Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
Don't be sad


Raka and Shasa return to his room


Shasa lay on the bed and tilted her body, turning her back to Raka who was sitting on the side of the bed while facing her


Shasa wiped away the tears with his palm, silently inhabiting Raka who was sitting behind him, who also said nothing


Raka kept staring at Shasa's back, she didn't know what to say and had to do what to make Shasa quibble from her grief.


Raka sighed, she lay down near Shasa who was still behind her


Raka tilted her body, hugging Shasa who was behind her


"Tomorrow... I want to take a walk to the park, do you want to accompany me? Raka asked, but the question did not get an answer from Shasa


Raka who hugs Shasa, pulls her shoulder and makes Shasa flip her body until she is in the supine position


Raka lifts Shasa's head and lets to put Shasa's head over his arm, and returns to hug him, and kisses Shasa's cheek


As Shasa's cheeks were wet from tears, Raka rubbed it and made Shasa enter in her arms, leaning Shasa on her chest


"Don't be sad, I'm not strong enough to see it, please.I beg you not to cry" Raka again kissed Shasa's forehead and hugged her tightly.


"Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I'll really leave you! Raka... With me you don't get the happiness that a husband does, so after my departure, I allow you to find a surrogate woman" Shasa said in Raka's arms


"What did you say? Don't say that, don't ever say that, we'll never part"


"No. Before I go I have to say it, Raka. Now that I'm critical, I really can't survive, this life can't last long" Shasa releases Raka's embrace and looks at Raka with sadness on the look on her face


"Don't, don't talk anymore, you don't say anything else, I beg you" Raka shook her head


"Raka, do you know I love you so much? I really love you, sometimes I complain about not wanting to die and leaving the happiness I should feel with you, but sometimes I get desperate about all this, this pain makes me suffer. Raka, I'm sorry I couldn't give you happiness"


"No. You're wrong, I'm so happy to be with you, Shasa's enough not to say anything else, don't say such things again, I beg you.." Raka got up and sat up from the bed, covering her face with both hands, after which she saw Shasa who was also awake


Shasa hugged Raka's arm leaning her head without saying anything


Raka kissed Shasa's hair and stroked her


And he did it without saying anything


Inside the room, being quiet with no sound from Raka and Shasa, they sat down while leaning each other's heads without speaking


Raka continued to stroke Shasa's hair, until Shasa fell asleep while hugging her arm


Slowly Raka laid Shasa down and she sat down to look at him, continuing to look at him without blinking


" I won't let you go alone, wherever I'll be with you" Raka said and kissed Shasa's forehead and lay nearby


Smiling Raka


"Good night" he said and tried to close his eyes


Early in the morning, Raka opened her eyes and frowned, as she saw Shasa standing behind her! Standing by the window as the folds of hands clinging to his chest looked at the atmosphere outside the window


Raka got up and rubbed her eyes


"Shasa.. are you awake?" Raka paled her feet when she did not hear Shasa's reply and stood walking closer to Shasa


Raka hugs Shasa from behind and kisses her cheek


"You wake up so early! What's up?"


Shasa took off Raka's embrace, and turned to look at her with a smile


"Who said it was morning? See the sun is so high" said Shasa and put his feet kissing Raka's lips and Smiling


Smiling Raka was happy to see the look on Shasa's face that morning, looking bright and cheerful.


Raka returns a kiss from Shasa to kiss her lips and afterwards hugs her


"Say he wants to go for a walk! Why waste time like this?" Said Shasa while taking off Raka's embrace


"Do you want to go for a walk?" Raka asked while looking at the clock on the wall


"Well.it's 09:00, how could I sleep that long?" Raka scratched her head which actually did not feel itchy


"I don't want to go for a walk, I just want to be with you" Shasa replied


" Well wait a minute I get ready" Raka replied


Raka asks Surti to make provisions for him, and asks Anton to prepare his picnic equipment with shasa


"Don't you just want to take a walk to the park?" Shasa asked when she knew Raka's intention to go on a picnic


Smiling Raka


"You mean. You're asking for everything?" Tanya Shasa Smiled with excitement


Shasa hugged Raka tightly


"Thank you, I missed them" Shasa said


Seeing Shasa so happy Raka was also happy, she returned Shasa's embrace


"I know you miss them so I take them."


Raka opens the car door for Shasa and helps her to get in and sit in the back seat, while Anton and Surti are busy putting the supplies and picnic supplies into the trunk of the car


"How is everything in the trunk?" Ask Raka


"Yes sir" jawan Anton


"Then we leave now" said Raka


"Well sir" Anton opened the car door for Raka and closed it again after Raka entered, and after that he and Surti got into the car and sat in front


"Auntie..." Shasa walked quickly and hugged the rita that was in front of him.


"Dear Shasa, aunt misses you so much" said Rita as she returned Shasa's embrace


"Shasa also misses aunty a lot" Rita said, kissing Rita's cheek


Rendi came and smiled when she saw Shasa and Rita hugging each other


Rendi put her foot forward, closing in on Shasa and Rita


"Are you two at a reunion?" Ask Rendi


Shasa took off her embrace when she heard Rendi's voice


"Sister Rendi," Shasa immediately hugged him regardless if Raka was looking at him


"So's not here?" Shasa said and let go of his embrace


"Om Antoni, it's coming too, right?" Ask Shasa


"No. Papa didn't come, he had a patient he had to take care of said Rendi, making Shasa so disappointed


But his disappointment was gone when he saw Andra walking towards him


Shasa Smiled and returned the embrace of Andra who had already hugged him first


"Sister Andra." greet Shasa and let go of her embrace


"You look skinny! Didn't Raka treat you well?" Andra asked with an angry face


Shasa Smiled


"No, it's because Shasa has no appetite for food" Shasa said


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