DIE Or LIFE
Episode 38 Chapter 2 - The Last Mission: Ocean IV

Shortly before Marko managed to stab Alif, Kye hit Marko's back until he was unconscious as well as Alif who fell unconscious “ Alif” Kye panic, so that he was unconscious, they moved to lay Alif and Marko in the passenger cabin

“ why is he this weak?” ask Arya Kye

“ before I answer your question, I want to make sure one thing” Arya replied

“ what”

“ you are tempted by what things to be able to follow a depraved human like this” pointed at Marko

Kye turned her face she seemed to sigh then Arya saw some blood vessels near her left shoulder reflex Arya held Kye's arm and lowered her shirt a little so that she could see her wounds “ this wound” Arya muttered

Kye immediately brushed Arya off and covered her wounds again, which was frustrating

“ if you don't want to tell your reason it's not a problem for you” Arya go

“ I had to follow his will” Kye said

Arya stops her steps, Kye tells Arya everything

“ you've seen the wound right, Marko has a serum to slow down my spread and my change to Kroon that's why I'm following his will” explained Kye

“ does he know your problem?” ask Arya

“ do not tell Alif I always burden his life lest I make him feel burdened because of my condition”

“ how long does the virus throttling effect work?” aryan said

“ a week for one-time use, he still has 2 more serums I have 3 days left more than that this virus will spread quickly” said Kye

“ you haven't answered my question” said Kye

“ your brother was exposed to poison when injured in the fight he did with Marko's men, the sword used by fighter Marko has been smeared with poison” explained Arya

Hearing that Kye was downcast and he regretted his behavior that did not stop Alif fighting at that time, he felt that he had failed to protect his sister. Arya goes back to the steering panel and tries to digest the information she gets from Kye, the serum Marko has from which he got it

Unlike the atmosphere on our ship that was happy to hear the saura Alif, it turns out that not only I heard it but Ben and the others were the same, Luna was crying haru hope her brother was safe with Alif, too, that night we ate ravenously because of the relief of knowing Alif survived, Alan had not yet awakened should he be on the infusion but because there was nothing we only wished he could be strong and conscious

The night was getting late as usual I could not fall asleep it was like seeing Ben who was fast asleep made me want to feel like sleeping like that again, it's been a long time since this epidemic got worse and spread that I had to hang out with my sister for almost half a year ago, I went out and sat down where I used to look at the dark moonlit ocean, I closed my eyes trying to forget for a moment the trouble that was waiting for me there.

Alan who woke up from his sleep saw Luna who accompanied him to sleep with a few pieces of bread and sausage by the bed, Alan woke up and took the food he knew if I definitely could not fall asleep

Walking while grimacing in pain carrying food in his hand he sat beside me “it turns out true you did not fall asleep” he said

I'm surprised to see “ Alan what you're doing here, you've realized apparently”

“ hey, hei, why so excited anyway, I'm hungry to eat while enjoying the sea at night” he replied

I pulled his arm “ back in the room lan, there are well people with stab wounds that are quite severe santay enjoy the cold wind here”

“ come on let's be adventurous do not be too brought tense” casual

I'm back sitting “ adventuring, it looks like you and Ben really enjoyed this trip”

Alan who was not aware of my worries he replied with a leisurely “ well, this trip is good to train the heart”

I turned Alan and stared intently at him “ Alan have you ever seen with your own eyes how – people die out there?”

I held back my tears from falling and looking weak by occasionally sighing in “ slashed, burned, shot, some even deliberately made bait, he said, Alan you know how hard it is to survive Kroon and the chaotic political targets of that time, he said, they had no choice but to burn the infected or the survivors to survive on their own without being able to rely or ask anyone for help

Alan bowed to hear my statement “sorry Lisa I mean to make you more relaxed just not to demean your struggle”

“ well, maybe I'm too sensitive but you should know what it is like and how it feels, like, maybe now that I'm with you through Kroon and the obstacles that exist but I had to survive with my sister it really hurts to see my sister asleep in the forest with me taking refuge from the attacks that exist, he said, seeing him tired of walking that we did not know where to go and sometimes he complained about what happened but I always told him if this was like a math question when he was testing it was difficult and made it furstasi but it will all be over if you do the easiest thing first” now my tears are unstoppable again shadowed my sister's face

Alan clasped my hand “ I will protect you and make sure you meet your family again”

“ you do not need to feel bad lan, do not promise anything in this condition” I said in a soft voice

“ this is not my promise but this has been my mission other than to take you to the island” Alan looks at me with really – really

Luna who woke up and looked for the whereabouts of Alan saw me and Alan who was talking he saw Alan holding my hand ‘separably it was you to him’ Inner Luna then he left disappointedly back to the passenger room, the next day started as usual I hadn't woken up from my sleep because it was so late that I fell asleep last night Ben and Alan were already on the steering panel because it was likely that we would arrive at the port today, in my sleep I dream to make me wake up with cold sweat on my body “hah-hah-hah, what was it” my murmur

With my pale face out of the room and looking for other existences, Luna was still asleep I was pensive to remember the dream earlier while staring at the ocean this morning, that dream scared me so much that I saw Alif who was shot for protecting me and then saw Arya who took something from me and fiddled with the tower, before I knew what was really going on I had already woken up from the shock of seeing her fall given that the dream made me tremble and worry

Ben who is heading to the engine room saw me “ Lisa you are awake, said Alan today the possibility of us reaching port”

I did not press Ben and just pensively thought about my dream earlier, “ pity this child he must have thought of many things” inner Ben

“ Lisa hey, have you eaten?” ben asked this time he shook my shoulder

“ huh, oh uncle Ben why?” conscious

“ uncle again, I do not know what is weighing on your mind but you must give space to yourself and do not overexert yourself” advice Ben

I nodded then Ben went to the engine room, now it was Luna and I who cooked the food, Luna said to go to meet Alan in the steering panel room while we were cooking

“ do you want sausage or sandwich?” ask Luna

“ whatever you and Lisa serve will I eat” replied Alan who is still focused on the map

“ alright”

“ hey you didn't ask me?” ben Sahut

“ uncle will definitely eat all of it so why do I ask” ledek Luna

“ this child's waah, come here you” Ben prepared to chase after Luna

“ aaaaaa, ka Lisaa” Luna also ran while laughing

Ben who felt that Alan's treatment should be more understanding to Luna made him forget the coordination he had calculated earlier

“ Ben is enough I so don't focus” said Alan

“ if you don't like him then don't give him hope” stressed Ben

“ I did not give him any hope, it is only natural that I am good and take care of the samples while at the headquarters it is my responsibility to give them special service and attention, the boy was the one who caught it wrong” Alan's tone began to rise

“ oh so, it means the same as Lisa”

This time Alan turned his head and answered “ I have no time to take care of such a thing” then Alan left with a look on the face of bete