Being My Own Son's Nanny
Your brain is very shallow

"Why your facial expression? surprised huh, since I can already read you two's rotten plans?" Gilang's smile was increasingly seen cynical.

Plaque ...

Being unable to contain the anger anymore, due to the accusations made against him, Shasa slapped a hard slap into the cheek of the man beside him. The woman no longer cared about her status that was only an ordinary employee in Julian's company.

"Based on a crazy woman, how dare you slap me, huh! you're really tired of living happily, aren't you?" Gilang stroked his cheek which was hot from the slap of the sweet-faced woman . He was eager to return the slap, but he tried to hold back because he was not that jerk, as a man who had the heart to do violence to a woman.

"You deserve it, because you've said something completely untrue!" shasa's brownish-black eye bead is now flushed red like a flame.

"What's not right? Ayara knew and heard for herself that Julian was looking for her, but why did she remain silent and not confess? what exactly is the purpose of keeping your mouth shut? does he want to make Julian's life continue under the shadow of guilt?"

Shasa was silent by a thousand languages, trying to digest Gilang's words.

"Painful feelings?" shasa murmur, lirih .

"Yes, guilt? just so you know, it's been almost two years since Julian's been looking for the whereabouts of the woman he's taken to her chastity, because she's always been haunted by guilt. And what did Ayara do? he casually works at the home of the man who takes his chastity and strangely even though he knows Julian is looking for him he keeps it covered. What do you think he's doing that makes sense? and I'm sure, you as Ayara's best friend must know what happened to your best friend. But, you two chose to be quiet, because you both have a certain purpose, right?" he said Silang at length, without pause and accompanied by a cynical look.

"Don't just accuse! you have absolutely no idea of the truth!"

"Don't know what? I know, the purpose of the two of you or Ayara in particular. He wants to get close to Julian and make Julian fall in love with him, and after Julian really likes him, it's easy to pick up Julian's treasure bit by bit, and once he gets what he wants, it's easy, he was going to leave Julian, break Julian's heart, and with a broken heart, he was hoping Julian would go broke, right? the point is Ayara wants revenge on Julian. He wanted to see Julian destroyed just like he had been destroyed by Julian, right? and as a friend I know that you support him!"

Plaques

again Shasa's hand landed smoothly on Gilang's cheek. Women are really not afraid of what will happen to him in the future who could lose their jobs.

"You ..." snapped Gilang with his hand hanging in the air.

"What's? you want to hit me, please! you want to have Julian fire me, please too! just so you know, I think you're the dumbest guy I've ever known! you're a graduate from abroad but, having a very shallow mind!" shasa's breath seemed to have been hunting.

"So what you say!" the typical brownish black eye bead of the Indonesian man has now also flushed like a flame.

"Did you also keep your words, didn't you?" Shasa challenged back and Gilang fell silent not answering at all. It was just that the man's gaze was really sharp like a dagger that was ready to hit the heart of the person staring at him.

"You know why I say your brain is shallow? that's because you only think from your glasses and from your point of view! Okay, I understand because you think from the point of view of a businessman who always tries to minimize the obstacles that occur in the future. You are always suspicious of the people around you who think is a threat to destroy your business, when what you think is not necessarily true. If Ayara was aiming to get close to Julian, why not when she found out Julian was looking for her? do you know why Ayara didn't confess? Besides thinking negatively, why can't you think positively, huh? you know, he didn't confess to that because he was afraid .. he was afraid of the honorable Master Gilang!" shasa's tone sounded emphatic when he mentioned the word fear.

Gilang frowned, confused by Shasa's ambiguous statement.

"Fearful? afraid why?" it doesn't make any sense,"

Gilang's forehead was increasingly wrinkled to hear Shasa's words which he thought were increasingly ambiguous.

"Miss Shasa, please don't twist around! what does this have to do with Ayara's lies with fear and wealth?"

"You don't understand what I mean at all? it's not wrong to say your brain is so shallow,"

Gladly gritted his teeth, trying to contain his anger, as the woman in front of him repeatedly called his brain shallow.

"Well, let me explain why Ayara didn't reveal herself to Julian, it's because he's haunted by the fear he created himself, but as I said earlier, he was afraid that he would have no money to defend himself later had Julian accused him of deliberately trapping him when he woke up and regained consciousness. It was because of this thought that Ayara decided to leave Julian before your best friend came to her senses. Ayara realized as hard as Ayara would defend herself, people would not believe her, considering Julian is a young businessman who is successful, handsome, and loved by many Eve. And why didn't he confess when he found out Julian was looking for him? how is he going to tell me, honorable Mr Gilang? I'm sure he must have been scared, felt threatened. Ayara must have felt that Julian was looking for her, not because he wanted to take responsibility but because he had a grudge against her and wanted to imprison her. That's what Ayara thought, Mr. Gilang. Just imagine, for almost two years he was haunted by fear, but he was the victim here," Shasa took a deep breath to replenish the oxygen into his empty lung cavity, as a result of speaking at length without pause.

Gilang was silent, a thousand languages heard Shasa's long speech. The man immediately recalled how pale Ayara's face was in the mall yesterday when he heard her talk with Julian.

"Haish, he's afraid of things that only exist in his own mind. Really stupid!" muttered Gilang, grumbling while scratching his head that did not itch at all.

"Hey, who are you saying is stupid? didn't I just say the reason why he could think like that? it's because he has no power!" shasa's protest was completely unacceptable to the stupid words that came out of the man's mouth.

"If it's not stupid, what would you say?"

Shasa was speechless, unable to answer.Because it was true that Ayara's thinking could be said to be stupid. Fear of things that don't happen.

Silence was created for some time between Gilang and Shasa. Both dissolve in each other's minds, especially Gilang who feels that there are still strange things.

"If she's afraid of Julian, but why would she even propose to be a nanny at Julian's house? does this have anything to do with her getting pregnant and giving birth to a child? is the child that Ayara was born to Julian and the baby is Elvano?"

Shasa's face was immediately sad and without a second thought the woman nodded her head.

"Yes, Elvano is Julian's biological son. Because of the incident, Ayara became pregnant and decided to keep the baby. But, it turns out that the child was born with a condition that has congenital heart disease that is quite severe and must be operated on and the cost is very expensive. due to the high cost of the operation he finally decides to release the boy in front of Julian's house. You don't know how frustrating he is to think about those very expensive operating expenses. He worked for 5 years or 10 years he would not be able to collect such a fee, whereas baby Elvano had to be operated on immediately otherwise the baby would not be able to be saved. You also have no idea how hard he must have left his son in front of Julian's residence. He cried, continues, Mr. Gilang. That's why when I heard that Julian was looking for a nanny, I asked my mama to offer Ayara. You don't see how happy she is when she hears that she will be able to stay with her child, even with the status of just a nanny," shasa's voice was already softly sounding not fiery anymore like when he was angry at the beginning earlier.

Gilang exhaled his breath and rubbed his face violently. "Then, Julian should know, and Ayara also need not be afraid anymore, because I already know the mastermind that trapped Julian," Gilang said along with a smile on her lips.

"Huh, you know that? who's she?" shasa asked enthusiastically.

"You don't need to know," said Gilang made Shasa tick, annoyed.

" Oh yes, thank you for explaining to me, but as for what you said about my shallow thinking, I cannot accept it yet. Our business is not finished! " said Gilang, while stepping leaving Shasa who pecked with a pale face.

Tbc