Being My Husband's Affair
The Part 15

Danu Pov

I took Nesa to my luxurious villa, in a pine forest hill offering a million beauties. Natural little wells with clear water are flooded between the trees. The dried leaves are reddened like a tapestry lining the streets causing a rustling sound when stepped on.

I looked at Nesa's face. We are currently beside the villa, sitting in a chair while enjoying a breeze that feels cold but soothing.

I saw him smile and close his eyes.

If the problem were only that simple, I would have made sure she was now my wife.

Somehow this woman in front of me has a shady face, so I never get tired of looking at her.

I saw a clear circle plunge from his eyelids.

"Why crying?" tanyaku.

"No, I feel peace when I breathe the air here, it's just that I think, your love and affection are not worth me. I'm afraid I can't stand by you, make you happy, I feel guilty for your wife" she said, then folded her arms around her chest.

Maybe the cold started to enter his body.

"Please Nesa don't say that, you deserve it because I love you so much, and I've never loved my wife"

"Why don't you think anymore about this forbidden relationship, however, I have to remind you the right path, you are the husband of another woman" he said, making me feel impaled.

"Why do you remind me when our relationship has come this far?"

"I'm sorry, I'm too late in your love"

"Then, let's try to unite our love, I love you, and you love me, there's nothing wrong with the relationship of someone who loves each other"

"My mistake is to seduce you, and your mistake is not to bully me, even though you are married, I imagine if I am the one who is in Nina's position, it will hurt very much"

Nesa's words were right, if I didn't love her, I should have let her go a long time ago. But I was too afraid of losing my treasure, I survived because of inheritance, I was indeed a cowardly man, without me knowing I had hurt Nina so much.

"Mas, why daydream?, are you feeling guilty about your wife?"

"Sorry Nesa" I said, throwing a glance at an evergreen tree.

"Why should you apologize, if you don't feel guilty for your wife, I'll hate you mas?"

I looked at Nesa's face, I wonder what she meant.

"Don't look at me like that"

"I am more and more convinced that you are worthy of me, you are the best, my heart chooses you"

"Then Nina?" ask her and look me in the face.

"I'll apologize to him, I'll release my property for him, to make amends to him"

"Then how about you?, can you survive, while you are used to living with the abundance of treasures?"

"There are you by my side, I won't bother you about possessions" I held Nesa's hand hoping that my grasp would convince her "How I don't want to have you Nes, if I look you in the face I feel peace"

"Then I have to how you are, if indeed such a big love is for me, I can't afford to reject it, but unfortunately our relationship is too complicated"

I scrunched my forehead "Too complicated how, I just let go of Nina, and we're getting married"

Nesa shook her head, with the corners of her lips slightly raised

"Nesa, I love you, you have to know how crazy I am about you, you really make me sink into you, my world now just revolves around you" Danu paused his words for a moment, then returned to voice. "If such a terrible misunderstanding hadn't occurred, I would definitely not have married her, and our relationship, would have been perfect"

Nesa took off my hand, she stood up and stepped into a small lake, looking at her back a little away from my eyes.

"I'm afraid" he said.

I approached her and hugged her body from behind

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that the truth will be exposed"

"What's your truth?" I was still in a hugging position, feeling warm as I tightened her embrace.

"The truth about our affair"

"Let me overcome, you give me enough support, and always be by my side, I'll finish"

I turned her body to face me, I looked at her face full of clinging, then I kissed her lips that had become opium to me.

He nodded his head, I lifted his body and took him to the room.

To hell with my wish*, I can't help it.

I lay her body on the bed when we were in the room.

"I'm sorry Nina, I love Nesa"

Nesa accepted my treatment, I'm sure she also wanted not just touch, but satisfaction. I don't care about anything anymore, I love him and want to have him to be with him.

We exchanged vows, expressing affection, and other codes for a more intimate touch.

I felt his heart pounding so hard, just like me. This touch is so thrilling.

Sorry once again Nina, and forgive me Nesa, again I committed a great sin. The words I had spoken in my heart before starting the struggle on the bed.

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"Dear forgive me, I hope you will never regret doing this" I said after finishing the fight.

"I will never regret, because I love you so much"

I smiled at his reply, I placed a kiss on his forehead, He can always satisfy me in a shrewd way. Her charms hypnotized me as if she was the only woman in the world.

I promise I won't leave her, she's my woman, and will forever be mine.

His eyes began to close, maybe he was tired. I held my arms together to let his fear go, because I knew exactly how he was feeling right now.

Not long after, my consciousness began to disappear, I fell asleep while hugging her.

I wrote the clock on the nightstand when we opened our eyes, the time showed at 3 pm. The situation and conditions that were raining like this, made us drift and do it again. For me this is adultery, even though I have a legitimate wife to touch, but instead do it with a woman who is haram to me. I was supposed to do this with Nina, so we could give grandchildren to papa and mama, but I did a pregnancy program with Nesa instead. I must put where my face is if my father-in-law, who is in fact an ustadz, knows my depraved deeds.

"Nina I don't deserve you" I sat up as I remembered Nina's loyalty. He who satisfies my body with all its activities at home, and Nesa the woman who satisfies me for my inner needs. I really became a greedy man.

"You hungry?" I asked Nesa.

Nesa nodded her head, While I was getting out of bed, picking up our clothes that were strewn across the floor.

"Mas, I'll cook for us"

I looked at his face, after hearing his words. He's gonna cook for me?

I responded with a smile.

"Well, I'll take the materials in the trunk of the car" I replied and turned the door knob.

I took the food we bought before we came here.

Since I couldn't cook at all, Nesa told me to just sit at the dinner table, I followed her.

I noticed his hand movements, the way he cooked so cunningly. Besides being beautiful, she is also good at cooking. I'm lucky to know her, and it makes me love her even more.

After more than an hour, several menus have been served on the dining table, I can't wait to enjoy the cuisine. This is the first time Nesa has cooked for me.

She had rice and various side dishes on my plate, and somehow I remembered Nina, the way she served me was very similar to her.

Why do I remember it?, what's wrong with me? I shook my head slowly.

One mouthful has entered my mouth.

"Wait" my inner.

The second bribe to the fourth, why was Nina's shadow suddenly on my mind, Nesa's cooking reminded me of Nina's cooking

Ah I must just be feeling guilty about Nina. Even though I don't love her, I shouldn't have cheated on her, right?

Nina I'm so sorry, I'm going to let you go, you deserve to be happy with the man who really loves you.

Nina, why do I miss you?

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