
"Again on the spin this time I failed.. what.... is there another way? But how.. "
"in the end there are only two endings for me. Kill the gods or be killed by these gods.."
Novan covered his face with a long sigh. And then Fobetor realized that it was not the 'round' and 'end that Novan first got. That means that Novan who he also knows now can potentially be a Novan who is currently in front of him.
How many rounds he went through in order to successfully kill the gods, how much suffering he felt and witnessed to transform himself into the strongest, he said, and what a heartbreaking ending he has had until then. Fobetor doesn't know. No one knows.
"Your curse continues to cling to my soul, no matter how much I repeat time, even though my body is young and everyone I love comes back to life, those of you who curse me not to be able to remember these moments are very disturbing to me.."
Novan clasped a silver clock in his hand, one he always smashed to turn back time. But in fact Fobetor knew it was not a clock to turn back time, but a clock that threw the soul of its owner into the past.
In other words, the future Novan and the one Fobetor knew were two different but fused souls.
'this is the reason why Novan has a dual personality. because the other personality figure is none other than the Novan of the future..'
The curse that makes Novan can not remember his past, no other means a curse that makes him unable to see the future he has gone through. That way the percentage for Novan to destroy the gods becomes absolutely impossible.
𝑻𝒂𝒑𝒊 𝒂𝒌𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒏𝒚𝒂 𝑵𝒐𝒗𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒍 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒖𝒏𝒖𝒉 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒂 𝒅𝒆𝒘𝒂..
𝑳𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒚𝒂 𝒂𝒑𝒂 𝒂𝒌𝒉𝒊𝒓 𝒚𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒓-𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒓 𝑵𝒐𝒗𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒂𝒏?
𝐷𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑎 𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑑𝑒𝑤𝑎 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑘 𝑁𝑜𝑣𝑎𝑛? 𝐴𝑝𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑑𝑒𝑤𝑎 𝑗𝑎𝑢ℎ 𝑑𝑖 𝑝𝑢𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑢𝑚𝑛𝑦𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑎ℎ 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑘𝑠𝑖𝑘𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑘𝑎𝑛 𝑁𝑜𝑣𝑎𝑛, 𝑎𝑡𝑎𝑢 𝑎𝑑𝑎 𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑎𝑛 𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑔𝑎 𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑘𝑎 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑑𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑖 𝑁𝑜𝑣𝑎𝑛..
The more Fobetor thinks he's not finding the answer, but he's convinced of one thing, he wants to help Novan. Fobetor does not want to see the round that Novan has been through repeated again, even though it means he has to betray his own people, Fobetor does not matter called a traitor if it is to prevent the destruction of the world.
[You've seen the memory of the 1666th spin]
The mysterious voice echoed within the scope of this room, slowly the clear view became distorted. And when Fobetor found Novan floating alone in a dark pool of water, he pulled the young man's hand firmly.
𝐾𝑎𝑢 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑎ℎ 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑖 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑎-𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑎 𝑦𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑦𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑘𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑟𝑖 𝑦𝑎..
𝐾𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑡𝑢 𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑘𝑢 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑚𝑦..
𝑾𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒊 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒂 𝒚𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒖𝒊 𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒉 𝒎𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒊 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒖𝒌𝒎𝒖 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒊..
Fobetor's form slowly turns into a sinister black shadow, but instead of being able to pull Novan out of the pool, he is attracted by Novan's hand. His creepy body plunged into the black water so cold, but slowly his figure even returned to being human, a figure he got through a pact with Novan.
Novan slowly opened his eyes, his two reddened pupils looking at Fobetor blankly and then in a heavy voice he said a request that Fobetor could not understand.
"Please don't sacrifice yourself again"
Before then the dark pool turned into filled with beautiful stars and both of them finally came out of that subconscious.
Waking up on the lap of someone he didn't know, Fobetor, who was seen in the form of a snake, immediately looked up. "Sorry did I wake you?" Medusa who closed her eyes seemed to ask in a panicked tone.
"You. t-wait a minute! Where is the kid?! Mr. Novan-" just as Fobetor cried out in panic, now a white finger covered his mouth quickly.
"Please don't be noisy, right now.. Mr. Novan had not yet opened his eyes" Medusa looked at the bed that Novan was sleeping on, beside him Rian and Valas seemed to calmly check the condition of the young man's body.
"The abundant divine energy exploded within him, it seemed like this was because he could not control the power that the gods gave him" Valas said.
"Someone who has no god power cannot see the god energy of others"
"So you mean"
"What about the person who can bring out god energy without the help of a god? Is that possible?" Ask Fobetor who then changed his form into his human form.
"Over my life in this world, cases like this have only existed once. That's the one who turned into a demigod." said Valas.
"I have lost all the knowledge that I have gained from the rounds I have lived, the gods have seized those memories and now I have rediscovered them thanks to the book that this boy found.." Forex held up the old book in his hand, it was a diary he had long written and was now in the stage of copying the book. "I don't directly owe this boy"
"... About when will he fall asleep like this?"
"We can't confirm it, maybe a week or so" said Valas.
"Wait, by the way how are you here?" Fobetor's question for a moment made the forex speechless.
"I was here to ask for your help.." Valas put down his glasses and then took off his gloves "now the young master is being held hostage by the Duke of Akasa, I do not know the details but he is rumored to have committed an offence and the act of not wearing.." Forex looks so worried.
"Even so I am sure it is just a mere accusation, either way I am the one who has stood beside young master Nikolai, how brave was his trauma to the Akasa family that had sent him to the Candra family had created a trauma that would never disappear" realized there was something strange Rian then began to speak.
"So it's true.. That fourth brother is actually Nikolai?" Valas seemed so reluctant to tell about the history of the two families, but he inevitably had to tell it.
"Please do not hate him too much after hearing this story. Mr. Nikolai was a person who since childhood was chosen by the god Tipu Daya, who was the god of, because of the difference between the beliefs of this gift he was finally sent to be the fiancee of the daughter of the Candra Family since the age of 12 years..
"The Candra family is a symbol of the moon that shines on the empire, but in this generation none of its descendants get the blessing of the goddess of the moon, Ratna. The forced marriage ultimately left only a disaster, the entire Candra family died without cause as well as the fiancee of the young master of Novan, forcing the child who was only 15 years old at the time to become the head of the family while completing his education at the academy..
"Mr Nikolai no longer wanted to be in touch with the Akasa family, therefore he completely changed his appearance. Her dark blue hair is exactly like yours she paints white though she can't change her golden eyes.. Mr. Rian, if it could be likened at that time he was the same as you are now, even though he did not want to be in touch with his family but he often noticed you"
Valas smiled bitterly at Rian, not believing that a day would come when he would tell the love story of an older brother that even his younger brother did not recognize. Forex knows how much Nikolai wants to protect his brother who forgot him, even the reason Novan was sent to port to take care of pirate problems is just a pretext, as well as the treasure he promised, he said, even so if Novan succeeded he had no problem giving half his property for the life of his sister.
Through Loki's eyes, Nikolai finds out Rian has survived and is on Novan's side, which is why he immediately sends a letter to surrender and just returns to the residence, Nikolai just wants his sister safe.
"𝗕𝘂𝗸𝗮𝗻𝗸𝗮𝗵 𝗶𝘁𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘆𝗮 𝗸𝗶𝘁𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝘂𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘆𝗲𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗸𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗮?"
A hoarse voice interrupted the conversation, from the direction of cashier Novan seemed to open his eyes and look at the people before him. His face looked so pale as if he had been having a nightmare. "My sister-no Nikolai must be in lockup in a dungeon with Arin.. Those shitty goddesses must have planned this"
"What are you saying, son?" Forex seemed clueless but instead of asking what Novan meant, Fobetor was more curious about the round he had seen.
"Did you get a piece of your old memory?"
Novan paused for a moment before then grunting tiredly "not a pleasant memory.." his reply with a bent face with a hand rubbing his own face "you will not believe it even though I tell it.." continued Nvan, continued Nvan, although a little but it seems obvious that something has changed from Novan.
"Like you managed to kill the gods?" Fobetor tried to fish but beyond expectations it was not the round that Novan saw.
"No. I saw my 5th round, back then. I played the first child of the Akasa Family, the older brother of all the children of Duke Akasa.."
"What?!"
[Connected]