ArkaSha with Niki
Ill

Tonight Shanna could not sleep, repeatedly changing positions but her eyes were very unfriendly to close her eyes. He sighed then improved his position to sit leaning against the back of the mattress.

Moments later, his mind was out of control. Arkana crossed his mind. Until he realized his lips were shaking, he let out a murmur.

"The spirit of Arka.." Shanna murmured. He was eager to be next to Arkana during the man's difficult times. Although he did not know what kind of problems Arkana suffered, but saw the language of Arkana eyes. He was sure this man was thinking about a severe problem.

His daydreams about Arkana instantly disappeared as the prick he got on his head. He was silent, Shanna closed her eyes channeling her pain. Both of his hands were ready to perch on his head, he tightly squeezed and grabbed his hair. It felt like a knife was stabbing repeatedly in his head, if he could ask he didn't want to have a head now. Just dig up his head, that's how Shanna's mind so much pain he felt.

His mind was empty, slowly he moved to reach for his medicine which was in a hidden drawer. As soon as his feet went down the bed, he squeezed his steps he could not balance. Her body collapsed, coinciding with her head being bumped into the corner of her dressing table. With the pain mounting, Shanna braced herself to get up and then deliberately banged her head against the table repeatedly.

"Gue tired...!! pliss...go get sick!!" racau Shanna, his words he repeated along with the impact he created.

He grabbed a glass of water when he had grasped the medicine he always drank when the pain attacked. As soon as the little thing entered his mouth, he lowered his head. With both legs folded, while both eyes let out a clear liquid that soaked his cheeks. The longer the clear liquid continued to flow, as he rubbed it roughly.

" sickness." muttered Shanna pitying herself.

After a few minutes the medicine he swallowed had given a reaction. The pulsating feeling in his head slowly disappeared. His mind returned clear now, as well as his gaze that was no longer brimmed.

*Pov meeting with Arkana

"Shann..."

" yes..." Shanna looked up when she noticed a familiar voice calling out to her. He was no longer surprised because he knew it was Arkana's voice.

"what's your hand?" Say them simultaneously. The question Arkana wanted to ask, but Shanna asked him the same question. How not, Shanna saw Arkana's hand wrapped in some plaster with gauze. Do you know why Arkana's hand? Although not as terrible as the bandage that sticks to his hands. He was worried about Arkana.

"answer me first." continued Shanna who was met with a faint smile by Arkana.

"gue gpp..there was a slight incident." reply Arkana.

"now you answer me..your hands why?" Ask Arkana.

"ooohh..gue accident a few days ago.." The words that Shanna felt were just ordinary. But Arkana's reaction was shocked to hear that.

"sorry me..gue ga tau Shann.." said Arkana.

"lo ain't no Ar.." Shanna continued.

" are you all right?" Shanna asked, hearing that Arkana suddenly turned her head then revealed a wry smile plus her disappointment. Soon he looked back at the beautiful bead in front of him.

"thanks is always there for me.gue is grateful." Arkana. Degg..that's what Shanna felt, when was it always there for this guy?

"you mean?" Shanna asked curiously with Arkana's intentions.

" room chat the two of us, where I'm going now. Although you didn't read a bit, but I'm relieved Shann. Lo my house.." Arkana's words were all the more ambiguous for Shanna. It was true that the man kept sending messages to himself. What should he say now? he felt guilty for Arkana.

"you don't know what your problem is, please stay well. Don't admit to strange things that harm yourself." Shanna.

Arkana turned her gaze back to Shanna, but now she looked straight ahead. He bent his body with both fingers. His head is faithful down. Shanna saw Arkana's condition could really feel the pain this man felt. A single teardrop landed on Arkana's cheek. Not wanting Shanna to see him like this, she immediately wiped her tears. But nil, Shanna saw everything.

" Shann.lo would like to come to my mom's house." aska Arkana. For a few days, her mother locked herself in her room. He had never imagined this before, if the departure of his father from home made his mother this sad. But he did not want his father to return home. He had tried every day to comfort his mother, but still his mother sometimes looked at him with anger.

He deliberately asked Shanna to persuade his mother. He was sure Shanna could, because from the first his mother always asked Arkana to bring prospective daughter-in-law to the house. Mama loves girls, Arkana thinks this is the only way to make her smile again.

Although she did not know the reason and purpose Arkana asked her to meet her mother. Shanna just wanted to help Arkana, with full awareness she nodded in agreement with Arkana* request*.

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Tokks.tokk.

The sound of her mother's bedroom door being knocked by Arkana. She hoped that this time her mother would talk to her even if it was only a few minutes. Sensing the door was unlocked, Arkana pressed the doorknob showing her faithful mother leaning against the bed. With a blank stare, my eyes, and stature that was far from normal. Her mother's face was not fresh, she was concerned to see that.

Arkana stepped foot reaching for her mother's whereabouts. He held the hand that always loved him.

" lady...Arka kangen.indu mama who used to.." whispered Arka slowly in the ears of her mother. He again changed his loyal position to hold his mother's hand, occasionally tasting gently the fingers. This woman in front of him was very dear to him.

The middle-aged woman turned her head towards her only son. Without any words, he remained silent but a single tear soaked his cheek.

"you're happy to live without papa? you happy Arka?" Say her mother in a high tone. For the umpteenth time Arkana was disappointed with her mother.

"We can be happy without papa ma...Arka will be happyin mama..."

"you can what ha? can you support our family? you're just a spoiled child Arka!!" snapped mommy. Arkana's heart grew increasingly confused to hear the words of her mother. Arkana turned her head away from her mother, her tears fell then she patted again with a rough she rubbed. It feels like every day just a cry that graces Arkana life. What he is weak cannot overcome such a thing.