
Karin and Rafka still remain in the same position, namely Rafka who sleeps on Karin's lap with a sideways body.
"sir, I can feel the sadness that is in the heart of the twins, however I have not had a mother since she left me for good, there is a void in this life." Karin.
"no Karin, I feel like I failed to be a father to them." - Rafka.
"don't blame yourself, you and the twins no one wants to be in this position.You think I want my mom to die? I also don't want to be like that, I can't possibly dodge fate, however I have a sister who is just as devastated as I am. I realized that there was no way I could keep silent on this I had to get up, to and fro I was looking for a side job I could do while I was in school for living expenses, until I became a washing worker. When I graduated I immediately looked for a job because there was no way I could be a washing worker whose results were not much, I had to pay for Kiki school as well as the cost for eating everyday."
Karin paused her story and let out a heavy sigh, remembering how difficult it was for her to live life without her parents.
"what is certain is to make your child an excuse for you to be strong, now that the twins are fragile you must give strength as a protector for your children, he said, even when you are down even if you must rise up. rest assured that there will be happiness that will come your way in the future, do not blame yourself, sir, with you continuing to grieve this will not heal the wounds of the twins, which there you even add to the wound in the hearts of the twins." explained Karin.
Rafka digested what Karin said, confirming Karin's remark that no one can evade the destiny that God has set.as difficult as any destiny he still has to pass through, no matter how much destiny he has to go through, he also could not continue to grieve because it would make his son more hurt.
"yes you are indeed Karin, now that I must rise, maybe this is all the destiny that I must pass with my son." Rafka.
"you have to be strong, because here the most injured are Kenzo and Kenzi" Karin said.
"but what if I still hate the twins' mother?I told you about the mother of the twins, didn't I? I can't forgive what he's done, the wounds he's given are so deep that they can't be lost."
" as I said to you, make your child an excuse. Forgive me, though it is not easy, please do not let it be difficult, what with you continue to keep your disappointment you calm? does that make the twins happy? no don't you? I'm sure you're a good man, sir, you can take everything and reorganize your life better" said Karin
honestly Rafka felt very hurt by his ex-wife, his injuries were so deep that he did not want to forgive or give up everything that had happened. Rafka could have forgiven, but he would never forget the pain at any time, even if his ex asked to return he would not have given a chance even if it was just a little.
Rafka who had been strong with his stance, after listening to the words of Karin Rafka will try to forgive Cristin and mengikhlaskan everything.
"alright Karin, I will try to forgive and give everything.Thank you for accompanying me and giving me enlightenment, he said, until I realized my mistakes that cannot be sincere about the destiny that is in my current life line" said Rafka sincerely.
Karin smiled at his smile. Rafka who had been sleeping sideways now turned back on her back to raise her head towards Karin, because she felt embarrassed in the face by Rafka, Karin immediately closed Rafka's eyes.
"mister why did you turn around and look at me like that?" karin said with his hand that closed Rafka's eyes.
"why indeed? are you ashamed of being looked at by me?" ask Rafka wonder.
"no-no who's shy" Karin replied nervously.
Karin is nervous and embarrassed, especially her heart like a marathoner, as much as possible she covers her nervousness from Rafka.
"really? but I feel like you're nervous?" rafka said, even though he knew that Karin was currently in a gerogi so he wanted to tease her.
"no-dak" replied Karin quickly.
"then take your hands off my face."
With the weight of Karin's heart releasing her hands from Rafka's face, while the two's eyes collided with each other making their hearts beat irregularly.
deg! deg!
the atmosphere in the room became silent, only the sound of a heartbeat sounded and only the two humans could hear it.
"yes."
"Today are you willing to be the mother of the twins?" ask Rafka seriously
"meaning?" karin was confused.
"i mean do you want to be a part of my life, and a mother of my children ? maybe it's too soon.I've only known you for a week, maybe I'll break the record of falling in love the fastest ever in this world if it exists. Believe me, I'm telling you the truth Karin, when we first met I was amazed at you, and in the next meeting I felt comfortable and I convinced him that all I felt was love not just admiration or comfort." rafka said holding Karin's hand which she placed on her chest by rubbing it gently.
"sir I don't know what to answer? a week is too soon, I think, for me who have never dated or loved the opposite sex must take enough time to get to know each other, right? moreover, you want me to be your wife as well as the mother of the twins, you know that marriage is not a serious and sacred matter, I only want to get married once in my lifetime, sir." explained Karin.
'yes I accepted it straight away? I did like it when I first met, but I need time to justify my feelings of love or liking, I do not want to regret later if I make a rash decision.' Inner Karin.
Karin explained what was in his mind to Rafka, and Rafka justified it. For a moment he thought about how he could convince Karin, some moment of silence finally an idea appeared in his head.
Ting..
"you're right Karin."
"emm. how about this, we try to be in a relationship can be said approach or dating, I give 2 months for us to know each other, I give each other, if in those 2 months you return my feelings then we will proceed to a more serious level.but, if you do not return my feelings then I will retreat, how? you agree?"
rafka offers Karin an offer.
Karin begins to cradle Rafka's words.
'there's no harm in trying, anyway I'm curious about my own heart too.'
"all right I agree sir." said Karin confidently.
"are you sure?" tanya Rafka confirms Karin's answer.
Karin nodded her head.
"in that case, from now on we are dating. To start a new beginning, I want you to change your call to me, now I'm your lover so don't call me mister." said Rafka happily.
"emm, what should I call it?" ask Karin plain.
"it's up to you, mom, honey, baby, come on or call a name is fine."
karin's face was met with red hearing the nickname Rafka mentioned.
"what if I call Rafka?" said Karin with a flushed face of shame.
"a good choice dear" Rafka said with a teasing smile to Karin.
do not ask how Karin's reaction at this time, he turned his face embarrassed and also he neutralized his heart that had been beating unbecoming, Rafka who saw Karin's reaction chuckled amusedly.