Being My Own Son's Nanny
I'll still help you

Gilang stepped into Julian's room. Without knocking on the door, Gilang directly opened the door with great care. How surprised the man when he saw the condition of the room that was messy, where a lot of paper scattered on the floor, a telephone plane hanging, and a note book that was also lying on the floor.

He didn't care much about the mess anymore. The man now only thought about Julian's condition, so the man immediately circulated his gaze to look for the whereabouts of his best friend.

"Julian, what's going on here?" Gilang immediately rushed over to Julian, as soon as he saw his best friend was sitting leaning against the wall with one leg lined up and one leg bent.

"Don't come any closer, asshole! you are a liar!" julian screeched before Gilang actually approached, leaving Gilang to frown, puzzled.

"Liar? you mean what?" tanya Gilang with the look of a memeucat face. "Did he know that I lied to him about the signature and did he know that Reynaldi was free?" batin Gilang, feeling anxious.

"Don't pretend not to shoulder, motherfucker! you already know that I find it hard to trust other people again, but with how much you lie to me too!" hearing Julian's words, strengthens Gilang's guess, if his best friend already knew that he was lying about the signature.

"Julian, you calm down. I did it for your own good. That's because__"

"Because what? because you think that I like Ayara too and because you don't want me to express my feelings to her first so you intend to lie to me so that you can freely approach her these few days, right?" Julian spoke very impassively, not giving Gilang a chance to finish his words.

Meanwhile, Gilang looked unmoved, completely bewildered by Julian's accusations addressed to him.

"I lied, because I wanted to get close to Ayara? what does this mean?" muttered Gilang while scratching his head that does not itch at all.

Julian began to rise to his feet and cast a cynical gaze full of truth on Gilang, making the man even more uncomfortable. "You don't hesitate not to know, Lang! do you think that I didn't know that you met Ayara in the park? you almost kissed her,"

Glazed looks more confused. However, the next second the man immediately remembered his meeting with Ayara earlier in the park.

"Jeez Julian, you seem to have misunderstood! ayara and I are not __" at all"

"You don't want to deny anymore Gilang! I won't be able to fool you anymore, because I have proof. You wanna see?" Julian grabbed his phone lying on the floor and the screen was broken.Then the man showed a photo that he had moved to his phone.

Gilang's eyes suddenly grew bigger, gasping in shock at the photo that indeed showed that he was about to kiss Ayara. "Where did you get this photo? did you get it from the woman you said was your future wife?" ask her with a probing look.

"No need to know! obviously I know your hypocrisy. And I also know that Ayara is a cheap woman!"

"Shut up!" pekik Gilang's. "You'll regret it, Jul said so to Ayara, because she__"

"He what? she's your lover now, so you're going to stand up for her, right? you two are truly hypocrites!" without waiting for Gilang to finish speaking, Julian had already interjected.

"Stop your bullshit! I'm not in love with her at all. To me she's just a nanny. I'm angry just because you lied to me for the sake of that woman. You said you had to do something very important, but what? you lied to me! you're meeting that cheap lady!"

"Julian, Quiet! stop saying she's a cheap woman! otherwise you will regret it!" Gilang had already started raising his voice. Even the man's hands were clenched and he had gritted his teeth, trying to refrain from giving a blow to his friend's face which he believed was blind jealousy.

"From this anger of yours, I've come to believe that you're actually jealous. I know that you are a person who always thinks rationally and it is not easy to believe before investigating the truth. But, because your heart is dominated by jealousy, you can't think rationally anymore, until you don't believe in your own best friend!"

Julian was unmoved, silent a thousand languages. Because honestly he was also still confused as to why he could get this angry.

"Now, you admit that you're actually jealous! you're in love with Ayara, right?" continue Gilang again, looking at the silent Julian.

"You don't just talk! I don't like that woman at all! don't make me admit to something that's not true at all!" Julian is still trying to deny.

"Now you better get out of here! I'm sick of seeing liars like you!" he continued again with eye beads that were still flushed like a flame.

"Julian, you said I was a hypocrite. But I want to emphasize that you're the hypocrite. You dare not be honest with your feelings!"

"How many times have I told you, I'm not a hypocrite at all. I've never been in love with that cheap woman! Now if you don't want to go, let me go!" Julian twisted his body and prepared to move his legs.

"Wait Julian!" prevent Gilang again with a very cold voice, making Julian undo his intention to step his foot.

"At first, I came here, wanting to reveal a secret, but upon hearing your insulting remark to Ayara, I wanted to tell you, somehow I feel you don't deserve to know and I also feel that women as good as Ayara don't deserve a man like you! You trust that photo more than your best friend. You don't realize that Tessa intends to pit us. I could swear by anything if I didn't lie to you to get close to Ayara. Once again I emphasized that Ayara and I had absolutely no relationship and I never intended to approach her either. Just so you know, exactly why I met him this morning, because it has something to do with the important work I said yesterday" Gilang said, ambiguous.

"But if you take back your cheap woman's words and admit that you've fallen in love with her, I'll gladly tell you the secret" said Gilang.

Julian again shook his head not spouting a word. With a look of annoyed, sad and confused face mixed into one, Julian turned back and stepped out leaving Gilang.

"Julian, where are you going?" pekik Gilang, who was not moved by his best friend at all. Gilang's eyes unintentionally looked at the back of Julian's hand which seemed to be injured. Maybe before his arrival, his best friend had punched the wall until the back of his best friend's hand was injured.

The anger that had once been burning in Gilang's heart suddenly evaporated out of nowhere, as soon as he saw the drops of blood that still looked fresh, which scattered on the floor. "I know that you're actually in love with Ayara Julian. I also know that you are angry not because I lied to you but because you are jealous. So, even if your words were too far off, I will still help you, because I know that you said it because you can't think rationally anymore. Just be patient, you will soon know everything!" batin Gilang as he stepped towards Julian's blood and took the blood, then put it in his pocket.

Tbc