
Finished cooking for breakfast, Nina did not accompany her husband sitting at the dinner table. He was in his room to finish packing his clothes.
Danu who began to realize his void, at first glance there is a sense of regret.
Pointing out his intention for breakfast, He got up from the dining chair, then stepped foot into Nina's room. Danu, who had just arrived in her room, frowned in surprise when her pair of neutrals found Nina packing things into the suitcase.
Without excuse, he just entered his room. "Nina, what are you doing?"
Instantly Nina stopped the movement of closing the suitcase zipper.
"Mas Danu?" Nina was a little surprised because Danu came suddenly.
"Otherwise, I'm packing my clothes, won't I return them to my parents? so I prepare from now on" he replied and then pulled the zipper back.
It seems, Danu is not willing if Nina leaves her life, but she does not want to hurt him with the presence of Nesa as a substitute for Nina in her home.
Danu's fixed gaze was directed at Nina's hand which was so agile as to insert loose clothes covering her entire body.
"What's wrong with me? why don't I want her to leave me, I've hurt her, there's no way I'm leaving Nesa to keep her out of here."
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Nina: "Mas, please take care of our divorce,. I'm leaving, assalamu'alaikum"
One Nina pesandari, made Danu's chest seconds pounding so fast. He rubbed his face riled after reading a short message from his wife.Message that is able to draw to the heart to leave a gaping wound.
"Mas Danu: "Wait a minute, I'll go home and drive you"
Nina: "No need to mas, I'm going to Malang to my feet"
"Mas Danu: "What are you doing for poor?" why not go home, Abi?"
There was no reply from Nina. The man immediately grabbed the car keys he put in the desk drawer, then moved from sitting and ran very fast towards the parking lot. He wanted to go home and look at his wife's face once more, who knew when he would see her again.
Danu immediately ran into his house when he arrived at the place he had been living in for two years.
His steps were wide with his chest rising and falling. No matter how he breaths. There was a sudden feeling of unwillingness in his heart.
"Nina" called Danu, his gaze he spread to the whole room. The last destination when he did not find Nina downstairs was his room upstairs. But there was no one he could find in Nins' room. Walking towards the bed, Danu sat herself on the lip of the bed, her right hand gently rubbed the soft mattress belonging to Nina.
His gaze turned on a car key above the nightstand. The car he bought for Nina so that she could shop for household needs without inconveniencing herself.
"I should be happy that she's gone, it's made it easier for me to have a relationship with Nesa, but why does my heart hurt?" a few seconds later Danu pulled out her phone and rushed to contact Nesa.
But when Danu contacted him, only the voice of the operator was heard.
"Still not active" Lirihnya while dropping the body on the mattress.
Smelled by Nina's fragrance that imprints on pillows and bed linen. Danu pursed his nose, inhaling the scent of his ex-wife deeply and unknowingly fell asleep until three in the afternoon.
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Nina has arrived at her brother who works as a police officer.
He was welcomed by his brother's wife and son. Nina immediately hugged Dini the sister-in-law after kissing the back of her hand, then switched to hug Jenaira the niece.
"Mas Haidar lubricant home work mba?" asked Nina as she stepped into the house. He looked at the clock that was coiled around his wrist and then his gaze turned to scrutinize each room.
"He is on duty in Bali aunt, already two days, you take a shower first yes, it looks like your body is very sticky, mba want to continue cooking"
"Yes mba"
Nina entered the guest room holding the hand of her four-year-old niece Aira, the other hand pulling her large suitcase
"Auntie later Aira bobo with auntie ya"
"Ok dear" Sahut Nina was no less carefree than Aira when asking to sleep with him. "Aira wait here, auntie wants to take a shower first" Nina immediately opened her suitcase to take out a change of clothes for her to wear, then sauntered towards the bathroom.
Finished cleaning up, and at the dinner, Nina toyed with her niece until nine.
The one who witnessed it felt astonished.
"Auntie why?" said Dini then thrust a glass filled with water "this is in the drink first"
"It looks like a drunk vehicle mba" replied Nina of origin.
"Try on the oil of eucalyptus stomach, let a little relief"
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The sound of the dawn Adhan woke Nina from her sleep, she immediately walked to the bathroom and took ablution water. After performing the morning prayer, Nina's mind drifted away thinking of her husband.
"Definitely mas Danu's in trouble without me" he muttered "What's he eating this morning?"
Sighing quietly Nina immediately turned her mind to not dissolve in daydreams about Danu. "Here Nina, she doesn't love you, why do you think of her? soon you will be an ex-wife. That means, you have no right to think of a man who is already haram for you" Nina shook her head trying to cast the shadow of Danu out of her mind.
He immediately grabbed the mashaf and opened the Surah Al-Waqi'ah. Slowly he read verse by verse, until some verses he had read, he again felt nauseous.
Only yellow liquid was spewed out by Nina this morning.
"What's wrong with me, I'm not usually like this" he went to wash his face.
Walking towards the kitchen, it appeared that his sister-in-law was cleaning rice to cook.
Slowly, he approached Dini about to help her cook.
"What do you want to cook?"
"Not knowing yet" Dini replied as she turned to Nina at a glance, then looked back at the rice. "try to see what the refrigerator is" the order gently.
Nina immediately opened the refrigerator, she found a tie of kale in it "Sniff kale just how mbak? there are squid too"
"By aunty, later the squid in the make krispy te, there continue to be nuggets can be fried, later mbak make tomato sauce"
"Ok mba" Nina answered and pulled out the nuggets and squid from the frezer.
Nina deftly washed the vegetables, cut the squid into a circle ring, and fried them. After almost an hour in the kitchen joking with her sister-in-law who just sat holding Jenaira, the cooking was done.
Nina did not allow Dini to cook because Jenaira was suddenly fussy. It's common for the nephew to always be fussy when you wake up.
"Te, are you really getting a divorce?" ask yourself when you are enjoying breakfast.
"Yes mba, I do not love Danu mas, and Danu mas also do not love me" lies Nina without daring to look at Dini's face.
"Abi and umi already know?"
Nina shook her head "I was confused how to talk to abi mbak, so I came here, I was afraid abi was angry"
"Abi won't be angry, try talking slowly, surely abi ngerti kok. And I'm sorry I told Abi about your divorce"
Nina raised her face staring Dini full of search "Mba Dini said what to abi?"
Dini holds Nina's hand "mbak says you're here, because he wants a divorce from Danu"
"Keep abi's response how mba?"
Before replying, Dini smiled as if her smile was hinting for the sister-in-law to remain calm.
"Abi said, if the problem can be solved, you still maintain the household. But if you can't, then how else, what matters is best for you. Abi was blaming you for leaving the house, but mbak said that Danu already wanted to return you to abi"
"What about mbak?"
"Which mother is not sad to see the failure of her child's household, but abi can certainly overcome the mood of Umi, you do not worry"
"Thank you mba"
Dini nodded her head while smiling to encourage the younger brother of suaminyam
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