
Along the way I did not even dare to raise my head in shame with the gaze of everyone who kept on looking at me, until suddenly Devinka and Reksa held my hands together and they looked at me with a smile, I was getting nervous.
And try to let go of the grasp of the two of them.
"Syutt's....Devinka take off your hands what are you doing?, Mutual you are also what the hell, release hey" grumbled softly as he continued to try to release my hands from these two annoying humans.
Instead of letting go of my hand they grasped it tighter and fought with each other, the more obscure it became.
"Reksa...you let go of his hand, you didn't hear yah just now the chicken said what?" Devinka yells at Mutual first, says,
"Heh, it's obvious to you why even blame me" Muta replied with a slightly furious face,
Devinka who saw such a reaction she became annoyed and immediately pulled me towards her quite strongly but on the other hand Mutual who did not want to lose also pulled me stronger to make me become the attraction material is pulling between the two fucking men.
"No chicken you have to be with me" Devinka said as she pulled me firmly towards him,
"Obviously Elisha has to be with me, it's Elisha" added Reksa who pulled me towards him as well.
I was so upset that they didn't stop pulling me so hard, and when it was clear that I was wearing high heels, it made it hard to keep my balance within myself, I tried to rebel and asked them to let me go but my strength was not able to fight the power of these two people who you.
Until finally Ciko and Dika came at the right time and they managed to make Devinka and Mutual stop pulling me in the opposite direction to each other.
"God.... DEVINKA, REKSA! What are you doing, release Elisha right now!" Snapped Dika and instantly removed the Muta grip from my hand,
Likewise with Ciko who was holding Devinka to release her hand from my hand, I immediately felt weak and almost fell because I felt dizzy because those who kept pulling each other pulled my hand before.
I bowed while holding my knees and the slightly abnormal breath also held my head which also felt a little dizzy.
"Ouch... Duh..aishh.this is all because of you, eughhh!" I was so upset and emotional.
I walked with a slight stagger but kept trying to normalize my gaze and refused help from Dika as well as from Devinka and Reksa, I really wanted to go alone because I didn't want to get into any more trouble because of them.
Until I reached the hall I sat at the front desk and waited for all the students who were going to graduate to arrive at the hall, until a while later the graduation event began one by one students were called to the stage with their parents or guardians, I saw Reksa and Devinka who had been called first and they were accompanied by Ciko and Dika as their two guardians, whereas when my turn came, I only went ahead alone.
And everyone is also not strange when I see me like that, because since long ago I was always alone, there was no guardian and no parent. I continued to strengthen myself even though people were whispering about me, I could only pretend not to hear them even when someone was talking about me right behind me.
I've been used to receiving everything just because I'm a kara, until when I came down and got the award as the best graduate student of the year, I did not feel happy at all and I immediately ran out of the hall and away from the crowd of people who looked so happy taking selfies with his family who were present at the graduation ceremony.
I ran with tears that almost fell from earlier, I cried alone while crouching down and hiding my face down between my legs, all of a sudden, Devinka came up to me and gave me a tishu.
"This wipes away your tears" Devinka said as she gave the tisyu,
I started wiping my tears continuously and trying to stop crying but unfortunately I could not stop my tears from flowing nonstop, maybe I didn't make a sound but tears can't be lied to, those fucking tears just kept coming out through the defensive wall in my eyes.
I knew Devinka was staring and watching me, so I kept trying to hold back the sadness inside me and stop the tears that kept coming out of my eyes, but unfortunately I failed I couldn't stop crying and just when I held back the tears even more.
"Chicken if you want to cry don't be held back, let it go and no one can see me crying here" Devinka told me.
Hearing Devinka's words like that and her rubbing the tops of my head, I was increasingly unable to hold back the tears and sadness within me, so suddenly I immediately poured out my heart at once and cried very loudly in front of Devinka.
"Huaa..hiks...hiks...hiks....heu....Devinka why are you telling me to cry huaaa..." My cry is a little loud, though,
"Eh...eh.. chicken stopped stopping why you were crying so hard like this, have your voice slowed down" said Devinka, staring back and forth with her face panicked.
I immediately stopped my crying and I immediately wiped the remaining tears on my face.
"Devinka you fucked you yourself asked me not to cry, but now you're asking me to stop, how the hell" I said annoyed while hitting Devinka softly,
"Aduhhh.aishh.. chicken you're crazy yah" she grimaced in pain.
I immediately got up to my feet and he suddenly held my hand and asked to go along with her.
"Devinka let go, what else do you want to do?" I asked in surprise and immediately threw my hand away from him,
"Let's come with me, you can't go anywhere alone" he said, pushing my body continuously.
Until we finally arrived in front of the hall and there was Reksa who was holding a bouquet of flowers there was also Dika who came to me and led me to do a photo shoot with other friends who were there, Muta gave Devinka the bouquet of flowers and she gave it to me, I was very happy and flattered for what they gave me.
It was truly the most joyful day that I, for the first time, after coming out of the parlour, felt the warmth of being with my friends, and can be in a farewell photo in the midst of other students.
I know all this thanks to Devinka even when we broke up, Reksa asked me to take a picture alone with Devinka and they kept forcing me only Dika who was on my side and did not force me at that time.
"Elisa quickly shifts I'm going to take a picture of you with Devinka, and you're getting rid of you just worsening the scene" said Reksa who made Dika annoyed and knocked her head hard enough.
"Players...basis you really think I'm what, huh?" Snapped Dika does not accept,
"If you don't understand what I mean, let Devinka take a picture with Elisha once, you don't be the third of them" said Reksa while whispering to Dika so that at that time I could not hear him clearly.
Devinka and Elisa at the graduation ceremony.