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Dira walked down the hallway of her school pensively, still wondering what happened to Sheila. Why did the girl suddenly seem angry at him, did Dira do something that made Sheila angry? Butwhat?
Dira was confused just now Dira was happy because Sheila was willing to be friends with him, but now Sheila was even funny again with him.
"Eh that's Sheila!" Said Dira when she saw Sheila enter the classroom.
"This time I had to ask Sheila why she had changed," Dira quickly stepped into her class and approached Sheila who was sitting neatly in her chair.
"Sheila I want to say," said Dira then noticed the surroundings, "but not here," he continued.
Sheila raised her head to stare at Dira flat for a while and then stood up, "Gue is also willing to talk to you. Follow me!" take Sheila, the goal is now to go back to school because she feels that talking there is more comfortable because no one eavesdropped.
Dira continued to follow Sheila with anxiety, not knowing what Sheila would say. But Dira didn't want to hear it. After a while they got behind the school, Sheila stopped her steps and turned to face Dira.
"Dir," called Sheila who made Dira raise her head and look at Sheila with her trademark smile.
"Yes Sheil,"
Sheila smiled faintly, "Don't interfere in my affairs anymore huh,"
It's true what Dira said if he didn't want to hear what Sheila was going to say.
"What do you mean Seil?"
"Gue doesn't want you to be wretched just because you want to help me. So please don't interfere with my business and.." Sheila stopped her words.
"And don't hold on to me anymore," continued Sheila who made Dira surprised, why Sheila suddenly became like this when yesterday she had agreed and it didn't matter if Dira helped her.
For a while there was only silence between them until Dira opened his voice.
"But sorry Sheil I can't, I can't let people around me let alone my friends in distress. As long as I can help, I have to help, right?" Dira explained.
Sheila sighed harshly should how else for Dira to listen to her words, "But in a way disfigure yourself?" sheila said a little.
"Lo why the hell is Dir? We just got to know, there haven't been two months of school here. But why are you reaching all of me?"sheila.
"Indeed to nolongin people we must know a long time ago, huh Sheil?" tanya Dira who made Sheila speechless.
Sheila smiled obliquely, "My thug with your acting Dir,"
Dira scrunched his forehead confused, "How about? I'm no longer acting" said Dira.
"So you want to go to school here? At first I pity you so I just let you do the task calmly. But I've long been fed up with your pretentious good behavior, even until now you still pretend to be good." said Sheila while Dira was still silent with a feeling of shock and confusion.
Dira looked at Sheila in disbelief as to how Sheila could think that way about her, her heart ached. And again did Sheila already know that Dira was working with her father, om Arzan.
"What is the meaning of all this talk about Sheil? Why can you think like that? I'm not pretending to help you," said Dira making Sheila once again tilt her smile.
"Don't pretend to bego deh Dir, I know that you're my bokap man. I even knew from the first day you went to school" Sheila said.
"Well, where did you know?" Tanya Dira tried to calm down.
"That's not necessary to know! The most important thing now is if you still want to go to school here, don't interfere in my business! Understood?" Said Sheila and left Dira who was still glued to her place. Sheila had shed tears but she quickly wiped them away.
Until Sheila disappeared from before him Dira was still silent with a pushy look, he lowered his head and without realizing it the clear circles had flowed freely on his cheeks. Sheila's words this time very piercing her heart, Dira already can not stem her tears anymore.This time what else should Dira do? Why is there nothing right Dira to do? Dira failed again.
"What Dira must do, O Allah, hix" said Dira with a hiccup.
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Sheila had just come out of the toilet and found Santi her classmate washing her hands in the sink, Sheila also washed her hands without caring about Santi who was glancing at her cynically.
"It's a wonder I'm not in class not in the toilet to meet my mouth the same as the pms, later I can get unlucky just like Fay again," cried Santi while rolling his eyeballs.
Sheila stopped her hand washing activities, she clenched her hands tightly, she could not keep going like this. He really could not stand the insults that his friends always gave him. Especially Santi although he did not hurt Sheila physically but he hurt Sheila's inner self. In class, Santi is the one who always pumps her friends to hate Sheila, even though Sheila never did evil to Santi but Santi really hated her.
"Why are you kayaking? got mad? Do you dare to fight?" Ask Santi songong.
"Cih you bastard carrier," she continued.
Sheila hit the toilet wall next to her firmly which made Santi aghast, she turned her head towards Santi and looked at him sharply.
"Enough San! Udah quite lo ngehina and slander me with your rotten mouth that lo!" sheila said and stepped closer to Santi until their distance was only one step. Their sharp looks clashed against each other.
Santi tilted his smile, "Lo thought with you brave so I'd be scared? Not Sheil sorry and also I'm not slanderous because all I'm talking about is the fact that you're a pesky carrier,"
"Lo has proof? If there's a show to me!" Sheila asked which made Santi speechless.
Seeing the silent Santi could not answer Sheila laughed crisply"Why silence? There's no evidence, right? So stop talking about useless things with that rotten mouth of yours, you know you don't smell shit!"
Because Santi was furious about slapping Sheila's cheek but Sheila quickly held it back. Sheila held onto Santi's hand a little strongly so that made Santi grimace in pain.
"Gue perempikin to lo, don't macem-macem me again! If you can never ask me to speak or say my name?" Said Sheila and threw Santi's hand rough and then passed away leaving Santi who was still lamenting his sick hand.
"Akhs. Damn it since when did he dare to?" lirih Santi's.
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