CURSE Or GRACE
Nostalgic Teen

Panji remembers his past after getting a question from Bu Ratna, Panji's eldest son from his parents' two brothers was a vegetable merchant in the market. Since Junior High he was schooled in the boarding school, as well as his younger sister who is now still in class XI. Their lives are simple and lack nothing. Until something changed the course of his life. As he sat in the XI class his father was arrested and imprisoned for killing the village chief in his village, for some reason Panji never knew. To his knowledge, his father was a very religious man. His mother had suffered from depression since then and had to be treated in a rehabilitation center, since then Panji's temperament changed, he who was quiet and diligent became lost, and the, he did mischief - delinquency due to frustration suffered because he often got insults from his friends.

The pesantren had to remove him from school even though he lived to spend another year of his education. With his uncle's help he was able to get into a private high school.

This school is a complicated issue. Panji turned out to be a school with Gilang Pak Lurah's son who killed his father. Gilang who knows Panji is the son of his father's killer tries to avenge his father's death by beating Panji. Panji tried not to fight even though he was equipped with martial training during the dipesantren, the, he only survives and fends off just so that he can not be expelled from school again until he can graduate high school and can go from his hometown.

At the end of the school period, Panji was no longer able to hold his emotions, all the members of the Gilang group who had hurt him in the beat until he collapsed, including Prasetyo, Gilang's friend who helped gang up on him. Panji observed Ratna's mother's face, her heart rustling as if she had just met a ghost.

"Mother is Prasetyo?" Panji asked with a choked tongue.

"I'm his sister, and don't call me Mom! I'm only a few years older than you!" His eyes were angry. Panji was jolted to hear it, "It's fair that Ratna still looks young, she is indeed young and certainly brilliant brain to have an important position at her age, her face is also beautiful and attractive, and her face is also beautiful, not inferior to actresses who mill around on television.

"How's Prasetyo doing now?" Panji's tongue was still stuck, his fingers pitted to reduce his anxiety.

Panji recalled, he only realized at that time he was always about to hit Prasetyo when what he hated was Gilang. Prasetyo was knocked unconscious, black blood spurted from his mouth, his eyes staring at Ratna with his hands until he held the edge of the table due to his fear and guilt, but his brain caught the connection of the events that happened in his life, looking at Panji Ratna's face instead smiled amusedly.

"Save your bloon face, hahahaha, Ratna is still laughing amusedly, Prasetyo is attending the Police cadet education. How close are you to Prasetyo?"

"Prasetyo is being educated as a cop?" Prasetyo does have a good posture, but he seems to have a weak physique, often he does not participate in sports activities at school. Panji had even seen him faint when his horde tried to chase him. Panji's rapidly spinning brain composes pieces of the puzzle's puzle in his life.

"Not really, we only knew each other because of one class at that time, "Panji said carefully hiding the fact that they were actually hostile to each other.

"Squeen!" Now it was Ratna's turn to show an astonished face, her right hand supporting her chin while biting her nails.

" I was told to report to the police when you beat Mr. Burhan, at that time I checked your data I saw your diploma was the same as Pras, I called Pras, I called Pras, he begged me to help you as much as possible out of this, you said you weren't familiar, but Pras kept calling me every day to beg me." Aghast banner, now the two confused people looked at each other. For a second stared perfectly by Ratna's reddened face banner, she lowered her head blushing.

" Does Mr Burhan have a serious illness?" This time Panji looked into Ratna's eyes curiously.

"Eitherway! Mr. Burhan never told me even if I was his secretary."

"May I ask you a favor, seeking information on what illness Mr. Burhan had suffered before?" The banner begged, the pieces of the puzle began to form. Ratna's eyes immediately narrowed at Panji's request, he wanted to ask for what Panji needed to know the information, but he finally did not ask.

*are! I'll call you right away when I get the info."

"Don't geer! I can see your cell phone number in the employee data!" The banner of scratching the head was caught off guard, now that his luck was gone. Seeing the behavior of Panji Ratna smiling amusedly, Iamemandai Panji face, in her heart, Ratna judged that Panji is quite handsome, his body is also athletic, there are dimples on his cheeks that will make it very charming when smiling, smiling, too bad there's no reason to make Panji smile these days.

"I think I'm finally lucky today, there is a beautiful girl who likes me, let me lose a little if Ratna likes me, "Panji glanced one eye at Ratna who was greeted by the fierce gaze of Ratna.

"You're losing a little! I lost a lot! Ratna said Panji's joke in a sewot tone and then both laughed.

" Basic guy! Same everything! Can't see the slippery jidat! There's a little direct brush chance!" Ratna sneered while laughing.

"That's why I don't want to date men!" Panji replied to Ratna's insinuation, both of them laughed again.

"What will you do next Panji?" This time Ratna asked attentively.

"Let's go, I don't know what to do!"

"You better try to meet your parents, maybe they know better about your condition."

Ratna was right, she did have to see her parents, but considering her mother who was being treated at the parlor and her father was imprisoned, she did not know how to deal with it.

" Well, I'm going home to see my parents." After a long silence Panji finally decided to go to see his parents. He was actually reluctant to return to the hometown that has given bitter memories in his teens, but he also really longed to meet his mother and sister after almost a year of not meeting. He hopes his mother has better health, immediately a feeling of guilt in the heart of Panji because all this time he has ignored his mother.

Hearing Panji's reply, Ratna smiled, but the restlessness on Panji's face caught by her eyes, she took out the phone from her bag, then typed something, Panji's phone suddenly rang. A flabbergasted banner looked at Ratna's face, Ratna only smiled, her smile was like a rose that had just bloomed, the most beautiful smile Panji had ever seen.

"It's not necessary, I still have money left over!" Panji tried to refuse.

" Receive it, I know you need it, and it's not from me, from Pras!"

Panji could only scratch his head again to hear Ratna's words, indeed the rest of his salary was very thin, five million money could help him go to and fro looking for the information needed.

"Thank you very much, I will definitely return it!"

"Hadeh, keep the ego talking!" Ratna shook her head mocking Panji while smiling amusedly, Panji again scratched his head.