Differences
part 9's

When there is no place for him to go home, let alone to go home and settle for him to complain alone still have to make him think twice to really be sure who is there.

When he looked back, no one was there just to give him a single word of encouragement or a little support in order to survive.

The shadow of how he was sitting alone in a quiet darkness, a narrow room and the smells of unused goods that may have been stored longer before he knew the world.

Then after choosing to give up, there was one door that opened among the many doors in the room.

Even with a light that is not too bright but can still lead him slowly to get out of the dark place.

A rope that seems to pull him to continue walking even though several times he will continue to fall tripping over rocks.

There was one word that someone had once spoken to her, not knowing whether this could be called motivation or not, which Surya obviously believed in this one word, that she said

"There will be ease after hardship that life is not always at the point itself, if you previously felt the world is not fair, you feel everything near you is too difficult, but without you realizing it will lead you to meet the happiness, happiness that you really dream of" said Mahen at the time.

As it has been, this morning began with a little opening word from mahen. The man was surprised by Surya who sat crouched in front of the door of his room.

Almost that child got a football if only mahen walked still half conscious.

The wide grin from Surya that he first discovered when he saw her. When asked why, surya did not answer anything but a small laugh, his hand held his stomach, maybe hurt because of laughter, mahen did not understand.

After finally they moved places in the long chair in the guest room.The conversation continued to discuss several things from yesterday, yesterday again until yesterday-yesterday's day that day again.

"But I'm still not sure what happiness I can have" said Surya suddenly

Mahen clucked" you mah nothing tiara, tiara nothing"

Surya chuckled a little later with a cute face as if to tell the truth from mahen's words just now, the man then nodded.

"Happy you don't have to be the same Tiara, there are so many things that can make you happy, not just one or two people" said Mahen

"But the definition of happiness that I know is incomplete without Tiara, you know how to understand" Surya raised his eyebrows

Mahen poked his lips, not wanting to join in justifying, what did he not understand? Mahen also has someone, he is just as important as Surya who loves Tiara.

But on the one hand mahen is also aware, happy can not only with the presence of one person, he still needs his best friend. Not wanting to lie because that is the fact, he is incomplete without the important role of the person he calls a friend.

Life also can not if only with the presence of one person, whether true or not but obviously mahen feel it.

"Difficult to talk to a person who is already bucin acute gini" mahen threw his shoulders on the back of the sofa

Surya throbbed, a while after he began to be interested in seeing what his three best friends did in the house.

The three men appear to be playing the game until Joshua is sentenced to sing in a loud and loud voice.

"What's so good singing?"

When Noval started to think Juanda already had the answer, about what our singer will bring this time

"Chicak on the wall?"

Noval seems to have been less amenable to Juanda's proposal just now

"His Kindergarten is my bang" chirps noval

"We're making a punishment for this song, you have to sing without putting Lo's lips together"

Surya was apparently intrigued when he saw Joshua start to get confused.

"So I have to keep doing that?" Ask her

"Until the song is finished, if it is repeated wrong" said Noval firmly with a face that is arrogant made-up

"What ajaa really is"

"Nothing wrong, huh? The loser has to be punished" Noval said

How else, Joshua can't run from responsibility even if this is just a game he and his best friend created. Still this is a responsibility that he must complete, or else Surya will make his materials until one week into the future.

So Joshua began to take over all the attention of those sitting there. The man stood up, a little awkward because all his attention was on him.

But when he found his best friends clapping his hands it felt like his fear just disappeared.

No one knows for sure how he could be more happy and feel like living together with the people around him now.

All the laughter was. the sound of a dime but not fussy, Candra who was always his partner every run the plan to prank Surya and Noval, the king who was angry because he hated to see the whole house was a mess, and the, Juanda who has eyes curved like a sickle.

So this time after Joshua had a failure on his last sentence he had to let go of his face sprinkled with flour

Take it easy, this time Noval won't be angry. Because the flour is expired tomorrow, so with a little heavy heart Noval had to let the flour run with his face Joshua.

"Aaaa aaa bang pliss ahahaa" Joshua tried to dodge and brushed off the hand of Juanda who tried to smear her flour.

•••°°°•••

The twilight sky in Jakarta is currently seen blurring the view. Not because of the exhaust fumes on the road, not also dust or air pollution in the capital, but because he had just passed a grain of water from the eye.

The girl's eyesight slowly blurred and her arms got wet.

In front of him, Surya was silent, eager to stand up and sit closer to the girl, pulling her in a warm embrace.

Surya squeezed his fingers firmly, which were usually outstretched to wipe away the girl's tears, he knew the current Tiara needed her.

So without hesitation Surya stretched out his hand. The shampoo that the girl was wearing seemed to have not changed, still the same as the last time he bought, he knew it.

The smell of strawberries never changes.

"They're evil, yes" said Tiara

His eyes looked puffy

"Nobody knows what I am" Tiara said

Surya wasn't too hypocritical if he wanted to ban the girl from crying. Doesn't he have the right to cry too?

Surya grimaced softly, after wiping away the rest of the girl's tears now his hand could not stop wiping the top of the girl's head.

"Dear"

"Hey..."

Tiara looked at the eyes of the man in front of her, the eyes that were always sincere looking at her, the eyes that always looked shady, there were no lies there.

"I've heard of gini, if you don't find the exit then go back to where you first entered"

"You must have found your way home"

After saying that, Surya smiled, a smile that was hard to decipher. Sometimes this is how Surya, a man who is difficult to guess, even by those closest to him though.

"I'm sad again, why do you even think"

"Just understand"

"No need to find out now, just finish the hodgepodge, cry also need power" said Surya

"Yeah, cup cup cup cup cup cup" Surya patted the top of his girl's head slowly

"Mother menggeyel menggeyetin me with Indra, almost every night I have to find an excuse to not be told the same way with him"

Surya smiled brightly, his view was empty on the bowl of soto sauce that was now getting cold.

"Sometimes I like to think, don't I deserve to be happy?" Tiara

There was a feeling of unwillingness when it came to letting Tiara get close to others, the girl was too kind for her to just leave it to others.

But once again, Surya again realized one thing. Of the many things solar can compete for love and blessing, but with just one thing all hope is dashed.

Not wanting to get there, Surya did not want to easily give up, even with the risk he already knew he would feel.

"Everyone deserves to be happy and you too, just you still can't understand" said Surya

"The happiness of the person varies depending on the way you receive it, how you can let it color your life" said Surya

"And happy I'm not the same as him, mother if you want to be able to Indra with Salma aja" Tiara said

Surya chuckled slowly

"You can also negotiate with your mother later"

Don't take it seriously, Surya didn't really take Tiara's words seriously just now, like a sister, Surya also loved that little boy very much.

"Next time don't run away again well, I don't like, still good thing I found you earlier, if not how?" Sweat of the man

The thing that brought them ended up in the kang Jojo because the hungry Tiara ran away from home. After getting word from Salma that Tiara ran away from the solar house willingly left Juanda who was playing chess with her.

Even Juanda's scream was still ringing in his head as he yelled at him earlier. Though a few more steps Surya found his victory.

Tiara should know that.

For a while there was no sound between the two, only the sound of the clinking of the spoon clashing with the plate and also the sound of the horn of the car being sailed.

Until when Tiara glanced at the flat object lying on the table beside the man put down his drink.

With Salma's name on it, Surya glanced at Tiara and shifted the green button and turned on the loudspeaker.

"Sury, how have you met Tiara's sister?"

"Aman, this is someone else eating, he said laper" said Surya ended with a mild joke

"Oh Allah, it is true that the people of the house at home are eating well there" Salma said across the street

"Who's looking?"

"The man of the house-and Indra"

Tiara thought in such a blurred way would give understanding to Indra that really Tiara did not like it, in fact the man one was more intense to get it.

"Tell him away if I don't want to go home!" Ketus Tiara's

Let it be if the nature is a bit childish and stubborn, but there is really an uncomfortable feeling when Indra continues to come and easily ask permission to take him to the road, he said, as for Surya alone Tiara had to patiently persuade mother.