BEHIND THE TWILIGHT
Ch. 46

Already admitted all his actions to the father of the child he hamili, Bayu actually get a raw bogem to tear the corner of his lips. Throwing him to fall on the floor because he was not ready to receive a blow that was in his face.

No one would have thought that the wrath of a father who loved his daughter so much would be so horrible. Or maybe, this is not how creepy compared to others who have temperament to the outside of the limit.

The house that is always guarded and cleaned, is no longer in shape. The magnificent building has been damaged by its contents. The upturned table with expensive sofas, the photo of the display on the wall has been destroyed scattered with the glass.

Vases of flowers from small and large have also been destroyed unceremoniously. Shapeless. All Handoko's belongings around him have not escaped his wrath because they feel lied to and betrayed by his own daughter. That little girl, that young girl, was really very clever in lying to him. Or perhaps, The father of the two children himself was too stupid to know everything?

Wholeheartedly care for and love her youngest daughter, hoping she is the one who can boast of her someday. Instead, she is currently pregnant out of wedlock without knowing if no one is speaking to her as she is now.

"I'm releasing you. Now, you're free. Come with the man who has impregnated you. Take good care of your son. Forget everything about your family." said a father whose heart had been broken. Completely destroyed. A news of a child's pregnancy without a marriage bond is not news that can be normalized.

Luna took a long breath. This is not what he expected from his family. However, maybe this is what is expected of his sibling. Staring at the tears of Handoko that slid on her cheeks really makes Luna's heart like slashed by a sharp knife.

She lost her love, and now she has to lose her family. True if all this time the two twin girls never get along, but Luna is not Lula who does not care at all about the happiness of the people around her.

Seeing Handoko moving away from the living room that was like a broken ship, Luna could only be silent. Not going to give any advice to the father because he knew, his heartache was not comparable to what his father felt.

"It's nice to be devastated by Lo's own family?" asked Luna with a deflated chest. His heart was pounding when he found out that Bayu was the father of a child conceived by his siblings. The father of his nephew's future.

Lula was jolted with all of Handoko's words, and was now struck with a simple question from her brother. So many regrets, but all good if at this time there is no longer him in the big family of Handoko?

Feeling that there was no hope for him to apologize and live a good life with his father again as before. There are many hopes that Lula expects from her father. One of them is being able to accept the child he bears well. Marry him to the young man who is now in his presence. Also live a good, healthy, beautiful life with her children and grandchildren. But all is just hope. Because the reality is Handoko was not expecting it anymore.

"Luna, before I and Lula leave, I want to say one thing" Bayu said in a soft voice. It's true that he will bring Lula to join his parents who are abroad. He has graduated from High School, while for Lula it is impossible to continue the School in a pregnant state, is not it? I've been thinking about this if the father of the girl he approached does not give his blessing.

"Say." said Luna with a flat face. Looking at the young man was reluctant. The girl no longer cared about the young man before her.

"Leo, I, and Bara have made Lo a betting target. All this time, I and Bara approached Lo for a bet. That's the reality that Lo must know before Lo drops Lo's heart for another young man."

A reality that really stomps all the nervous organs of the girl. The young man in front of him knew that Luna had fallen on Bara's heart. That is why, he must tell the truth so that the girl does not choose the wrong path. Indeed, if asked about his own heart, already sure Bayu will answer one name of the girl who is rightly enthroned in his heart at this time. Yes, Luna. But isn't an act always responsible? And Bayu had to do that to Lula even though her heart did not belong to the girl.

Tears fell when he closed the door to his room. "So this is what Lo said that I have to apologize Lo, Ra?" muttered the girl in the middle of her prank. His heart was broken at the same time.

I don't know which thing he cried this time, it all felt so painful. Everything, love and family. It seems that he never took sides with him. The girl's whole body was limp, until she fell on the floor. Sitting, leaning against the tightly closed door.

"Gue hates the same Lo. But, I've already fallen in love with Lo." continue to monologue with himself, while occasionally wiping the tears in his eyes.

Won't throw things like Handoko in the Living Room just a moment ago. His body was too weak to do that.

I don't know what kind of life he's living right now. Either have to believe every love speech that comes out of Bara's lips or not. It's all very difficult for him.

***

Set yourself on a big, luxurious bed. Repeatedly wiped away the tears that had soaked her cheeks. Occasionally there is a heavy stuffing of the lips that begins to fade from the reddish color. Then, his hand crept onto the table by the side of the bed. Grabbing a picture that is framed beautifully, since marriage until now the photo is still always on the table.

"I failed Amara" he said staring at a photo of his late wife who looked so beautiful with a white wedding dress.

"You asked me to take care of our children. But I failed to do that. I failed." Keep wiping the tears that always come out every time he removes them, sometimes the breath also stinged violently every time he said.

"I'm sorry Amara. Please don't hate me. I'm also devastated to see our son so far away."

"I'm also confused as to what to do. The only way that our child will not feel constrained is to set him free."

"Didn't you? Our son must be stuck, right? That's why our children do what they don't."

"I'm sorry Amara. I am a fool in educating our children. I guess, a hard nature is a good trait in educating a child. Turns out I was wrong. And you're right. It is a tenderness that we should instill in our children." continue to monologue with tears that never stop. I don't know how many times Handoko tried to wipe the tears, it still feels futile.

"Now, Lula will definitely be happier with her choice. I'm sorry I couldn't keep our son. Maybe someday, everything will be okay."

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