Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
That's it's okay


Shasa who began to consciously open his eyes and found himself lying in the hospital patient's bed, Shasa opened a breathing apparatus (Nebulizer) that covered his nose and mouth! Shasa looked around him and quickly got up from where he was lying


Shasa tried to pull out the infusion needle attached to his wrist, but it was all witnessed by Andra who was sitting on the sofa


"Shasa what are you doing?" Quickly Andra, who was in the room, rebuked and stopped him when he saw his behavior


Shasa, who was unaware of Andra's existence in the room, was stunned, for a moment Shasa fell silent and shouted as he began to fully awaken


"Sister Andra," he said, crying hysterically like a child and seeing Andra walking up to him


Shasa who was feeling sad because of Raka! he could no longer hide his sadness


Andra walked over to Shasa, and hugged her, When she saw her beloved sister sobbing


"Sister Andra, Shasa has hurt him! Shasa has done him wrong" he said


"No, brother knows you did that must have had a reason of your own! and whatever the reason, brother will always support you and trust you." Obviously Andra while stroking Shasa's hair tried to calm her down


"Calm down, everything's gonna be okay! Now that you rest, the doctor suggests that you take plenty of rest, not a lot of thought" Andra explained as she let go of her embrace on Shasa wiping her tears and helping Shasa to lie back down


"Sister, Shasa wants to go home, Shasa doesn't like to stay in the hospital, please bring Shasa home" Shasa said as he whined and held Andra's hand spoiledly


"Okay, I'll talk to the doctor" Andra explained


Tok.. The sound of knocking on the door from outside rang out, Andra turned to look at the door


"Lake in" he said


The doctor who handles the shasa, was seen opening the door and walking into the patient's room in the room occupied by Shasa.


The doctor walked in accompanied by the two female nurses behind him, carrying medical devices in his hands, the doctor who was none other than the Smiling Dafa doctor when he saw Shasa was staring at him


"Hi, Miss Shasa we meet again!" Said the Dafa doctor with a smile and told the nurse who was with him to remove the infusion that was on Shasa's wrist, because he knew, Shasa did not like that


Shasa nodded his head in response to the Dafa doctor's greeting and watched the nurse remove the needle


"Doctor, now what about the situation" asked Andra and saw the doctor looking at her


"Have he been able to get out?" Ask Andra again


Dafa Doctor Smiles and looks at Shasa with eyes that look reddened from crying and approaching andra


"Mr Andra, can we talk in my room? There are things I need to explain to you, explained the Dafa doctor in a lacey voice, so that even Shasa could not hear them clearly


Seeing the seriousness of the Dafa doctor, Andra became anxious, and she looked at Shasa, nodding


"Shasa, there is a need with the Dafa doctor you should rest, they will accompany you here" Andra said as she looked at the two nurses who had finished removing the infusion needle on Shasa's wrist


"No need, Shasa wants to go out to get some fresh air, Shasa feels stuffy here" he explained


Andra saw the Dafa doctor when she heard the words from Shasa


Shasa who sat down, paled his legs and got out of the bed, and he stepped out his feet and walked out himself from inside the patient's room! and to the park in the back yard of the hospital


Andra followed Doctor Dafa into her room


"Master please," said the Dafa doctor, allowing Andra to enter his room when they reached the door and opened it


Andra walked in and sat down in the chair that was already available in front of the Dafa physician's desk, and so did Dafa's doctor! he walked his feet and sat down


"Master regarding the examination we conducted against Miss Shasa! The results only came out after three days, but apart from the examination of the virgin seal that we took, we also found, if in fact Miss Shasa also suffered trauma in her! Miss Shasa could not see the violence directly before her, it could scare her" explained Dafa doctor


Shasa sat pensively on a park bench while looking at the patients and nurses passing by in front of him.


Shasa let out a long sigh, and remembering Raka's pitiful face, the moment she cut off contact with him, shasa's eyes started to glaze over again! the feeling of regret in Shasa hurt him, but Shasa also felt that it was all she could do so that Raka could accept her decision and could hate her


"Raka forgive me! I beg you to forgive me" Shasa said


" That's all I can do to make you hate me, so that my passing won't make you sick


Shasa who was immersed in his daydream, was stunned when a middle-aged lung man suddenly sat beside him


Shasa looked at the middle-aged lung man, who was staring at him while smiling at him


"Miss, what are you daydreaming about?" Ask the middle-aged man


"From the moment I noticed you, you looked agitated, did you find it hard to accept reality? are you one of the patients in this hospital?" Ask again


Shasa did not answer his question, he just continued to stare at the middle-aged lung man sitting beside him without his permission


"Helmm... The man's breath was heard,


"Miss, life is hard sometimes! But never give up on living it, gradually you will find the point of happiness of everything you have gone through." Said the middle-aged man, leaning against the back of the bench


Shasa who heard the words from the man smiled and turned his face away


"Do you believe in your own words?" Shasa asked and returned to look at the middle-aged man


"Miss everything has been determined, depending on ourselves, whether we can deal with it or not" he replied


"Maybe uncle has been mistaken," Shasa said again and sighed


"Helmm.. Where is the point of happiness that uncle means? Even now I don't know if tomorrow I'm alive or not, how could I possibly get it" Shasa explained


The middle-aged man fixed his seat upon hearing the statement from Shasa


"Are you in a lot of pain?" Asked the middle-aged man curiously


Shasa only smiled, and not answering the question from the middle-aged lung man, he leaned on the back of the bench and raised his head, looking at the clear sky