Becoming a Ning
Debt Budi

"Umi, about the matchmaking that Umi suggested at that time. Hafidz rejected her, Hafidz could not marry Ning Afifa."

"Huh? Why?"

"Hafidz is not in love with her Umi."

"Hafidz, love can come with over time" Umi looked at Hafidz.

Hafidz stared at Mega for his help, Mega confused what to do.

'Anyway, if Afifa likes to be like this guy, yeah. He will not be happy, because the guy will also not love him, ' Inner Mega with a nod.

"Sorry, Nyai. I also do not like Aky Hafidz, I still want to focus on my education Nyai.

I still have to learn to be the best madrassa for my children. I reckon. We have the right to choose.

Choosing to live with whom I will be, does not mean I am against. However, if later we are a match for sure will be met as well," explained Mega made all eyes towards him.

He put on a smile, there was a look of disappointment on their faces except for Mega and Hafidz.

At around five in the afternoon, Hafidz and his family finally decided to go home. Abah and Umi deliver up to the gate while Mega is told to stay at home.

He went into the room and picked up the diary he had found on the Afifa desk.

[Dear; Umi and Abah.

Today, the Hafidz family came to the house for whatever purpose. Afifa did not know what Hafidz's face was.

However, hearing Abah talk, Umi is also their family who intend to match us.

It makes Afifa hurt Abah, Afifa is still in 10th grade something like this makes Afifa not eager to learn.

Unfortunately, Afifa was unable to express these feelings. That Afifa objected to what you were planning.

Afifa is just a child who keeps and follows what her parents want. Afifa wanted to be like the other kids.

Can do what they want, go to the dream place and do things and cultivate his hobby.

But it was just a dream like that. Afifa was not able to do anything Afifa wanted. Hehe.]

Mega was silent to read one of the books Afifa wrote, the note became an outpouring of his heart for the first time.

That is, he felt the beginning of his destruction when he heard the news. Or ... is there again? I don't know, Afifa's too confusing.

"Assalamualaikum" said Abah and Umi simultaneously entered the house.

Mega immediately hurriedly put the book back into his study drawer and out to meet Abah as well as Umi.

"Sit down!" tell Umi with a flat face.

"Alright Umi," Mega replied with a nod.

"What the fuck are you rejecting this match?"

"Because Afifa did not want to be betrothed to Hafidz Umi."

"Why? He's a good man!"

"We do not have the right to judge the person is good or not Umi, in front of humans who can not act well? But before God, all this is visible. Whether or not someone."

"Why are you like this now? Why are you a dissident child?!"

"For what Afifa wanted so far was never Umi and Abah. Umi and Abah never knew what Afifa was.

In fact, Afifa was not told that two more days would be part of the question and answer session. No one asked if Afifa would want to or not.

While santri is also santriwati who comes is he who does want, is Afifa asked about it? Umi Not.

Afifa was always quiet about what Afifa felt, until Afifa shut himself up no one really cared about Afifa.

Punished with a mistake that Afifa did not know, Afifa thought it was the end of suffering.

Apparently, Afifa was wrong. Afifa read, that the world of a Ning in the novels is fun. What if they know the originals, huh, Umi?

Will they cry, be disappointed or laugh? Because honestly, that's what Afifa is feeling right now.

Afifa knows, really, if defying the wishes of the parents is a sin. Want him a Nyai, conglomerate or other alike.

However, this time Afifa could not be Umi, Abah. Sorry ... Afifa cannot make others a victim of what we have done.

Afifa does not want to be a woman who seizes the happiness of other women for the happiness of Afifa," said Mega Long with tears that had soaked her face.

Abah just stared at the floor while Umi looked towards Afifa.

"If you had known that both of your parents were in debt, would you have kept quiet, son?" tanya Umi made Mega who lowered her head while wiping away the tears while staring at Umi.

"Abah and Umi have a debt with them? How many millions?"

"Debt is not just about money, Afifa. But, it's also about self-sacrifice."

"Then let Afifa sacrifice themselves instead of their hearts. Wait until Afifa finishes college.

Afifa wants to study Abah, Umi. Afifa wanted to make what Afifa wanted. Afifa wants to preach more broadly, not just around here.

Let the people know Afifa through the preaching and polite language that Afifa has and learns in this cottage."

Umi turned her face away, Mega came down from the bench and knelt in front of Umi.

"Name ... Afifa please, Umi. Afifa knows that Umi did this for Afifa, thank you very much. However, Afifa also had a desire that Afifa wanted to do.

Afifa needs support, blessing and prayers from Umi and Abah. Enough only that, then Afifa sure God will facilitate what Afifa wants to reach," said Mega holding Umi's knee with tears that continue to drip.

Mega had read the Afifa diary in which the woman wrote that she wanted to get out of the cottage and study outside.

Whichever city or country he wants, as long as he gets out of this cottage. Lately Mega just know why Afifa was just at home or even just in the room.

Umi sees Afifa actively playing with santriwati in the hut until rote and his duties are abandoned.

In fact, gifts from santri are also always obtained Afifa. Afifa used to be a jolly boy.

Until entering the Madrasah, matchmaking began. He had to learn extra prenuptial chapters.

Not only that, Umi told Afifa's friend to move to another cottage. The cottage which is managed by his sister Umi.

So, Afifa felt betrayed by them. Afifa was left with them, confused and lonely.

To the point, he did not want to know or even close to others anymore. He does not want to meet anyone and interact with anyone.

Because, he felt that every one present would eventually go back. So, why is it done repeatedly?

It will only make you tired and hurt. Being abandoned by someone we consider to be our own family is a painful thing.