop crying? ", said Juna.

With lightning-fast reflexes, I closed my mouth. He smiled looking at me. But I was still silent even though my crying had started to subside.

" Why are you afraid of being kissed by a husband ? ", he tried to help wipe my tears with his hands.

I didn't think this guy's hands were so soft, I got goosebumps. Besides Dad, no man has ever touched me, let alone been in a relationship with me?

Now the only man who has ever touched me, is Juna. I let go of my hand which had closed my mouth. I let Juna touch my whole face remove the remaining tears that had dripped.

Juna touched my lips, he stopped. I looked at her and she looked back at me, from her eyes as if she was asking permission to kiss me.

I was pounding more and more and clearly I could also listen to Juna's heartbeat in this silence. But the rhythm is normal, Juna is not pounding like me.

Juna was getting closer but I quickly turned my face, smiling but with the usual smile.

" In a moment, your first kiss will be mine", he chuckled whispering those words in my ear.

I still see him laughing.

" Don't hope", I said flatly.

" Ahh.. You're this.. Other in the mouth other in the body. Your body language wants me so badly" he said.

" What - what are you? I don't want you" I said.

" Yes now, next time Lena, I make you want me, later" said Juna.

" I don't think you're fully awake yet, why delirious like that" I said.

Juna smiled broadly.

" Why are you crying ? ", he asked again after tidying up his sitting position.

" I can't sleep" I replied, looking away from him.

" Is there something you're hiding from me? ", asked Juna probing looking at me seriously.

" No, I'm so upset with you, I can't sleep and you fall asleep like that" I said, confirming my sitting position.

" ah... I shouldn't have made coffee last night.I'm sorry, from now on I promise I'll never sleep before you fall asleep", Juna glanced at me,

" When we are married of course" added Juna smiling very happily.

" You pervert" I said.

" Mister Juna, what are we going to tell our father and mother to come home this early in the morning" I said.

Juna scrunched his forehead, his face looked extremely astonished.

" What you're afraid of Len, spending the night with my own future wife, that's a natural thing" Juna said.

" What do you mean?", I asked in astonishment.

" lena... You're my future wife, I can take you wherever I want, right? And I can do whatever I want" said Juna .

He grinned scary.

I stood up and ran to the bathroom to wash my face. Juna laughed out loud. He was so happy to tease me.

Out of the bathroom I saw Juna stretching, must be very tired of sleeping on the sofa all night.

I would love to tell Mother about my situation. I'm trying to find my phone, but nil . Then I remembered I didn't bring my phone since last night.

Outside there is still a speck of rain, although the morning is approaching, it seems that the rain last night is very durable until now. Ahhh.. Of course, it has started the rainy season.

The sky was still cloudy, the sun reluctant to reveal itself. Maybe gumiho is crying sad somewhere, so the rain tag ceases.

After Juna cleaned up, we each came out of the Villa. The air this morning was very cold, plus the rain that was still falling, adding to the cold.

Fog is still visible in the distance, signaling temperatures that have not yet risen. I tightly embraced my own body, Juna's jacket still faithfully wrapped around this cold body.

Juna drove me home, though I was afraid that Mommy would ask questions because we spent the night together. But Juna looks very relaxed. People who are experienced in relationships are very different.

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