Cross The World With System
Unknowingly

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(A few years ago)

At 2pm. A car entered through the gate of Jhonatan's house and stopped in front of his house.

Xio got out of the back seat of the car wearing a white uniform wrapped in gray jake, blue shorts, and carrying a black bag containing violin on his back. He had just returned home from school and was escorted by his driver and he immediately went inside the house.

"MY MOTHER'S HOME!" His screams are still on the doorstep. Making the household assistants (art) in the house immediately turned to him.

"Don't yell baby, I can hear you from up here." Nadia's mother came down the stairs. Although only wearing a black sleeping dress with hair that is only tied back, she still looks beautiful and elegant when one by one her legs tread the stairs.

"Hehe.." Xio grinned with a row of white teeth and walked over and hugged his mother who had come down from the second floor.

The art that sees the behavior of its young master can only shake their heads with a smile because they have often seen it.

"Not going to the tutoring anymore?" The sound of the Jhonatan above also only charges *********** and wet hair. It also went down towards Xio and Nadia. Although Jhonatan only wore ********* and was bare-chested, the arts had already understood it, because every Jhonatan house was always like that unless there were guests.

"Daddy, why is this clock at home?"

"This boy, asked by his father, asked back." Jonathan ruffled Xio's hair. While Nadia was just chuckling beside them.

Jhonatan embraces Nadia's waist and takes her to sit on the sofa followed by Xio. Then an art serves 1 cup of coffee for Jhonatan and 2 cups of tea for Nadia and Xio.

After the art left again, Xio suddenly put his head on the right thigh of his mother who was sitting side by side with his father.

"Look at my baby." said Jhonatan, looking at Xio, who was smiling. Not to lose, Jhonatan also put his head on his left thigh Nadia. So now Nadia can see 2 people who are lying on the sofa with their thighs as a head pillow.

"Hm.it feels like having two children." Nadia said with a smile and her hands stroked the hair of the two of them. At the same time Xio and Jhonatan's eyes met Nadia's.

"You have such beautiful eyes as your father. Staring at her was like staring at the vast ocean."

"Mother's golden brown eyes are also very beautiful. Isn't yah?"

"Really.very pretty." Jhonatan. Nadia looked deeply into his eyes.

The three of them are chatting like a harmonious family and like it has become a perfect family. Until suddenly Nadia coughed while her mouth was covered with hands. His cough was not like a regular cough, but like the cough of a sick person.

Jhonatan and Xio were shocked when they saw the blood on Nadia's hand. With a swift Jhonatan directly holding Nadia into the car without having time to wear pants first. Xio got into the car by holding onto his mother. From his face he looks very worried afraid of his mother why-not because all this time his mother has never been sick.

Jonathan drove his car like a man who was defying death. Every car that hinders his overtaking, no matter the cries of angry people, and no matter the traffic lights. Because now he is more worried about his wife who still does not stop coughing. Behind his car was heard police sirens because Jhonatan violated traffic, but Jhonatan did not care if he had not reached the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital, he could not breathe a sigh of relief, because he had to run to take Nadia to the hospital until the doctor and nurse came and immediately brought Nadia to the IGD.

In front of the door of the breath Jhonatan hunted like a man who hunted demons with a chest that beat very fast. Until then Xio came running towards the same Jhonatan was panting because he had to run after Jhonatan who was faster than him.

"Well, mom's okay, right?"

Jhonatan turned to Xio and hugged him while rubbing his head. While running to bring Nadia in earlier, Jhonatan realized briefly Nadia stopped coughing, but also her consciousness suddenly disappeared.

Xio was crying in Jhonatan's arms. From the moment in the car, only this time he saw his mother look like pain like that, and at that time his heart was like being pricked by needles when he saw his dear mother bleeding from his mouth.

Jonathan kept calming Xio. He knew that his son was only faced with this situation, and he knew that Xio was worried right now, because he was the same.

Some police who were chasing also just came to Jhonatan. But at the same time July also came with some people behind him.

"Lord let me take care of them.." July Saying. The men who were with Juli took the policemen away. July also left a clothes bag for Jonathan because he saw him out of the house only with ****** *****.

Now the two of them live in front of the IGD room. Jhonatan wore pants and a t-shirt that was brought in July, then grabbed Xio's shoulders while stroking him. 

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After the examination by the doctor, Jhonatan immediately approached the doctor to ask the condition of his wife. The doctor looked terrified because he knew who the man in front of him was. Coupled with the facts that had just been obtained after checking Nadia.

The doctor said Nadia's disease was unknown.

Jhonatan punched the wall hard enough and immediately grabbed the doctor's collar to make it look difficult to breathe.

"How does the doctor know nothing huh?!" His impact made everyone frightened as well as Xio, he clasped on the clothes of Jhonatan tight.

"Jhonatan.." a soft and comfortable voice was heard in the room. 

"Mother/Nadia!" Excited Xio and Jhonatan who immediately released his grip and ran into the room. When they saw Nadia, they both immediately hugged Nadia who was still lying on the patient bed.

"Darling, are you okay?"

"Is anyone sick, Mom?"

Jhonatan and Xio seemed worried. 

Nadia palpated their faces kissing alternating cheeks and smiling. Jonathan held that soft hand that felt like it was not powered up. Her pretty face became a little pale.

Somehow Jhonatan felt so weak to see his wife as helpless as it was, when they had just been chatting and joking. What Jhonatan felt was also felt by Xio he let out his tears and re-hugged Nadia.

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After being examined once again the doctors at the hospital did not know what disease afflicted Nadia. The upset Jonathan thought they were not being smitten and brought Nadia back to his residence.

Arriving home, Jhonatan called a more professional Indonesian doctor to check on Nadia. But still the result is nil.

That night Jhonatan called nearly 4 professional Doctors and they only suggested Nadia be given a supplement. Jhonatan little understand about medicine, if given supplements alone will not make the disease cured. He also expelled the doctors by force. Although it does not produce results, but these doctors still have to be paid a lot because they are professional doctors. Jonathan did not care how much money he had to go out, so long as his wife could be healed he would pay her any price.

In the middle of the night in the room, Jhonatan faithfully accompanied Nadia who was lying helplessly on the mattress, while she sat on a chair beside the mattress while staring at the pale face of his wife, and clasped his cold hand.

"Is Xio asleep?" Nadia asked in a weak voice.

"Yes Xio was asleep, he didn't stop worrying about you from before."

"I don't want Xio to worry.Please accompany him…"

Jonathan nodded and kissed Nadia's hand once more.

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The next day, the invited doctor from Germany arrived. And a wooden table had to be broken in two because it became an outlet for the annoyance of Jhonatan who heard the same thing as the previous doctors said.

Everyone in the house can also feel the atmosphere in the house to change. Jonathan's face was always grim, and the loss of warmth was as usual.

The atmosphere continued for more than 3 months. Jhonatan has called dozens of highly professional doctors from around the world, but Nadia's condition still does not improve, which is getting worse and worse.

Jhonatan has rarely been to his company only 3 times a week, because he is busy looking for ways so that his wife can improve. He also felt more and more grim Xio days were not as cheerful and bright as usual. A child who used to get the spirit of his mother, now had to lose his spirit to see his mother lying weakly on the bed with all kinds of aids to still survive.

Many friends of Jhonatan and Nadia friends who visit him, but more often is Baswara, because he is the closest friend of the two of them or already arguably like a friend.

Until finally Baswara became rarely visited again, because the two were busy with state affairs.

That night a doctor from Dubai came by Jhonatan's invitation. He examined Nadia in his room accompanied by Jhonatan, while Xio peeked in front of the door.

On the sidelines of the door with such a minimal view Xio could not see clearly, but could hear what they were saying.

"I'm really sorry, sir. I have been in the field of this doctor for decades, and have various types of diseases such as cancer and HIV that I deal with. Although Mrs Alexander's symptoms are the same as those, but I'm sure what Mrs Alexander is going through is different from those." 

Jhonatan was seen directly massaging his own forehead, dizzy why all the doctors said the same thing.

"And I have some unpleasant news…"

"Say!"

"I'm sorry once again, but it's very likely that Mrs Alexander won't be in the world for long."

His heart stopped in a split second. He widened his eyes in surprise at what the doctor said. His knees became limp helpless, until he fell to the floor with his knees landing first. Not much different from what Xio felt in front of the door that heard the doctor's words. He knelt down at the door with tears that had flooded his cheeks and lips that were shaking violently unable to scream and unable to make a sound.

Inside Xio's room also heard a commotion like shattered objects and the sound of broken glass. 

Juli came along with 2 bodyguards behind him because he heard the noise. He was surprised to see his young master kneeling in tears in front of Jhonatan's room.

"Young Master! What is the young master doing here?!" Juli immediately approached Xio and held onto both of Xio's shoulders. While the bodyguards just walked into the room. One brought out the doctor who looked terrified. While another bodyguard tried to stop the rampage of Jhonatan who was very into a trance but with tears flowing down his cheeks.

Xio ran into the room to release Juli's handle and immediately approached Nadia in her dormitory that had not yet awakened. She held her mother's hand which felt very light and cold and cried so much in her mother's hand that it was wet with Xio's tears and snot.

"Mother Xio please.don't leave Xio Bu..later who will listen to Xio Bu's violin concert.Mom has promised to come to Xio's show..." lirih Xio while sobbing and trembling voice. 

"Xio forgive father.Sorry this incompetent father.dad no longer knows what to do…" Jonathan hugged Xio in the back with an equally trembling voice and tears falling from his chin. He continued to hold Xio who did not stop crying and heard his son's stuffing like his heart was being pierced.

July, who saw the sharp fragments of the goods destroyed by Jhonatan, immediately cleaned them up until there was nothing left. He was afraid that Jhonatan would hurt himself again considering that Jhonatan has BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder).

A few weeks ago, July ordered everyone in the house to pay attention to Xio. He is afraid that Xio also has BPD like his father, because BPD can be passed down genetically.

But fortunately Xio has never shown to have such a mental disorder. Only Jhonatan still secretly hurt himself. If his clothes are removed, he may have scars all over his body.

Fear of being abandoned. He was afraid that the life he had dreamed of would end just like that. When Xio was born he felt that his dream or dream had come true. The days he went through became more colorful with the presence of two important figures in his life.

But it turns out that his dream life can't last forever.

Slowly Nadia opened her eyes. And he could see Xio and Jhonatan standing beside the mattress with their own faces.

"Why are you crying?" His faint voice came out of Nadia's mouth.

No one answered.

"Xio baby why are you crying?" His hand tried to touch Xio's hair, but only his finger could be lifted and managed to touch his white hair.

Hearing the voice of his mother Xio the tears on his cheeks grew increasingly swift and flooded his face coupled with his stuffing that was like a person in pain.

"July take Xio out first." Jhonatan.

"Let's Young Master…" 

"No!" Deny Xio. "I want to stay with my mom!"

Juli glanced at Jhonatan and was replied to a nod by Jhonatan. Then July was forcefully brought Xio by lifting him up even though Xio was face to face and hit July.

In the room was left Jhonatan and Nadia both with the door closed.

Jonathan wiped his tears and held Nadia's hand with both his hands. Highlight his eyes looked at Nadia's eyes as if there was something to say, but was stifled or unable to say a word.

"Jhonatan.say it…"

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Nadia rubbed Jhonatan's hand with her finger and looked back at him with a smile.

"You know, your smile is the prettiest smile I've ever met. And I've seen all the smiles that the world has." Jhonatan. "I don't want to give up and want to keep that smile from you...But I don't know how to do it anymore."

"All I've done and everyone says I'm going to lose that best smile. What should I do, Nadia? What am I supposed to do?" 

A speck of tears began to drip again from the blue sea. With lips that were unceasingly trembling while smirking those weak hands.

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