Becoming a Ning
Lack of Communication

"Do I need to help you with the book?" tanya Mega stared at the santriwati who was always looking for trouble with her.

"No need! Why are you helping me!" he took the book roughly out of Mega's hand.

Mega just replied with a smile what the santriwati did to her, "I'm sorry," said Mega immediately made the woman's footsteps stop.

Walking back to the woman who had only stepped a few times, Mega stood right in front of her.

"I'm sorry if I ever hurt or did anything bad to you. Your right to forgive me, I can only apologize and pray to God that your heart may be softened so that it can forgive me.

However, the one you should know is not just the intention of patronizing. Never hate anything else with a vengeance.

Doesn't the person who knows about us school where later will even gossip our own with free sentences mondok if the attitude blah, blah, blah?

So, it's good that you fox and I apologize for the mistake I made to you. Sorry, not the best example in your opinion. Excuse me and be careful, yes. Assalamualaikum."

Mega left the santriwati, she immediately turned her body and looked at Mega with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry too, Ning. Waalaikumsalam," he murmured that was not heard by Mega because of their distance that is far away.

Umi and Mega finally get into class to start a lesson that should have started a few minutes ago.

Umi smiles and rubs Mega's veil seeing that her eldest son has become a much better person than yesterday.

Mega entered the class feeling very nervous. As much as possible, he tried to relax.

After all, a Mega is the person who is the most pede when in school first. How could he be embarrassed especially if asked like this.

An hour and a half passed, he looked towards the students who were recording what he explained earlier.

Learning-teaching in tenth grade is quite exciting according to Mega, all actively ask and also answer.

He again read the book given by Umi also wrote the question of what will be aired.

The break has rung, it's time for the Duha of course. Mega stands in the doorway as Umi tells her not to leave the classroom before being picked up by Umi.

"Assalamualaikum Ning, why stay in class? Isn't it time to rest?" asked Ustadz Ridwan who accidentally passed by.

"Goddessalam Ustadz. Umi told me not to leave this class before she picked me up.

I would also like to apologize to Ustadz for any mistakes I may have made, forgive my mistakes and treatment" Mega said, bowing with a hugged book.

"Huh?" ask Ustadz Ridwan.

"What is 'ha' Ustadz?" tanya Mega returned by looking up at Ustadz Ridwan for a while and then looked down again.

He did not understand why even the word 'ha' uttered Ustadz Ridwan.

"Oh, no-no. I was just a little surprised by Ning's change of attitude. Ahem! I'm also sorry if I ever did anything wrong to Ning."

"I'm sorry Ustadz."

"Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ridwan, Afifa," said Umi who suddenly came.

"Sorry Umi, yes, dear. Forgetting that if you were here, Umi even went home and just remembered when you saw the room there was no one," explained Umi made Ustadz Ridwan laugh.

It made Mega furious, he glanced cynically at Ustadz Ridwan making the man finally silent.

"Forgot Umi if you still have a girl," continued Umi back.

"Yes, Umi. No papa, really. Mending now we go home, yuk!"

"Jude, come! Thanks, Ustad Ridwan already nemenin Afifa even though it is not necessary, you know. Fear of slandering later. Assalamualaikum, "greet Umi and go bring Mega back home.

"Waalaikumsalam," muttered Ustadz Ridwan looking at the backs of those who had gone away from him.

"Maa Shaa Allah, who would have thought that Ning Afifa could be more than I imagined. Even more sintered until you can replace Nyai ngajar," he praised.

"Eh, astagfirullah. What the fuck, anyway, Ridwan. You can't do that, he's still a schoolboy not yet graduated. Mending I went back to the room," broke it off and left the front of the class.

Arriving at home, Mega immediately rushed to the room to perform Duha prayers and returned to read the book Abah gave last night.

"Tomorrow the time, haduh ... how, this? How do I understand that, this is again a matter of what?" gerutu Mega scratched his head which suddenly itched.

"Nih-nih, you absorb, yes, the brain is the same as these writings," said Mega put his head on the book so that the writing goes into his brain.

Like school children who will test and do not have time to learn or do not understand the lesson, usually when frustrated they will do such silly things.

"Darling, what are you doing?" tanya Umi who suddenly entered made Mega shocked and immediately sat up upright.

"This, Umi. Let the writing go into Afifa's brain, so Afifa tempelin deh Afifa head to his book," obviously Mega laughed making Umi shake her head.

"You are this, yes. There are-there are ways now," said Umi put a plate filled with fruits.

Umi sat on the edge of the bed making Mega change position so facing Umi, Umi took one hand Mega and held it.

"Sorry Umi, yes, if there is something wrong with you or all this time you feel burdened with everything Umi does.

Sorry, Umi never asked what you want, Umi even directly mate you with someone who turned out to already have another woman.

If Umi is hard on you, believe it's all for your good. Although in fact, Umi is too excessive," said Umi made Mega smile and hold Umi's hand as well.

"Afifa knows that this must be for the good of Afifa, kok, Umi. Afifa is also wrong never to tell what you want.

Umi also will not know that, we are both lacking communication. Afifa wanted to be understood even though he did not tell while Umi wanted to be understood without asking first."

"So, what do you want after this?" tanya Umi made Mega speechless confused.

"Emm .. maybe, Afifa is going to Umi's college. See the outside world how and feel what education outside the cottage.

In order, when preaching and teaching. Afifa can tell you about the experience outside, not just in the cottage."

Umi nodded with tears dripping down her cheeks, "The big boy turned out to be Umi's son, already able to think that mature."

"Hehehe, what the hell Umi. Everyone's gonna be great at times, right?" tanya Mega rubbed Umi's cheek and replied with a nod to her question earlier.