Boss Turns out to be my enemy
Self-conscious

"Eughhh you're so annoying to Devinka" replied Elisha who had been lazy to argue with Devinka.

Elisha took his foot to the edge of two steps to distance himself from where Devinka was standing and he turned his gaze straight ahead, he was already quite upset that Devinka kept underestimating his memories and his historic phone.

Although the phone is not worth a bit for others especially for a Devinka but for Elisha it is clear that the phone means very much that no one will even be able to buy it with money.

Elisa will still keep the phone because all the memories in it are unfortunate if it is lost without her ever immortalize it.

I continued to feel annoyed until we were outside the company and revealed that Reksa had been waiting for Devinka in front of his car for a long time.

"Woi Dev, Lo why so long anyway" Muta snapped with an annoyed face.

"Gakpapa had helped the chick tuh nyariin cell phone junknya" reply Devinka again even insulted the phone.

Muta was confused and only responded to Devinka's words by raising her eyebrows because she did not understand what Devinka meant about the cell phone.

"Huh?, Cell phone wrecks, what do you mean Dev?" Ask Reksa who even clarifies again,

"That's his phone that went missing in the kitchen last afternoon, he looked for it again until I got dizzy seeing him keep going back and forth to the kitchen" Devinka explained.

Mutual who was curious about Elisha's cell phone he immediately asked him directly.

"Ooh... Where is the phone now, have you met it or not?" Ask Reksa again while turning her eyes to me,

"It's in my hand" I replied, showing the phone to Muta.

I thought that Mutual would not be the same as Devinka so I was confident when showing my phone to Reksa but it turns out that my guess was wrong they were the same, Mutual instead laughed at me because of my phone.

"Ahaha...Elisha are you kidding ha?, you are looking for a cellphone that is not worth using this for what Elisa waste your time this" said Reksa makes me feel sad and lethargic.

I know that the phone is already very ugly and not worth using because the lcd glass is cracked and even the casing is deformed, but I think as long as that phone can still be used to commit to someone else then the phone is still useful and again the memories in it I have to take good care of.

That phone was also the first phone I had I also didn't have the money to buy a new phone, and seeing Reksa reacting to me I began to realize that they were not the ones who were evil to me or insulted me, maybe it was me who did not deserve to be in one place with a person who was clearly different caste from me.

I should have realized that a long time ago so that I would not feel the pain of being underestimated and humiliated continuing like this, I don't want to reply to Mutual's words anymore because what he said was all true I can't scold him or blame him.

I prefer to keep my distance and switch the conversation when Mutual again asks me.

"Elisa.hey, why did you arrive so gloomy that what I said hurt you?" Said Reksa looking at me fixedly,

"No, I'm not papa and your words are true for you and Devinka who can use or throw away your phone at any time, this phone of mine is nothing much less price, especially, it deserves to be called a cell phone. Hmmm let's go right away where are we going to do our job?" Reply with a calm smile.

"Heh, chicken girl did you eat wrong today?, Why did you suddenly become patient like that, don't you want to scold me and Reksa or yell at us or even beat us ha?" Devinka said it made me unable to laugh.

"Ahahaha.real turns out I'm as hideous as that well in your eyes, just calm down this time I'm not in the mood to argue or even look for a commotion, let's quickly let's go" I pretended to be okay in front of the two of them.

Devinka and Reksa also walked my way which had already entered the car owned by Devinka and at that time I sat in the back alone while Devinka sat in front with Reksa who was driving the car.

While on the way I just keep turning my eyes out the window and enjoy a city that is so dense with various types of living things in it, when I see a lot of people passing by out there in different clothes and ways of talking to each other I feel like I'm slapped with the fact that I'm different from all of them.

For some reason a regret suddenly grew in my heart, I regret that I worked too hard to be a smart and ambitious child to achieve everything in school.

"Why I used to be obsessed with being smart well, and why I chose to go to school in an environment that wasn't created for someone like me, this makes me tired" I murmured inwardly.

I exhaled heavily and tried to hide the sadness inside me, I didn't want anyone to see my weakest point and I just wanted to keep looking cheerful, he is always happy and rude in front of everyone.

I knew I should not be weak because no one would ever pity me much less help all the hardships I faced, she said, basically, it is ourselves who will fight to die to realize what we expect and dream in the future.

When we are down there is only ourselves who give real spirit, not others. Maybe if those who still have a family will have at least a home to go home and shoulders to lean on, in contrast to me who only has my own two legs and hands.

Support all the tests in life alone, and be required by yourself to be perfect in order to be respected by others and stop being underestimated by everyone, but in fact being clever is not enough to get all that, because in this kind of environment precisely the control of parents and power positions is much preferred beyond everything I have sacrificed.

When I was lamenting myself who looked so unfortunate, on the other hand Devinka kept whispering to each other with Reksa talking about me quietly.

"Rek, do you think the same as me, it looks like there's something different about that chick, doesn't it?" Devinka said starting the conversation,

"Gue also fretted, but why is that I also don't know Dev" Mutual reply, but,

"Feelings while in the elevator he was still a girl father who before deh, even he continued to defend himself and stubborn as usual but on the same talk lo, lo, why did he arrive so moody?" And Devinka again.

Muta began to feel uncomfortable with Devinka's words just now because it was as if Devinka thought the change in Elisha's attitude was caused by him and Reksa immediately rebuked Devinka at that moment.

"Ohh so Lo mean he's so because of my words earlier yah?" Mutual Shoots with a glance,

"No, but it could be" replied Devinka made Reksa more upset,

"Aishh told me from the beginning that if you cornered me, there was no way he was because I was clearly the person closest to him who I was trying to be" said Reksa confidently.

Devinka immediately rotated her eyes and stopped responding to the remark from Mutual she also even turned her gaze back to the front upright until it made Muta slightly offended by her behavior.

"Heh, you're ignoring me well, you fucking Devinka!" Mutual grunts that remain ignored by Devinka.